Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
2. Alive (3:22)
3. Crash (3:21)
4. The World Around You (4:35)
5. Forever (4:06)
6. I Devise My Own Demise (3:36)
7. Time Is Running Out (3:23)
8. What Do You Do (4:22)
10. No More Secrets (3:15)
11. Reckless (3:34)
12. The Fire (3:32)
13. Roses On My Grave (3:13)
14. Scars (Live) (3:38)
15. S.O.S. (2:42)
16. The Addict (3:27)
01 TO BE LOVED
(3:02)Listen up, turn it up and rock it out
Party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout
This is real, as real as it gets
I came to get down, to get some fucking respect
Taking it back to a hardcore level
You better be ready, put your pedal to the metal
Taking it back to a hardcore level
You better be ready, put your pedal to the metal
Whoa, I'll never give in
Whoa, I'll never give up
Whoa, I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa, I'll never give in
Whoa, I'll never give up
Whoa, I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
I want domination, I want your submission
I see you're not resisting, to this temptation
I've got one confession, a love deprivation
I've got a jet black heart that's all fucked up and it's falling apart
Whoa, I'll never give in
Whoa, I'll never give up
Whoa, I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa, I'll never give in
Whoa, I'll never give up
Whoa, I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
I've got another confession, I fell to temptation
And there is no question, there was some connection
I've got to follow my heart, no matter how far
I gotta roll the dice, never look back, and never think twice
Whoa, I'll never give in
Whoa, I'll never give up
Whoa, I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa, I'll never give in
Whoa, I'll never give up
Whoa, I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Take the past, burn it up and let it go
Carry on, I'm stronger than you'll ever know
That's the deal, you get no respect
You're gonna get yours, you better watch your fucking neck
Take the past, burn it up and let it go
Carry on, I'm stronger than you'll ever know
That's the deal, you get no respect
You're gonna get yours, you better watch your fucking neck
Whoa, I'll never give in
Whoa, I'll never give up
Whoa, I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa, I'll never give in
Whoa, I'll never give up
Whoa, I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
(Take the past, burn it up and let it go)
Whoa, I'll never give in
Whoa, I'll never give up
(Take the past, burn it up and let it go)
Whoa, I'll never give in
I just wanna be, wanna be loved
02 ALIVE
(3:22)Come on, come on, come on
For crying out loud
I'm running from a calm down
God forbid I know I've been a let down
Reaching for the sky while laying in the gutter
Kicking and screaming, I am singing bloody murder
I am screaming bloody murder
I am screaming bloody murder
But I'm alive when I'm falling apart
I'm outta control, I'm losing my soul
But I'm alive when i'm falling apart
I'm outta control, I'm losing my soul
I cant be your angel when I'm living like a devil
Can't be your lover when I'm living like a rebel
Don't want your pity and I don't want your help
Don't try to save me, go take care of yourself
Go take care of yourself
You better take care of yourself
But I'm alive when I'm falling apart
I'm outta control, I'm losing my soul
But I'm alive when I'm falling apart
I'm outta control, I'm losing my soul
I'm alive
Sick of the pain, I'm sick of the sorrow
Sick of today, I'm sick of tomorrow
I'm addicted to the misery in my head
I better stop before I end up dead
So I climb up to the top
Just to fall to the bottom
And I climb up to the top
Just to fall to the bottom
Come on, come on, come on
But I'm alive when I'm falling apart
I'm outta control, I'm losing my soul
But I'm alive when I'm falling apart
I'm outta control, I'm losing my soul
I cant be your angel when I'm living like a devil
Can't be your lover when I'm living like a rebel
Don't want your pity and I don't want your help
Don't try to save me, go take care of yourself
03 CRASH
(3:21)I refuse to be a victim, I refuse to be a slave
I keep on burning my bridges
I keep on fucking up everything
Running from desperation
God knows where I've been
I don't know where i'm heading
But I'm going to fast, I think I'm going to crash
I'm going to crash
I'm going to crash
To crash, yeah
It's time for annihilation
It's time to be a criminal
No time for hesitation
Time to be an animal
Looking at my reflection
I don't like what I see
So I ask myself a question
Do I got what I want or do I got what I need
I'm not afraid of the future
I'm spinning right out of control
I don't know where I'm heading
But I'm going to fast I think I'm going to crash
I'm going to crash
I'm going to crash
To crash, yeah
It's time for annihilation
It's time to be a criminal
No time for hesitation
Time to be an animal
It's time for annihilation
It's time to be a criminal
No time for hesitation
Time to be an animal
I refuse to be a victim
I don't want to fall again
I know where I'm heading
God knows where I've been
I'm going to crash (I'm going to crash)
I'm going to crash (I'm going to crash)
I'm going to crash (I'm going to crash)
I'm going to crash (I'm going to crash)
Yeah
It's time for annihilation
It's time to be a criminal
No time for hesitation
Time to be an animal
It's time for annihilation
It's time to be a criminal
No time for hesitation
Time to be an animal
Live your life
Live or fight
Live your life
Live or fight
04 THE WORLD AROUND YOU
(4:35)Somebody falls in love
Somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love
We only fell apart
I'm getting lonely
I need somebody to hold me
I thought I'd never miss her
She cut me out of the picture
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the life you're living
Somebody tells the truth
Somebody lives a lie
I can see right through
The story is in your eyes
I know what they're saying
