Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
2. Still Swingin' (3:23)
3. Where Did The Angels Go (3:10)
4. Silence Is The Enemy (2:53)
5. Before I Die (4:25)
6. Wish You Never Met Me (4:06)
7. Give Me Back My Life (3:59)
8. Breathe You In (3:08)
9. Leader Of The Broken Hearts (4:13)
11. Walking Dead (3:18)
12. Won't Let Up (4:00)
13. As Far As I Remember (3:43)
14. What's Left Of Me (2:59)
15. 9th Life (3:13)
16. Set Me Off (3:29)
17. You Gotta Want It (3:40)
02 STILL SWINGIN'
(3:23)Go
That's right
Go, go, go
I'm the one, stepping up
Spit the fire, I'll back it up
Count me in, I'll turn it out
I'm killing it, you're burning out
Never change, never break
I'm the real, you're the fake
Set it off, go underground
You feeling it, this future sound
Non stop, devastating everything
On top, never coming down
I've got my hands in everything
Non stop, I'm never coming down
We're just living for today
Keep our light on in the haze
Yeah, forever we will stay
We are the ones still swingin
We are a beacon in the dark
A lighthouse risen from the heart
We've been here from the start
We are the ones still swingin
Yeah
I'm dangerous, passionate
Watch your back, they're stabbing it
Hold on and hold tight
I'll slash their faces every night
We don't belong, never will
Never cared, we always kill
Suit me up and I will attack
Cause P-Roach is the new black
Non stop, devastating everything
On top, never coming down
I've got my hands in everything
Non stop, I'm never coming down
We're just living for today
Keep our light on in the haze
Yeah, forever we will stay
We are the ones still swingin
We are a beacon in the dark
A lighthouse risen from the heart
We've been here from the start
We are the ones still swingin
We are the ones still swingin, swingin
We are the ones still swingin
We are the ones still swingin, swingin
We are the ones still swingin
Going nonstop, I'm devastating everything
On top, I'm never coming down
I've got my hands in everything
Nonstop, I'm never coming down
We're just living for today
Keep our light on in the haze
Yeah, forever we will stay
We are the ones still swingin
We are a beacon in the dark
A lighthouse risen from the heart
We've been here from the start
We are the ones still swingin
We are the ones still swingin
We are the ones still swingin
03 WHERE DID THE ANGELS GO
(3:10)Everyday I wake up and I fall from grace
Every move I make has got me stuck in the darkest place
I pray for mercy but I love the fear
I should've listened while the angels were living here
I'm sick to my soul
I gave you control
It feels I'm hanging at the end of my rope
I wanna believe that there is still hope
Now I'm hanging in the balance alone
Heaven better tell me where the hell did the angels go
Everyday I ask myself if this is real
I only hurt myself to show you that I can feel
Are you the cancer that I can't survive
I should've listened when the angels were still alive
I'm sick to my soul
I gave you control
It feels I'm hanging at the end of my rope
I wanna believe that there is still hope
Now I'm hanging in the balance alone
I don't wanna be the last to know
Maybe I should breathe and let it go
Heaven better tell me where the hell did the angels go
My demons are stronger than ever
This lifetime is harder than ever
To become somebody better
Somebody better
I'm sick to my soul
I gave you control
It feels I'm hanging at the end of my rope
I wanna believe that there is still hope
Now I'm hanging in the balance alone
I don't wanna be the last to know
Maybe I should breathe and let it go
Heaven better tell me where the hell did the angels go
Where did the angels go
Where did the angels go
04 SILENCE IS THE ENEMY
(2:53)I know you wanted me to keep my mouth shut
Because you hate it when I speak my mind
I suffer through it but it feels so messed up
Like my opinion is a waste of time
We never wanted it to be this way
They never listen to a word we say
So scream your heart out
You are the chosen
You got to show them
Silence is the enemy
Scream it out loud
We are the broken
We gotta show them
Silence is the enemy
You take your needles and sew my mouth shut
But you will never hear the last of me
This is the reason that we're all so fucked up
You are the reason that we don't believe
We never wanted it to be this way
They never listen to a word we say
So scream your heart out
You are the chosen
You gotta show them
Silence is the enemy
Scream it out loud
We are the broken
We gotta show them
Silence is the enemy
Whoa, scream it out loud
Whoa, silence is the enemy
Whoa, scream it out loud
Whoa, silence is the enemy
You gotta show them
Silence is the enemy
Scream your heart out
You are the chosen
You gotta show them
Silence is the enemy
Scream it out loud
We are the broken
We gotta show them
Silence is the enemy
Whoa, scream it out loud
Whoa, silence is the enemy
Whoa, scream it out loud
Whoa, silence is the enemy
Scream it out loud
Silence is the enemy
05 BEFORE I DIE
(4:25)I'm out here on my own
I'm giving it a go alone
I'm begging on my knees
Is there a God to save me
I've been a wretched soul
From my heart down to my toes
I was lost in my disease
And you were right there screaming
Don't change when it's too late
Maybe I said the right things wrong
My one last shot was too far gone
