Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
Survival
Survival
One more god damned day
When I know what I want
And my want will be considered tonight
Considered tonight
Just another day
When all that I want will mark me as a sinner tonight
I'm a sinner tonight, yeah
Evil can no longer cover their eyes
If this disturbs you then walk away
You will remember the night
You were struck by the sight of
Ten thousand fists in the air
Power unrestrained
Dead on the mark is what we will deliver tonight
Deliver tonight
Pleasure fused with pain
This triumph of the soul will make you shiver tonight
Will make you shiver tonight, yeah
Evil can no longer cover their eyes
If this disturbs you then walk away
You will remember the night you were struck
By the sight of ten thousand fists in the air
We are the ones that will open your mind
Leave the weak and the haunted behind
We are the ones that will open your mind
Leave the weak and the haunted behind
We are the ones that will open your mind
Leave the weak and the haunted behind
We are the ones that will open your mind
Leave the weak and the haunted behind
Evil can no longer cover their eyes
If this disturbs you then walk away
You will remember the night
You were struck by the sight of
Ten thousand fists in the air
Ten thousand fists in the air
Ten thousand fists in the air
Just stop, enough of the venomous critical comments on my life
Just stop, the judgment and all of your pseudo involvement in my life
Sit back a moment, and look at the miracle starting in the light
Don't stop a moment, and let the incredible happen, knowing that
All that you want is to criticize
Something for nothing
And all that I want is forgiveness one more time
To be the best in the world
Just stop, with all of your little deliberate problems with my life
Enough of all the crippling, terrible pain we feel inside
Step back a moment, remember how the miracle started in the light
Take back the torment, I'll only enjoy this moment knowing that
All that you want is to criticize
Something for nothing
And all that I want is forgiveness one more time
I know that all that we want is to feel inside
Some kind of comfort with all that we've done, we can hide
We'll be the best in the world
All I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion
From the moment that we found ourselves drowning
And all I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion
From the moment that we found ourselves drowning and
All that you want is to criticize
Something for nothing
And all that I want is forgiveness one more time
I know that all that we want is to feel inside
Some kind of comfort with all that we've done, we can hide
We'll be the best in the world
We'll be the best in the world
Just stop, enough of the venomous critical comments on my life
Just stop the judgment and all of your pseudo involvement in my life
Guarding yourself from the love of another
Left you with nothing tonight
Why does it sound like the devil is laughing
Leaving me haunted tonight
You did decide
Now I want you, when you're gone
And now it's like you're holding something just in front of me
Well then, I can't allow this to become another
One of those times that I'm left in the cold, dead
There's no compromise
Just another tie I know I need to sever
Guarding yourself from the love of another
Left you with nothing tonight
Why does it sound like the devil is laughing
Leaving me haunted tonight
You did decide
Ever haunted by the trappings of this life
Sweet redemption just in front of me
Well now, it seems once again that I've lost another
One of the ones that have broke through the wall, damned
Fate won't compromise
I have sold my soul and now the devil's laughing
You did decide
You were bold and strong and ready to begin your life
All for nothing, you were sacrificed
You began alone, and so it will be when you die
All for nothing, will you be remembered
You did decide
Guarding yourself from the love of another
Left you with nothing tonight
So now you know why the devil is laughing
He left you with nothing tonight
You did decide
All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
I was too blinded to see
How much you've stolen from me
You want to know why I feel so horrified
I let my innocence die
You want to know why I can't be pacified
You made me bury something
I won't be sleeping tonight
I only wanted the missing link
Now I've been labeled a renegade
It seems so clear now what I must do
You're no immortal,
I won't let them
Deify you
They view you as the new messiah
Deify you
Renew belief in some demented man
You want to know why it seems the passion's died
We've all been living this lie
You want to know why my will's been fortified
You've made me hunger again
Good luck sleeping tonight
I only wanted the missing link
Now I've been labeled a renegade
It seems so clear now what I must do
You're no immortal, I won't let them
Deify you
They view you as the new messiah
Deify you
Renew belief in some demented man
All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
I was too blinded to see
How much you've stolen from me
I was too blinded to see
All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
I was too blinded to see
How much you've stolen from me
Deify you
They view you as the new messiah
Deify you
Renew belief in some demented man
Deify you
All my devotion betrayed
They view you as the new messiah
I am no longer afraid
Deify you
I was too blinded to see
Renew belief in some demented man
How much you've stolen from me
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken, another time
You come on like a blood stained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on, with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing, another time
You'll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken, another time
You come on like a blood stained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
I can't let you go
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go
Never again will I be dishonored
And never again will I be reminded
We're living within the world of the jaded
They killed inspiration, it's my obligation
To never again, allow this to happen