There is no need for explaining
There will be nothing better
Than when I burn all your letters
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the life you're living
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the life you're living
We never fell in love
We only fell apart
We only fell apart
We only fell apart
We only fell apart
So we pick up the pieces and put them together
We said this was gonna last forever
Pick up the pieces and put them together
We said this was gonna last forever
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the life you're living
We never fell in love
We only fell apart
We never fell in love
We only fell apart
Somebody falls in love
Somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love
We only fell apart
Somebody falls in love
Somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love
We only fell apart
05 FOREVER
(4:06)In the brightest hour of my darkest day
I realized what is wrong with me
Can't get over you, can't get through to you
It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start
Take these memories that are haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreds
By his own pair of scissors
He'll never forgive her
He'll never forgive her
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Sitting by a fire on a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl, little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life
You're my heroine
In this moment, I'm lonely
I'm feeling my darkest dreams
All this drugs, all these women
I'm never forgiving this broken heart of mine
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
One last kiss, before I go
Dry your tears, it is time to let you go
One last kiss (one last kiss)
Before I go (before I go)
Dry your tears (dry your tears)
It is time to let you go
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
One last kiss (one last kiss)
Before I go (before I go)
Dry your tears (dry your tears)
It is time to let you go
One last kiss, before I go
Dry your tears, it is time to let you go
One last kiss
06 I DEVISE MY OWN DEMISE
(3:36)I devise my own demise
I devise my own demise
I devise my own demise
I devise my own demise
I can't control everything
And I cant forget just what I've seen
And these memories take me away
To a better place, than I am today
(Than I am today)
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
Its time to say hello goodbye (Hello goodbye)
To fade away, fade away alone (Mother fucker goodbye)
I just want you to take, take me back home (Take me back home)
To a better place that I've never known (That I've never known)
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I can't control of everything
And I can't forget just what I've seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than I am today
(Than I am today)
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
This life I'm losing (This life I'm losing)
This life I'm losing (This life I'm losing)
I devise my own demise
07 TIME IS RUNNING OUT
(3:23)You say I'm looking really bad
You say I'm looking really sick
And I don't even care, I never really did
So when push comes to shove
And I slap you in the face
Just remember one thing
When it's time you'll fill the void
My whole life has been destroyed
And everyone around me says
That time is running out
I refuse to surrender
I refuse to surrender
So I'm out of control
And out of my mind
Just remember one thing
I think i'm just fine
So catch me when I fall
I wont remember anything at all
So catch me when I fall
When it's time you'll fill the void
My whole life has been destroyed
And everyone around me says
That time is running out
I refuse to surrender
I refuse to surrender
When it's time you'll fill the void
My whole life has been destroyed
And everyone around me says
That time is running out
When it's time you'll fill the void
My whole life has been destroyed
And everyone around me says
That time is running out
I refuse to surrender
I refuse to surrender
I refuse to surrender
I refuse to surrender
08 WHAT DO YOU DO
(4:22)I've got a one way ticket on a hell bound train
With nothing to lose and nothing to gain
Nobody ever taught me how to live
I'm feeling like I'm lost like I'll never be found
I'm twisted and I'm turned around
Nobody ever taught me how to love
I'm hurting everybody, I'm hurting myself
I'm desperate
So what do you
When it all comes down on you
Do you run and hide or face the truth
So what do you
When it all comes down on you
Do you run and hide or face the truth
If you were to tell me that I'd die today
This is what I'd have to say
I never really had the time to live
And if you wanna give me just another chance
Another life, another dance
All I really wanna do is love
I'm hurting everybody, I'm hurting myself
I'm desperate
But what do you
When it all comes down on you
Do you run and hide or face the truth
So what do you
When it all comes down on you
Do you run and hide or face the truth
When all is said and done
You could be the one
With open arms and open eyes
You're jumping off the edge
And hoping you can fly
Accept your fate for what it is
We're into the great unknown
So what do you
When it all comes down on you
Do you run and hide or face the truth
So what do you
When it all comes down on you
Do you run and hide or face the truth
So what do you do
When its all turned around on you
Do you run and hide or face the truth
So what do you do
What do you do, what do you do
Do you run and hide or face the truth
I got a one way ticket on a hell bound train
With nothing to lose and nothing to gain
09 MY HEART IS A FIST
(4:58)I surrender, I know i've been a pretender
You can have this guilt, this misery I wear so well
I wave my flag and sound the alarm
Somebody stop me before I do any harm
I surrender, I know i've been a pretender
Living a dead life, I'm staring into the headlights
Of a get away car that'll take me out of my mind tonight
Crash and burn and S.O.S.