But if I can I swear that I
Will live for you before I die
Maybe I pushed you way too far
To pull you back from where you are
But if I can I swear that I
Will live for you before I die
From the valley of the dead
I'm hearing every word you said
I'm trying to apologize
But I can't feel my feelings
Are you giving us some room to grow
Or digging us a deeper hole
You're killing any shred of hope
For us to believe in
Don't change when it's too late
Maybe I said the right things wrong
My one last shot was too far gone
But if I can I swear that I
Will live for you before I die
Maybe I pushed you way too far
To pull you back from where you are
But if I can I swear that I
Will live for you before I die
I'm out here on my own
I'm sick of being here alone
I know where I belong
But I can't find my way home
Find my way home
Find my way home
Find my way home
Find my way
Maybe I said the right things wrong
My one last shot was too far gone
But if I can I swear that I
Will live for you before I die
Maybe I pushed you way too far
To pull you back to where you are
But if I can I swear that I
Will live for you before I die
Will live for you before I die
I will live for you before I die
06 WISH YOU NEVER MET ME
(4:06)This is the moment that I feared the most
Helplessly watching as we turn to ghosts
Is it over
Tell me if it's over
This is the hardest thing I've ever done
Hopelessly waiting as you turn and run
Is it over
Is it really over
I promised you that I would change
Then I broke it in a million ways
I alone take the blame
While you take everything
Why can't we start this over
What have we done to us
You say that you need closure
Are you just giving up on us
I refuse to fade away
As you try to forget me
Take my heart and walk away
Like you wish you never met me
Now that I know that you're not on my side
What good is love if it's always denied
Is it over
Is it really over
I swore to God that I could change
But I let you down a million ways
I alone take the blame
While you take everything
Why can't we start this over
What have we done to us
You say that you need closure
Are you just giving up on us
I refuse to fade away
As you try to forget me
Take my heart and walk away
Like you wish you never met me
Like you wish you never met me
Like you wish you never met me
Like you wish you never met me
Do you wish you never met me
Why can't we start this over
What have we done to us
You say that you need closure
Are you just giving up
Why can't we start this over
What have we done to us
You say that you need closure
Are you just giving up us
I refuse to fade away
As you try to forget me
Take my heart and walk away
Like you wish you never met me
I refuse to fade away
As you try to forget me
Take my heart and walk away
Like you wish you never met me
Like you wish you never met me
Like you wish you never met me
Like you wish you never met me
Do you wish you never met me
07 GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE
(3:59)All the walls coming down around me
I know that I'm fucked up and infected
I've been hiding in the fear rejected
Thank God that you finally found me
Cause you got to get me out of here
I've been sick and disconnected
I've been loving like I've been neglected
All the walls coming down around me
And you got to get me out of here
I can't take anymore
I don't wanna to breathe, I don't want to die
I can't feel I'm paralyzed
I'm not taking this tonight
Give me back my life
I can't breathe, I can't fight
I don't wanna feel like I'm alive
I'm not taking this tonight
Give me back my life
I know I'm a walking contradiction
I'm the truth that you wish was fiction
And this heart isn't known to hate me
I just want to disappear
I've been on a self-inflicted mission
To destroy everything I'm given
Thank God that you finally found me
Cause you got to get me out of here
I can't take anymore
I don't wanna to breathe I don't want to die
I can't feel, I'm paralyzed
I'm not taking this tonight
Give me back my life
I can't breathe I can't fight
I don't wanna feel like I'm alive
I'm not taking this tonight
Give me back my life
You took my pride
You took control
There's nothing sacred anymore
Give back what's mine
Give back my soul
I don't wanna breathe
But I don't wanna die
I don't wanna to breathe, I don't want to die
I can't feel I'm paralyzed
I'm not taking this tonight
Give me back my life
I can't breathe I can't fight
I don't wanna feel like I'm alive
I'm not taking this tonight
Give me back my life
I don't wanna to breathe, I don't want to die
I can't feel I'm paralyzed
I'm not taking this tonight
Give me back my life
I can't breathe I can't fight
I don't wanna feel like I'm alive
I'm not taking this tonight
Give me back my life
08 BREATHE YOU IN
(3:08)Why do I got to learn the hard way
Why do I got to burn my bridges down
Now that I feel so numb
Can't I just be me for fuck's sake
Maybe I don't have a purpose
Maybe I cut way too deep
Or maybe I'll scratch the surface
To find out that I'm not worthless
And I have never been so alive
I feel a fire burning underneath my skin
Now that I breathe in
I breathe you in
I feel a freedom from this hopelessness within
Now that I breathe in
I breathe you in
I should've stopped when I saw you break in
I should've stopped but I had to see it through
