Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
Oh do you feel anything at all
Do you hear steps at the door
Do you reckon the smell of
It's life, the the dark that binds you
Frightened by your own smell
Bitterness will run you through
Silent screaming
Turning, twisting the alphabet
Frantic eyes, awaiting the answer
Splinters of a poem
Fragments of what you used to be
Habitual and gullible
Run-down memoirs is all that's left
Do you wish to sleep
Do you aim for the shadow
Do you feel infected
It's life, the the dark that binds you
Frightened by your own smell
Bitterness will run you through
Silent screaming
Turning, twisting the alphabet
Frantic eyes, awaiting the answer
Splinters of a poem
Fragments of what you used to be
Habitual and gullible
Run-down memoirs is all that's left
It's the cowardice that pulls you under
And takes you to the end, where it begins
Release, the world is waiting your arrival
Close your eyes, as we witness another bullet ride
Do you know about atrocity
Do you that everybody's gone
Do you know that you're on your own
It's life, the the dark that binds you
Frightened by your own smell
Bitterness will run you through
Silent screaming
Turning, twisting the alphabet
Frantic eyes, awaiting the answer
Splinters of a poem
Fragments of what you used to be
Habitual and gullible
Run-down memoirs is all that's left
As I aim for that bright white day
Conflict serum is my aura
It seems that life's so fragile
I guess I'll fly some other time
I lack from superhighway thoughts
Won't live as long as the city lights
Soaked by underwater times
Electric splash on a midnight drive
Wish I could rape the day
Just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify
Before we injected this common pride
Sometimes I don't belong
Release me from your world
Pacified by the small things in life
I wait for earthquakes to rearrange
Never been able to use the force
I only have it read to me
Despite all the misguided faith
I'll find a place in this mess
Wish I could rape the day
Just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify
Before we injected this common pride
Early morning moments
A glimpse of joy
But soon it's over and I return to dust
As I try to be
Everything and everyone
I shrivel up and waste away
Wish I could rape the day
Just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify
Before we injected this common pride
I can't tolerate your sadness
Cause it's me you are drowning You're drowning me
I won't allow any happiness
Cause everytime you laugh, I feel so so guilty
I feel so guilty
Am I forced to have any regret
I've become the lie, beautiful and free
In my righteous own mind I adore and preach
The insanity you gave to me
Sell me the infection
Well it's only for the weak
No need for sympathy
The misery that is me
I've lost the ability to paint the clouds
Cause it's me you are draining You're draining me
I'm stuck in this slow-motion slow dark day
Cause every time you run, I fall behind Behind
I Fall behind
And so I hear my voice again
The tale of the bitter man, here I am
Shake the silence and hear what it says
The tranquil pride that become the lie
Sell me the infection
Well it's only for the weak
No need for sympathy
The misery that is me
Sell me the infection
Well it's only for the weak
On bleeding knees
Oh I accept my fate
Sell me the infection
Well it's only for the weak
No need for sympathy
The misery that is me
Sell me the infection
Well it's only for the weak
On bleeding knees
Oh I accept my fate
Sell me the infection
Well it's only for the weak
No need for sympathy
The misery that is me
Sell me the infection
Well it's only for the weak
On bleeding knees
Oh I accept my fate
For so long I tried to be like you
Pushed aside with no time to evolve
There's no place that still remains
Just deserted space all left in grey
Why did we lose, the knowledge of time
Is this the price, the hell we pay
The poisoned fear, known to man
Is he who try to find his path
The collective force blaming you
This is the day we split in half
Thrown to the gallows, forgotten and sore
Sworn to be different in what way I can
The sultry taste that is special to me
Is the last gleeful glimpse of a bitter man
Down and troubled, in search for better days
Back to the beginning, I'm at the end again
All of my time, compressed to itching moments
As the future repeats today
So impressed, I lost the faith in all I had
Broken down, I'm on my way to be dissolved
The hopes and prays of things to come
I've lost them all with glory
Urgent to aim for that short-lived joy
I see gold in all that lies before me
And so we ignore the beggars cup
Praise your act in the Grand Finale
Teach the unborn the winners sign
A welcome grin to the world Royale, yeah
Down and troubled, in search for better days
Back to the beginning, I'm at the end again