Somebody help me get out of this mess
Of a dead life, I'm burning under the spot light
My heart is a fist
Drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist
Drenched in blood
My soul will rise again
Take a look in these hollow eyes
One last look before I say goodbye
To this candied nightmare I feel I can never escape
So watch me fall from grace
Watch me calm my hate
In a hollow love I feel I can never escape my fate
My heart is a fist
Drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist
Drenched in blood
My soul will rise again
I see you on your cloud looking down
And I'm on my knees today
But you don't notice me
I see you on your cloud looking down
And I'm on my knees today
But you don't notice me
You don't notice me
You don't notice me
You don't notice me
I'm screaming while I pray
While I pray
While I pray
You don't notice me
I am sick of you
God, I am tired of you
I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today
But you don't notice me
My heart is a fist
Drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist
Drenched in blood
My soul will rise again
10 NO MORE SECRETS
(3:15)I lived the days of war
I lived in nights of love
I suffered too survive
I gotta gotta gotta stay alive
I hear the battle cries
The fists are in the sky
I know what I'm fighting for
No more secrets, no more lies
See right through your alibis
Take a look into my eyes
No more secrets, no more lies
No more secrets, no more lies
See right through your alibis
take a look into my eyes
No more secrets, no more lies
This is a call to arms
It's time to go to war
Its time to rant and rave
Gotta gotta gotta make a change
Down on the devil's street
Its' where everybody meets
I know what I'm fighting for
No more secrets, no more lies
See right through your alibis
Take a look into my eyes
No more secrets, no more lies
No more secrets, no more lies
See right through your alibis
Take a look into my eyes
No more secrets, no more lies
What goes around comes around, baby
You'll get yours one day, that's right
I want it all, I want it now
Make no mistake
Give it to me straight
No more secrets, no more lies
See right through your alibis
Take a look into my eyes
No more secrets, no more lies
No more secrets, no more lies
See right through your alibis
Take a look into my eyes
No more secrets, no more lies
Lies, lies, lies
No more secrets, no more lies
See right through your alibis
Take a look into my eyes
No more secrets, no more lies
What goes around comes around, baby
You'll get yours one day, that's right
11 RECKLESS
(3:34)Please forgive me
When I turn out the lights
Watch this haunted day
Turn into a wasted night
So cut me off, throw me out
Cause I'm a reckless
I'm a reckless god damned son of a bitch
I'm reckless, so reckless
God save me from this madness
I'm reckless, oh so reckless
God save me from this madness
I'm walking on broken glass
From the wreckage of my past
I'm locked up in a cage
Cause I'm a prisoner of my ways
So cut me off, throw me out
Cause I'm a reckless
I'm a reckless god damned son of a bitch
I'm reckless, so reckless
God save me from this madness
I'm reckless, oh so reckless
God save me, save me from this madness
Thank god I've got a woman
With my name across her heart
Loving me aint easy, loving me is hard
I'm sorry about the madness
But that's the way its gotta be
Cause it takes a crazy woman
To love a reckless man like me
I'm reckless, so reckless
God save me from this madness
I'm reckless, oh so reckless
God save me, save me from this madness
I'm reckless I'm so reckless
So reckless I'm so reckless
God save me, save me from this madness
I'm reckless I'm so reckless
So reckless I'm so reckless
God save me, save me from this madness
12 THE FIRE
(3:32)Die a little everyday
Break the silence when you say
You don't love me anymore
In my face you slam the door
Making up, making out
Falling in and falling out
When you kiss me like a stranger
That is when we are in danger
Fly around the fire
In and out of desire
I've gotta love you, I've gotta have you
Don't wanna let you down again
When I kiss you like a lover
That is when we discover
We've been burning in the fire