Now that I've come undone
I know why I've been forsaken
Maybe I'm too weak to hold you
Maybe you're just out of range
So sorry I suffocate you
It must feel like I hate you
But I have never been so alive
I feel a fire burning underneath my skin
Now that I breathe in
I breathe you in
I feel a freedom from this hopelessness within
Now that I breathe in
I breathe you in
I've been afraid to show you what I'm made of
And all of this time why was I so afraid of
You never did anything to make me feel this way
To make me feel this way
I feel a fire burning underneath my skin
Now that I breathe in
I breathe you in
I feel a freedom from this hopelessness within
Now that I breathe in
I breathe you in
I breathe you in
I breathe you in
09 LEADER OF THE BROKEN HEARTS
(4:13)All the lies I told are now the truth
Here I am with nothing left to lose
And now that I'm crawling in my skin
Maybe it's time I just give in
I've become the leader of the broken hearts
And now I finally know what it feels like
To risk everything and still survive
When you're standing on the battlefield
And all the pain is real
That's when you realize
That you must've done something right
Cause you've never felt so alive
Holding out for more than I deserve
And hanging on to all your careless words
And maybe it's time I cut the cord
Maybe I stay and take some more
I've become the leader of the broken hearts
And now I finally know what it feels like
To risk everything and still survive
When you're standing on the battlefield
And all the pain is real
That's when you realize
And now I know what it feels like
To risk everything and still survive
When you're standing on the battlefield
And all the pain is real
That's when you realize
That you must've done something right
Cause you've never felt so alive
I'm the leader of the broken hearts
I'm the leader of the broken hearts
I'm the leader of the broken hearts
I'm the leader of the broken hearts
I'm the leader of the broken hearts
I'm the leader of the broken hearts
And now I finally know what it feels like
To risk everything and still survive
When you're standing on the battlefield
And all the pain is real
That's when you realize
And now you finally know what it feels like
To risk everything and still survive
When you're standing on the battlefield
And all the pain is real
That's when you realize
That you must've done something right
Cause you've never felt so alive
10 NOT THAT BEAUTIFUL
(3:18)I pray for the best and I run from the past
I pick up the phone just to find I'm alone
It's wearing me out and the weight of my sins
Killed the faith that I had so it's time I begin
Back to the start just to see how it feels
I was the one that you thought you could heal
Now that it's over it's time to move on
Cause I was the righteous and you were the wrong
Every time I try to run and hide
I feel you're haunting me
I'm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that pitiful
You're not that beautiful
I suffer inside just to feel I'm alive
I bury the truth cause I know it's a lie
I never said all the things I should say
Cause you were the master and I was a slave
If I could find me a drug to forget you
I'd overdose on the day that I met you
Kill all the drama it's time to move on
Cause I am the righteous and you are the wrong
Every time I try to run and hide
I feel you're haunting me
I'm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that pitiful
You're not that beautiful
I'm not that pitiful
You're not so beautiful
Every time I look into your eyes
I see a demon in disguise
You fucking make me sick
You are the one that I despise
You take me, you break me
You feed me lies
And all that you gave me in return was my demise
So maybe I'm just crazy for believing this shit
But god damn I can't believe I'm fucking dealing with this
It's like a nightmare and I can't wake up
I just can't wake up
I'm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that pitiful
You're not that beautiful
I'm not that pitiful
You're not so beautiful
11 WALKING DEAD
(3:18)Everybody told me
Everybody told me that this would happen
I didn't wanna believe
Didn't wanna believe that you were right
I was so caught up
Caught up in a world that I cut you out of
And now I'm hating myself
I'm hating myself
I never should've shut you out
We are the walking dead
Swallow the lies we're fed
Uncover your eyes
Uncover your eyes
Uncover the truth and you'll realize
We're hanging by a thread
We are the walking dead
It might take some time
But I really think we can start things over
Take a look out our lives
Take a look at how fucked up we've become
In the bloodshot eyes
All I see is pain and devastation
And now I'm hating myself
I'm hating myself
I never should've shut you out
We are the walking dead
Swallow the lies we're fed
Uncover your eyes
Uncover your eyes
Uncover the truth and you'll realize
We're hanging by a thread
We are the walking dead
Can anything bring us back to life
Will anything make us right
Can anything bring us back to life
I'm willing to make us right
Cause the further that we're falling apart
The more that it breaks my heart
We are the walking dead
Swallow the lies we're fed
Uncover your eyes
Uncover your eyes
Uncover the truth and you'll realize
We're hanging by a thread
We are the walking dead