All of my time, compressed to itching moments
As the future repeats today
Down and troubled, in search for better days
Back to the beginning, I'm at the end again
All of my time, compressed to itching moments
As the future repeats today
Today, anyway
For all the times you left me bleeding
Clouded, weakened by the haze
Cut of my pride, enough to forgive
Reconcile, back to square nothing
It seems I lost my direction
Don't have the strength to let it slip
Have no desire for the shore
Just let me play here for some time
Spent some quality time with the demon of mine
I like the way you struggle but you know I'm here to win
Is this how I want to spend my days
Shadowed, it fears me, my utopia
Try to find some peace to destroy
These are my sins, I'm heading to fall
Never understood though I accepted
All the weakness that I discover
You gave me a place to hide and lost the key
Drowned my head just to see it sink
Spent some quality time with the demon of mine
I like the way you struggle but you know I'm here to win
Spent some quality time with my borrowed smile
The gleam is replaced, rip me open and erase me
Spent some quality time with the demon of mine
I like the way you struggle but you know I'm here to win
Spent some quality time with my borrowed smile
The gleam is replaced, rip me open and erase me
Your self control makes me feel alone
I've tried confidence, had it for breakfast today
I've lost the perfection, a mess without words
As the seasons change I'll continue to ignore
The image I project is me without me
The picture that I scanned is borrowed
After the education you stopped making sense to me
Seems to me that it's all the same
Time and time and time and time again
Slowly, all that I believed in, turning into a lie
To aim and miss, my supernatural art
Spending too much time with myself
Trying to explain who I am
How come it's possible
I wish there was a way
I feel so invincible
I'm the sculpture made out of clay
I need someone to break the silence
Before it all falls apart
I need something to cling onto
Before I break you in parts
So afraid of what you may think
And all the plastic people that surrounds me
I have to find the path to where it all begins
To teach the world my supernatural art
How come it's possible
I wish there was a way
I feel so invincible
I'm the sculpture made out of clay
Since the day of my departure
I've been stumbling through reality
I play my symphony in reverse
As I aim for the special path
Be gentle to the tear in this eye
Lonesome arms, lost its wings again
Buy me a trip to the moon
So I can laugh at my mistakes
You see, I can see the end from here
From this perspective it looks kind of silly
Satellites and astronauts
Tell me there are greater things ahead
Make me feel like a man
A silent cry from the middle of hell
I, the irony, I promise, I'll be mature
So please, please invite me, please, invite me
To your shelter again
Been hiding since I heard never
Take me back to yesterday, I need to grow
Buy me a trip to the moon
So I can laugh at my mistakes
You see, I can see the end from here
From this perspective it looks kind of silly
Satellites and astronauts
Tell me there are greater things ahead
Buy me a trip to the moon
So I can laugh at my mistakes
You see, I can see the end from here
From this perspective it looks kind of silly
Satellites and astronauts
Tell me there are
Steal my mask and make me pay
I need a new skin
I'm going insane
In the most desolate corner
A bad case of the urban blues
Another brick in the living shadow
All inhale the downward spiral
Hey, get in line for tragic
Let us dance to the pistol magic
Just aim and end another
But think, as I rape your mother
Another player joins the table
Who I can or cannot trust
When do we get assigned
Pure and precious with bad intentions
Hey, come and join the show
All the cameras are ready to go
Just aim and end another
But think, as I rape your mother
A single step, a garbled life
Where's the profit
Your rage, the pain
Will it all be worth it
Genetic, it seems to be
Abandon, the mass ideal
Lets reunite and brush the dust away
We think we're in control
Then we become the things we hate
Lets reunite and brush the dust away
Obtain a prosperous future
And the admiration of all
Act in the sensations media hour
All inhale the downward spiral
Genetic, it seems to be
Abandon, the mass ideal
Lets reunite and brush the dust away
We think we're in control
Then we become the things we hate
Lets reunite and brush the dust away
As we build a brand new planet
Lets reconstruct and get it straight
Unlock forgotten skills
Travel to a new dimension
Souls from the dark seduction
We are the new invention
We are the settlers of year zero
Lets reconstruct and take it back
Leaders of our time
Heading for a downfall
The threshold of revolution
The last freedom call
