Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
One more fix, just a little bit
Of that heaven I found crawling in the sun
Sitting, waiting, calling me
To indulge in this game that'll set me free
Another wasted night and here I am again
Promises remain, just promises and I don't know why
A moment of weakness is a moment of clarity
I know what I want
Why fight the temptation when it's all you've got
When it's all I've ever known
So I give in to the old ways of the past, I start this up
Once again I drown myself delivering from all I came
I've sued myself always seemed to justified the means
I've got no time to listen to your good advice
I'm doin just fine
Down on my own down here
I know one day this dance will bring me to my knees
It's only a matter of time before I fall again but that's alright
It's the little things in life that always mean the most to me anyway
So what if I go with a little piece of heaven to take the edge away
Just like the living dead all walk around this place
It's not bad here in the clouds
I found a piece of mind I never had
Call it escape from reality
I call it looking at the world
With both eyes open wide to the truth, yeah
I wanna be found smiling when I die here
I wanna burn my eyes out on the sun
In heaven's basement you're the one that killed me first
Another endless night goes down
One more fix, just a little bit
Of heaven I found crawling in the sun
Sitting, waiting, calling me
To indulge in this game that'll set me free
A moment of weakness is all I got
And it's all I've ever known
Another wasted night and here I am
Sunday morning freak show and
Someone forgot to pull the plug
Out on this place a long time ago
The angels they don't come around
And the gods they run like devils
Chasing secrets no one talks about
Down avenues of glitter, lights, and pain
I've been looking for a place
To leave my troubled thoughts behind
But troubles growin all around
And it's all I seem to find
In the land of make believe
Toxic February breeze
Cemetery boulevards
And neon signs that say you've come too far
I don't wanna be the one to say
I know exactly what I'm headed for
Some things I think you shouldn't know and
If I'm on a one way street to nowhere
At least I made it there to say
I don't regret a single thing that I have done
And all this time I thought I was the one whose goin down
This ship seems to be sinking with the passing of each day
Now I watch it drown underneath the citys holy light
Burning at both ends this candle slowly rages on
Yesterdays a memory and tomorrow's just a vision
And somethin somewhere in this hell
This motors barely runnin, my feet are tired of walking
Down the same old echoed roads
I spot Sunday drivers sliding up and down this razorblade
Reachin for another fix and not a moment in the sun
I thought I had it figured out but illusions never leave a doubt
So onward I'll keep walkin' till I'm home