Uncover your eyes
Uncover your eyes
Uncover the truth and you'll realize
We are the walking dead
Swallow the lies we're fed
Uncover your eyes
Uncover your eyes
Uncover the truth and you'll realize
We're hanging by a thread
We are the walking dead
We are the walking dead
12 WON'T LET UP
(4:00)If you feel like your world is coming down around you
Would you feel like this world is looking down upon you
The only way is up but if you change you got to wanna
And if you don't than you'll definitely be a gonner
And it's okay if you breakdown or breakthrough
I'll be here if you need me to remind you
You're not the first and you're not the last
It only gets worse if you're living in the past
Open your eyes and you will see
Cause I still believe
Sometimes you got to lose everything
To find out that you've always been running blind
You got to keep your head up
When the world won't let up
Sometimes you gotta leave everything
To find out what you don't want to leave behind
You got to keep your head up
When the world won't let up
So when you feel like everybody's out to get you
L-O-V-E is something that will protect you
And when the dust settles and you have your breakthroughs
M-U-R-D-E-R all the pain
It will set you free, everybody like me
Just reach for the sky when you rise in the sea
You're not the first and you're not the last
It only gets worse if you're living in the past
Open your eyes and you will see
Cause I still believe
Sometimes you got to lose everything
To find out that you've always been running blind
You got to keep your head up
When the world won't let up
Sometimes you gotta leave everything
To find out what you don't want to leave behind
You got to keep your head up
When the world won't let up
Hey, even though it hurts like hell
We have to bleed
Hey, even when we fight for air
We keep on breathing
Hey, even if you've lost yourself
You still have me
Hey, even if you hate yourself
And have no reason
I still believe in
I still believe in
I still believe in
I still believe in
Sometimes you got to lose everything
To find out that you've always been running blind
You got to keep your head up
When the world won't let up
Sometimes you gotta leave everything
To find out what you don't want to leave behind
You got to keep your head up
When the world won't let up
You got to keep your head up
Because the world won't let up, yeah
Keep your head up
You got to keep your head up
Because the world won't let up
13 AS FAR AS I REMEMBER
(3:43)This could be my last confession
This could be my last defense
I wish that we could learn our lesson
I wish that we could make amends and turn the page
As far as I remember
It was a day to forgive and forget
You said that you would let go
But I guess you didn't mean what you said
Now it's time to surrender
Because I don't want to live with regret
And nothing lasts forever
As far as I remember
This could be a new beginning
Or this could be a brutal end
I wish that we could stop pretending
I wish that we could make amends and turn the page
As far as I remember
It was a day to forgive and forget
You said that you would let go
But I guess you didn't mean what you said
Now it's time to surrender
Because I don't want to live with regret
And nothing lasts forever
As far as I remember
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live my life on my knees
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live my life on my knees
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live my life on my knees
As far as I remember
It was a day to forgive and forget
You said that you would let go
But I guess you didn't mean what you said
Now it's time to surrender
Because I don't want to live with regret
And nothing lasts forever
As far as I remember
I rather die on my feet
Than live my life on my knees
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live my life on my knees
As far as I remember
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live my life on my knees
As far as I remember
I rather die on my feet
Than live my life on my knees
14 WHAT'S LEFT OF ME
(2:59)So this is what it feels like
To get back up when your back's against the wall
And this is what it looks like
When you're all choked up and you're trying to hide it
I know it doesn't feel right
But you did what you did and I have to end it all
And this is what you get now
When you're caught in the act and you can't deny it
You've done your best
To take what's left
No I won't take all the pieces
Put them back together
You've got the best of me
But I won't give you what's left of me
I won't take the pieces
Put them back together
You took the best of me
You can't have what's left of me
So this is what it feels like
If you're back at the start and both your hands are tied
And this is what it sounds like
When you can't break free but they hear you screaming
And now it doesn't feel right
Cause you said what you said and I have to break the ties
I'm looking for a knife now
To cut my losses and stop the bleeding
I've done my best
To save what's left
No I won't take all the pieces
Put them back together
You've got the best of me
But I won't give you what's left of me
I won't take the pieces
Put them back together
You took the best of me
You can't have what's left of me