Where do I begin, the choices are endless
Denying the sin, my art, my redemption
I carry the torch of my fathers before me
The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Lonely, we'll not understand
I will make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
Danger, then, cannot be considered
I rage again, dispelling my anger
Where do I begin, the choices are endless
My art, my redemption, my only salvation
I carry the gift that I have been blessed with
My soul is adrift in notions of madness
Repairing the rift that you have created
I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now
The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Lonely, we'll not understand
I will make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm no slave, are you feeling brave
Or have you gone out of your mind
No more games, it won't feel the same
If I hold my anger inside
There's no meaning, my soul is bleeding
I've had enough of your kind
One suggestion, use your discretion
Before you label me blind
The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Lonely, we'll not understand
I will make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
Tell me you like it
Tell me you like it
You say you've found yourself a new sound
The shit's loaded and they're ready to go
A bit too much just like the old sound
Already heard it for the hundredth time
One hundred more, another same sound
Running them off of the machine that you know
It sounds sublime, they're breaking new ground
They should have another hit this time
Come on, you should just leave it alone
It doesn't have any soul
Just find a thing of your own
And stop pretending to know
As the countless numbers hunger for world wild renown
All the pimping sons of plunder will roll up their sleeves
All searching for the answers they don't even care to know
Give it to me, give it to me, you like that
I'm still surrounded by the new sound
I've had enough and I'm ready to go
A strangle hold throughout the world now
The new obsession will fade in time
A thin reminder of the past now
All convoluted, hardly ready to go
Their whines and moans will never last now
I think you've given us our fill this time
Come on, you should just leave it alone
It doesn't have any soul
Just find a thing of your own
And stop pretending to know
As the countless numbers hunger for world wild renown
All the pimping sons of plunder will roll up their sleeves
All searching for the answers they don't even care to know
Give it to me, give it to me, you like that
As it's blown apart, hundreds throw away
Makes me question just what I believe
Brothers throw apart, mindless drones enslaved
Makes me search for an answer
I don't want to know
It's like a plague from below
Killing all that I know
One hundred voices the same
Drench their sorrow in flame
As the countless numbers hunger for world wild renown
All the pimping sons of plunder will roll up their sleeves
All searching for the answers they don't even care to know
Give it to me, give it to me
As the countless numbers hunger for world wild renown
All the pimping sons of plunder will roll up their sleeves
All searching for the answers they don't even care to know
Give it to me, give it to me, you like that
Tell me you like it
Tell me you like it
Tell me you like it
Tell me you like it
Fate is so unkind
Now I should have known
Blind leading the blind
Reaping what I've sown
If it all amounts to nothing
Why, why am I standing in this line
Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
I may never know for certain
When will be my time
How was I considered evil
Pleasures taken in this life
Someone granted me reprieval
Decades spent in strife
Led to nothing
Repeated in my mind
Led to nothing
If only I was born another time
Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
Hell is still overburdened
How have I been so determined malign
It's the closing of the curtain
In the play that was my life
Countless chapters left unopened
Tragedies inside
I was fighting for a reason
Holy blessed homicide
Seems I have committed treason
All I've sacrificed
Led to nothing
Repeated in my mind
Led to nothing
If only I was born another time
Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
Hell is still overburdened
How I have been so determined malign
Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
Hell is still overburdened
How I have been so determined malign
Fate is so unkind
Now I should have known
Blind leading the blind
Reaping what I've sown
If it all amounts to nothing
Why then, am I standing in this line
Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
Hell is still overburdened
How I have been so determined malign
Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
Hell is still overburdened
How I have been so determined malign
Say, yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy, is it
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy
Then you slowly recall all your mind
Why your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
Dead inside, never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind
Say, yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy, is it
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy
Then you slowly recall all your mind
Why your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
Dead inside, never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind
We must scare you now, don't run from me
I've been hiding my pain, you see
Said if I scare you now, don't run from me
I've been hiding my pain, you see
Slowly recall all your mind
Why your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
Dead inside, never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind, you slowly recall all your mind
Say, yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy, is it
Forgiven to me, you're forgiven to me
You're just another dead man living to me
Forgiven to me, you're forgiven to me
How can you let a dead man live
Forgiven to me, you're forgiven to me
You're just another dead man living to me
Forgiven to me, you're all giving to me
How can you let a dead man live
Forgiven to me, you're forgiven to me