This love will never tire
When I tell you that I need you
Please believe that I wont leave you
You're a diamond, I'm a heart
Living in this house of cards
Fly around the fire
In and out of desire
I've gotta love you, I've gotta have you
Don't wanna let you down again
I've gotta love you, I've gotta have you
Don't wanna let you down again
Fly around the fire
In and out of desire
I've gotta love you, I've gotta have you
Don't wanna let you down again
The fire
In and out of desire
I've gotta love, I've gotta have you
Don't wanna let you down again
Don't wanna let you down again
Don't wanna let you down again
13 ROSES ON MY GRAVE
(3:13)It feels like I'm looking at life
Through a telescope because I'm so high
The ground never seemed so far away
The truth shall be told one day
I'll be underground one day
I've got a woman
That will put roses on my grave
I've got a woman
That will put roses on my grave
Roses on my grave
Feels like I'm looking at life
Through a telescope because I'm so high
The ground never seemed so far away
The truth shall be told one day
I'll be underground one day
I've got a woman
That will put roses on my grave
I've got a woman
That will put roses on my grave
I've got a woman
That will put roses on my grave
I've got a woman
That will put roses on my grave
Roses on my grave
Don't forget me
Don't forget me
Please forgive me
Don't forget me
It's my redemption (Time for redemption)
Time for redemption (It's my redemption)
Its my redemption (Time for redemption)
Time for redemption
I'll see you on the other side
I'm waiting on the other side
I'll see you on the other side
I'm waiting on the other side
15 S.O.S.
(2:42)I'm feeling on top of the world
I'm feeling like I can't do wrong
I'm thinking everything is fine
I'm caught up in the smoke and mirrors
People that you think are your friends
Might be the people that want to drag you down
You've got to look out for yourself tonight
Don't get lost in the smoke and mirrors
Line after line, time after time
It's the same old sad story
He's lost, he's out of his fucking mind
It's the same old sad story
He's lost
I'm tripping, I'm over the edge
I'm falling, and I've got no wings
I'm praying, I make it through tonight
I'm caught up in the smoke and mirrors
I'm living in a prison cell
I'm strung out, in downtown hell
I'm looking for myself tonight
I got lost in the smoke and mirrors
Line after line, time after time
It's the same old sad story
He's lost, he's out of his fucking mind
It's the same old sad story
He's lost
This is an S.O.S. This is an S.O.S.
This is an S.O.S. This is an S.O.S.
This is an S.O.S. This is an S.O.S.
Yeah
It's the same old sad story
He's lost, he's out of his fucking mind
It's the same old sad story
He's lost, he's out of his fucking mind
Out of his mind, doing the time
Walking the line, doing the time
This is an S.O.S. This is an S.O.S.
This is an S.O.S. This is an S.O.S.
This is an S.O.S. This is an S.O.S.
16 THE ADDICT
(3:27)Come on
Well I'm a junky for the quick fix
Addicted to the fast life tonight
Control me, console me
I wanna get lost in the pleasures of my flesh
Like a sick boy tonight
Control me, console me
Will I make it through this treacherous situation
I will look at my life, surrounded by temptation
I'm addicted
I'm giving into you
I'm addicted
I need another hit of you
I'm addicted
I'm giving into you
I'm addicted
I need another hit of you
I've got a pocket full of pills
And I'm looking for a cheap thrill tonight
Control me, console me
I've got a disaster on my hands
Cause I'm living like a criminal tonight
Control me, console me
Will I make it through this treacherous situation
I will look at my life surrounded by temptation
I'm addicted
I'm giving into you
I'm addicted
I need another hit of you
I'm addicted
I'm giving into you
I'm addicted
I need another hit of you
I'm giving into you
I'm giving into you
I keep giving into you
Giving into you
I'm addicted
I'm giving into you
I'm addicted
I need another hit of you
I'm addicted
I'm giving into you
I'm addicted
I'm giving into you
Keep giving into you
I need another hit of you
I keep giving into you
Giving into you