Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
2. International You Day (2:52)
3. Pre-Medicated Murder (1:58)
4. Dumb Reminders (2:49)
5. Any Number Can Play (2:37)
6. Friends Of The Enemy (3:26)
7. Angela (2:44)
8. Let Me Down (2:57)
9. This Is A Rebel Song (2:23)
10. Solitaire (2:46)
11. Undefeated (2:54)
12. Insecurity Alert (3:10)
13. Nailed Shut (2:41)
01 FEELS LIKE HOME
(1:04)It's too late to talk to you
And it's too soon to say goodbye
Listen wherever you may be
You still live inside my mind
Somethin tells me that you are free again
In a place that feels like home
It's never easy to understand
Why memories hold our hand
But people let go
02 INTERNATIONAL YOU DAY
(2:52)I'm sorry that it took so long to write this song, but I gave up
You see, one million words can't describe how it feels
To know you're love
Where did I go wrong
I should have told you from the start
That I'm closer than you think when we're apart
Nothing that I've tried is as simple as this line
But without you my life is incomplete, my days are absolutely gray
And so I try, let your heart know for sure that I have so much more to tell you
Every single day
I swear I'm giving up my inside to the one that I adored
I know this world is big enough for you and I
But I give you more
I'm coming home today
To wipe the tears right from your eyes
I'm totally enamored by your life
Nothing that I've done has ever been for one
But without you my life is incomplete, my days are absolutely gray
And so I try, let your heart know for sure that I have so much more to tell you
Every single day
My life is incomplete, my rights are absolutely wrong
So wake me up, before you leave today, something I need to say
Cause they'll be nothin when you're gone
03 PRE-MEDICATED MURDER
(1:58)More times than five, I've been right here by your side
Still wondering, where did you go
Walk down the hall in a mental menacle
Don't wanna be round when you take yourself out
But I have more vigor than this
Step to the plate, to swing and miss
And it's a complicated life, when how you live is how you die
Looks like your soul is connected to a wall
A photograph stands by the bed
Of better times, when we crumbled with our spine
But live the next day and put the malice away
And that's when I noticed the drip
Ignored the line that didn't skip
It seemed, the blue suburban sky turned to gray polluted night
So now you sleep inside the space
A bed of roses, the thorns are placed
No more sleepless nights just for me
But as for you, a memory
04 DUMB REMINDERS
(2:49)I heard the message, then I rang it off the hook
I didn't get you till 1am
Who was wrong and who was right
And this distance caused a fight
Now I'm ready to give in
Honestly, I'd give anything to be with you right now
This town is full of dumb reminders
I'm having a good time, can't you tell
Hang up the phone and then I come back down
I miss you, I hope you're doing well
I'm used to waiting, what's a voice without a face,
I think I'm dying without you here
So I drink myself to sleep and then I hide beneath the sheets
And I try to disappear
I get up, every single time cause you keep me alive
This town is full of dumb reminders
How far ahead from you in miles
If I could get one time as take it down
Maybe then I could see you
This town is full of dumb reminders
(This town is full)
I'm having a good time, can't you tell?
(This town is lame)
Hang up the phone and then I come back down
I miss you, I hope you're doing
I miss you, I hope you're doing
I miss you, I hope you're doing well
05 ANY NUMBER CAN PLAY
(2:37)They will mislead you, plug in and bleed you
I swear I heard the DJ say
Swallow temptation, believe the answer is in the order you obey
I know my purpose isn't on a poster sign
I'm still part of the game
Any number can play
Majority vote, identity, no
Top forty reasons to spoon feed
Immunity lost, full price at your cost
Industrial living by disease
Imagine, idolize, and idealize a dream
A nightmare couldn't change
Any number can play
The sound remains unclear
There's little left to hear, except contradiction
It looks like somebody made our mind
When history repeats the hit that I've heard for my whole life
Bring back requests to radio
Your favorite song was written but you'll never know
A selection for us to see, blind conspiracy
Another version of the imitated tune
And not one soul was saved
Any number can play
Any number can play
Any number can play
Any number can play
Any number can play
Any number can play
06 FRIENDS OF THE ENEMY
(3:26)Lost in confusion
Not knowing which way to return to the person you know
This trepidation makes you take it out on someone else
You forever, everybody wins? I don't think so
What would the worst thing be if you took the wheel and you lost control
No one is safe inside your safety zone
Don't understand, but I hear what you're sayin, the repitition of a lonely life
Somebody tell me why the heart is waging war against the friends of the enemy
of your mind
Not your opinion, sounds like you learn it from a show
It appears you have lost
So sick of marching in your lonliness parade
Stay together underneath a giant tidal wave
What would the worst thing be if you took the wheel and you lost control
No one is safe inside your safety zone
Don't understand, but I hear what you're sayin, the repitition of a lonely life
Somebody tell me why the heart is waging war against the friends of the enemy of your mind
Your imitated ordinary life
It's when that you can't break free, can you take a chance as you let it go
Happy without the words you'll never know
The way to lose, when you're mimicking you're paying, a no decision forbidden
home
No one is safe inside your safety zone (No one is safe inside your safety zone)
Don't understand, but I hear what you're sayin, the repitition of a lonely life
No one is safe inside your safety zone (No one is safe inside your safety zone)
Don't understand, but I hear what you're sayin, the repitition of a lonely soul
No one is safe inside your zone
07 ANGELA
(2:44)I didn't mean to drag her under, I was thinking about you
How your eyes swallowed me whole
I tried my hardest to forget it, but a broken heart is murder for the soul
How does it feel to be one of the beautiful people
Every time I feel it's like goodbye
Forever Angela, don't hate me no matter what they say, I'll always love you
Don't believe the authorities
Angela, believe in me