Blanked out fire etched on the display
The seas are deep, you better swim
And don't go numb
Collect the word, add some gold
And give it back
The seas are deep, you better swim
And don't go numb
From a thousand branches
Spreading the new voice
As we're heading for the throne
Connect, evolution will begin
Leaders of our time
Heading for a downfall
The threshold of revolution
The last freedom call
Blanked out fire etched on the display
The seas are deep, you better swim
And don't go numb
Collect the word, add some gold
And give it back
The seas are deep, you better swim
And don't go numb
The self-inflicted state of mind
A one-man struggle beneath the tower
I think the clock still exists
God just forgot to tap my shoulder
I woke up today
I wish I felt something
The odor of my apathy just might be true
I want to be the things I see
The pilgrim that is me
But I know I ain't that free
The suburban, that is me
Spirits rise and miss the eye
Covered by the stench of judgment
As gods reflection test my pride
I serve the failure that's haunting me
Twisted visions torturing
Who claims to be the one
That filtered smile
just might be true
I want to be the things I see
The pilgrim that is me
But I know I ain't that free
The suburban, that is me
Can you hear the message
As I wrestle with the clouds
I'm on the way to succumb
It just might be true
I want to be the things I see
The pilgrim that is me
I want to be the things I see
The suburban that is me
But I know I ain't that free
The other side of the platinum door
Another day in quicksand
Still feel close to nowhere
I hope this is the right way
How come you see me as an enemy
We just think in different words
I see beauty in dead flowers
I let the tide show me what's next
But all you do is fade away
There is no shame in being the fool
I've been to places you'll never find
The empty plate that you call home
Won't bring glimmer to future years
By myself, staring into space
You're just bored of the silence it makes
I see beauty in dead flowers
I let the tide show me what's next
But all you do is fade away
I see beauty in dead flowers
I let the tide show me what's next
But all you do is fade away
I see beauty in dead flowers
I let the tide show me what's next
But all you do is fade away
I see beauty in dead flowers
I let the tide show me what's next
But all you do is fade away
They come from a land were the sun don't shine
Running away from the cold
They travel so far in the name of love
Hoping the dreams will come true
Walking the way through endless fields
Trying to make it together
Troubled within ever sinking kiss
Just like the fool to fall in love
And they will give anything
Just to be free from the pain
And they won't surrender
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of dreams and hopes
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of dreams and hopes
Living in a world of promises
Lost in the city wondering why
No one will open the door
It's more to the truth than meets the eye
Something they all felt before
And they will give anything
just to stand tall again
And they won't surrender
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of dreams and hopes
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of dreams and hopes
Living in a world of promises
In the dead of the night hear them crying
Out for a life to hold on to
Somebody knows were the answers lying
Wait for your trails and don't, don't let go
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of dreams and hopes
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of dreams and hopes
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of dreams and hopes
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of dreams and hopes
Living in a world of promises, promises
Living in a world of promises
Living in a world of dreams and hopes
Living in a world of promises, promises
One lie was all it took everything ended right there
You didn't seem to care
One lie, I walked away, weight on my shoulders was heavy
Barrel to my head
Will you give me a good excuse
Will you let me die right here and now
I can't think of another way
But I'm open to any good advice
Everything is falling apart
Trying hard to be strong and smart
One day was all it took
Start to get back on my feet heart begin to beat
One week I'm feeling great dancing around in the street
Feeling young and free
Will you give me a good excuse
Will you let me just die right here and now
I can't think of another way
But I'm open to any good advice
Everything is falling apart
Trying hard to be strong and smart
Will you give me a good excuse
Will you let me just die right here and now
I can't think of another way
But I'm open to any good advice
Will you give me a good excuse
Will you let me just die right here and now
I can't think of another way
But I'm open to any good advice