You can't have what's left of me
You can't have what's left of me
Can't have what's left of me
Left of me
No I won't take all the pieces
Put them back together
You've got the best of me
But I won't give you what's left of me
I won't take the pieces
Put them back together
You took the best of me
You can't have what's left of me
You can't have what's left of me
15 9TH LIFE
(3:13)This will be my 9th life
Hey, hey
This will be my 9th life
I fall down and I blackout
I'm a ghost town
I'm a zombie in my head
I'm an earthquake
Make the world shake
And I won't break
You can't kill the living dead
Cause I shot once
And I shot twice
And I died three times
I'm still standing
Here we go again
This will be the last time
These will be the last words
Here we are
Hanging on to last time
Living just to die
I lost the castle, kept the crown
I built this house to burn it down tonight
This will be the last time
This will be my 9th life
This will be my 9th life
9th life
I spit blood like a flash flood
Then I rise up
No, you'll never keep me down
I'm a freight train
Burning in flames
I've got no shame
And I'm crashing through your town
Cause I died once
And I died twice
And I died three times
I'm still standing
Here we go again
This will be the last time
These will be the last words
Here we are
Hanging on to last time
Living just to die
I lost the castle, kept the crown
I built this house to burn it down tonight
This will be the last time
This will be my 9th life
This will be the last time
This will be my 9th life
This will be the last time
This will be my 9th life
Now, this will be the last time
Oh, this will be my 9th life
This will be the last time
This will be my 9th life
Here we go again
This will be the last time
These will be the last words
Here we are
Hanging on to last time
Living just to die
I lost the castle, kept the crown
I built this house to burn it down tonight
This will be the last time
This will be my 9th life
16 SET ME OFF
(3:29)You can terrorize, tell your lies
Cut me down to half the size
Sell the hate, walk away
Try and self-exonerate
I can take the fall
And get back up, it gets me off
Cause I live to fight
Try and stop me, I get by
You set me off with every word you say
Talking down on me
Why don't you sing a prayer
You set me off with all the lies you told
This shit is getting old
Why don't you sing a prayer
You set me off
You set me off
I'm against the wall, against the rest
I give it all, you got nothing left
You never stop, you never learn
You want to watch me crash and burn
But I won't take the fall
Crash and burn and lose it all
I'll rise above, rise against
I'll slay it all, it's self-defense
You set me off with every word you say
Talking down on me
Why don't you sing a prayer
You set me off with all the lies you told
This shit is getting old
Why don't you sing a prayer
You set me off
I'm not gonna run
I'm not gonna crawl
I'm not gonna lose myself
I'm not gonna fade
I'm not gonna fall
You're not gonna break my world
You set me off with every word you say
Talking down on me
Why don't you sing a prayer
You set me off with all the lies you told
Your shit is getting old
Why don't you sing a prayer
You set me off with every word you say
Talking down on me
Why don't you sing a prayer
You set me off with all the lies you told
This shit is getting old
Why don't you sing a prayer
You set me off
You set me off
You set me off
You set me off
17 YOU GOTTA WANT IT
(3:40)You gotta want it
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
Don't sit there while you waste away
Tied up in what you're not
I watched you slowly fade away
Laid out and left to rot
Wake up now
You're getting closer
The time is now
To start it over
Take back your heart
Take back your pride
Kick out the demon that's living inside
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
Cause nothing happens if you're sitting on your ass
And if you're bleeding
You will believe it
You're busy dying if you're living in the past
Whoa, you gotta want it
Whoa, you gotta want it
Whoa, you gotta want it
Whoa, you gotta want it
I hear you beg for sympathy
It always sounds the same
You play your self loathing symphony
There's no one left to blame
Shut up now
Start it over
Live out loud
You got it going
Take back your heart
Take back your pride
Digging out the stranger that's buried inside
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
Cause nothing happens if you're sitting on your ass
And if you're bleeding
You will believe it
You're busy dying if you're living in the past
Whoa, you gotta want it
Whoa, you gotta want it
Whoa, you gotta want it
Whoa, you gotta want it
I feel you
You see I'm broken all the way through
But if you could see you like I do
You got this
You find your way out
Nothing with last
Everything changes
Watch it pass
Nothing happens when you're sitting on your ass
You're busy dying if you're living in the past
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
Cause nothing happens if you're sitting on your ass
And if you're bleeding
You will believe it
You're busy dying if you're living in the past
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
Whoa, you gotta want it
Whoa, you gotta want it
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
You gotta want it
You gotta want it