You're just another nightmare walking to me
You were driven to me
Now you're given to me
How can I let a nightmare live
To be purified in fire
Anesthetic for the pain
As the final words erupt from your mouth
Who will remember your name
Forgiven to me, you're forgiven to me
You're just another dead man living to me
Forgiven to me, you're all giving to me
How can you let a dead man live
Forgiven to me, you're forgiven to me
You're just another nightmare walking to me
You were driven to me
Now you're given to me
No longer will the nightmare live
To be purified in fire
Anesthetic for the pain
As the final words erupt from your mouth
Who will remember your name
Walking the line that the world has drawn
Fighting for balance alone in the dark
Will you carry the burden the world has grown
Will you destroy everything in your sight
You alone can give this one more try
You alone will bury me tonight
To be purified in fire
Anesthetic for the pain
As the final words erupt from your mouth
Who will remember you now
Who will remember your name
Remember your name
Remember your name
Forgiven to me, you're forgiven to me
Remember your name
Forgiven to me, you're forgiven to me
I must have dreamed a thousand dreams
Been haunted by a million screams
But I can hear the marching feet
They're moving into the street
Now, did you read the news today
They say the danger has gone away
But I can see the fire's still alight
They're burning into the night
There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go around
Can't you see this is the land of confusion
This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in
Oh, Superman, where are you now
When everything's gone wrong somehow
The men of steel, these men of power
Are losing control by the hour
This is the time, this is the place
So we look for the future
But there's not much love to go around
Tell me why this is the land of confusion
This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in
I remember long ago
When the sun was shining
And all the stars were bright, all through the night
In the wake of this madness, as I held you tight
So long ago
I won't be coming home tonight
My generation will put it right
We're not just making promises
That we know we'll never keep
There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go round
Can't you see this is the land of confusion
Now this is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth fighting for
This is the world we live in
And these are the names we're given
Stand up and let's start showing
Just where our lives are going to
My conviction is stronger today
As I fight to uncover your sacred lie
And the fear isn't going away as the soldiers still die
Let your followers know that their lives have been sold
For the good of your sacred lie
For the truth to be told and the plan to unfold
We must start asking why
Don't you know the war is far from over now
What a stumbling block we've fallen over now
As our brothers die defending no one
The war is far from over now
Liberation, a moral charade
For the cause is a part of your sacred lie
Damnation a moment away in all the world's eyes
It's the doom of us all, we give in to control
For the sake of your sacred lie
Complications abound
You'll get used to the sound of alarms in your lie
Don't you know the war is far from over now
What a stumbling block we've fallen over now
As our brothers die defending no one
The war is far from over now
Give us a moment of peace in our lifetime
Give us a moment of peace in our lifetime
Give us a moment of peace in our lifetime
Give us a moment of peace in our lifetime
Give us a moment of peace in our lifetime
Give us a moment of peace in our lifetime
Give us a moment of peace in our lifetime
Give us a moment of peace right now
Don't you know the war is far from over now
What a stumbling block we've fallen over now
As our brothers die defending no one
The war is far from over now
Don't you know the war is far from over now
What a stumbling block we've fallen over now
As our brothers die defending no one
The war is far from over now
Fading, falling, lost in forever
Will I find a way to keep it together
Am I strong enough to last through the weather
In the hurricane of my life
Can it be a conscious decision
That I look for ways to alter my vision
Am I speeding towards another collision
In the alleyways of my life
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Those who have fallen in
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Those who have fallen in
Please believe me
Did my eyes deceive me
Don't stand me up
Just leave me
I have fallen again
This is the end
Pain redefined
Shaking, burning up with the fever
In the realm of pain, I am the deceiver
I will lie to myself, so I can believe her
As she disassembles my life
I cannot dispel the illusion
All my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion
Can I find a way to make a solution
That will reconfigure my life
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Those who have fallen in
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Memories don't lie
You know better than
Those who have fallen in
Please believe me
Did my ears deceive me
Don't stand me up
Just leave me
I have fallen again
This is the end
Pain redefined
And I know that stillness shatters
We have all been frightened by the sound
Of footsteps on the pavement of our lives
I stand and fight
I'm not afraid to die
Elochai, bury me tonight
Please believe me
That the world deceives me
Don't stand me up
Just leave
I have fallen again
This is the end
Pain redefined
Politics and people
All one and the same
Satan hides behind a different name
Take these chains away
Free my hands from bondage
Cant explain away
Avarice will kill you in time
Violent upheaval
Cities drenched in flame
Wickedness we know we can contain
Take these chains away
Free my hands from bondage
Cant explain away
Avarice will kill you in time
Who will we murder now
See what we are becoming
An onyx veil that filters out the light
I'll savor this anger
My hate makes me stronger
Free my hands from bondage
Take these chains away
Running from destruction
Avarice will kill you in time
Kill you in time