Remember when we danced together, and I promised you the world
Well, I'll have to take that back
Because my whole life has been capsized
In a minute all the colors turn to black
My heart was killing me, and no one could hear her scream at all
Lets run away, if only for a day
I'm guilty Angela, I'm sorry
I've failed you again and this time it's for good
Don't believe your family
I'm in hell, and you're leaving me
Angela, I'm sorry
Angela, believe in me
Angela, believe in me
08 LET ME DOWN
(2:57)She's never alone, because she's scared of what she might say to herself
Always drinking in the back room of the bar
Where everyone turns in a half-hearted grin
She won't be afraid, as long as that prescription keeps on goin through
And all the happy pills make her look like a cardboard cutout of someone I used
to learn from
But on the phone, she's telling everyone that there was a blue sky she left
behind
And there's a place that no one knows about
Away from integrity, she writes a book in her head that nobody will read
Whatever you say, please don't talk about the time when she was young
Apparently that was a different person and so long ago it's strange to me
There's no history
But there's a past, and she's telling everyone, it must be a garden that wouldn't
grow
With roots of shame, too sensitive to blame
To herself as we watch her drown
I can't save the queen without a kingdom or a crown
Somewhere in this lonely game of sympathy
There is a selfish dream that makes me sick
Standing on the high wire while you're on the ground
To you what is dangerous, youre safe and sound
You let me down
09 THIS IS A REBEL SONG
(2:23)I love you my hard, English man
Your rage is like a fist in my womb
Can't you forgive what you think I've done
And love me, I'm your woman
And I desire you in my heart English man
And there is no more natural thing
So why should I not get loving
Don't be cold, English man
How come you never said you loved me
In all the time you've known me
How come you never say you're sorry
And I do
Oh please talk to me English man
What good will shutting me out get done?
Meanwhile, crazies are killing our sons
Now listen, English man
I've honored you hard English man
Now I am calling your heart to my own
Oh let glourious love be done
Be truthful, English man
How come you never said you loved me
In all the time you've known me
How come you never say you're sorry
And I do, I do
10 SOLITAIRE
(2:46)I can pretend for you, that I mean every word said is true
That I'd probably rather be like a stranger in disguise
And act as if nothing ever
Died or faded away
Got lonelier with age and time
Isn't on our side
I'm sorry to take the thoughts that keep you awake
And make it seem like they're overrated
You certainly talk about me more when I fall down
And when I get up, my time is never enough
Loved in front behind my back hated
I guess it hasn't everything to do with luck
I can defend the truth
But I sound like white noise to my friends
As I raise my glass to you
In a stuper, we speak words
That couldn't be more honest
Lives we lived before, are fights without a war
I'm dead, when it's in your head
Im starting to think that all the buoys we sink
Are cutting our chances of being saved
I see that the end is all we have to let us know
I'd like to believe in something more than a dream
So when the will to be one has faded
I guess the truth will soon be deceived
My friend that isn't there
My solitaire
11 UNDEFEATED
(2:54)I see you have lost the ambition to love
When did you get so hard and callous
Things are good today, but I think I've had enough
Here comes the part when you turn off the switch
Everyones dumb, taking the wind out of your sails
Victory claims this is your song
How do you sleep when youre alone, when they are gone
Over and over just like a broken toy
Heard all excuses, what makes you do it
You pedal back for miles just to claim a prize
Here is the exit to your home built on lies
Nothing is true, how can you expect them to stay undefeated
Who did you burn, cannot be taught, everyones hurt, nothing is learned
Cannot be taught, everyones hurt, nothing is learned
12 INSECURITY ALERT
(3:10)We know for a fact that a lot of people have been trying to get out, and are
making it
But we can never know if
Emergency dispatch, I think something's wrong
With words it's so hard to construe
The images follow a dream through a song
The nightmare has finally come true
Rhetorical speeches I made on the screen
To shut us up and rest assure
An obviously panicked media machine
Is testing the will of a country so unsure
Mission complete, we lost control
Suddenly frightened by it all
To put it simply, we will never be the same
There is no redemption in this war
So please don't forget what this is for
Cause that's how our history is made
Security cops with their hands in the air
The lock on the gate was destroyed
Now everyone rises from the lassiez faire
We can empty the cup but we cannot fill the void
Without an enemy to kill
The blood of the innocent is spilled
To put it lightly we are not wanting to see
Prepare yourself for disaster now
So few are sane here anyhow
I realize that words don't justify the pain
Set up the guillotine and telivise the execution
We have to ask ourselves
Can we feel safe
You can't spell believe without lie
You can't spell believe without lie
You can't spell believe without lie
You can't spell believe without lie
You can't spell believe without lie
You can't spell believe without lie
You can't spell believe without lie
You can't spell believe without lie
13 NAILED SHUT
(2:41)I always thought I had a pitch black mind
Surrounding voices change my view, I feel fine now
It is a shame how I found out
When I was a kid I was full of hate
Couldn't save the teenager that never felt blame, see:
Thought I blazed a path on a dead end street, always incomplete
None of these are an excuse for the person I've avoided
And all you fuckers in denial
Looks like you'll have to get there soon, to wait awhile
Before you send me off in a nailed shut box
Before you send me off in a nailed shut box
Stop feeling insecure with what was said
Indifferent to the voice attached to the head
What we will become is how we choose
Fight like a dumb man when you make him think
You stay afloat for now, but surely you'll sink
With synthetic friends
Now I conclude, I won't confide in you
Hypocrite, please, you know the truth
You're just to happy to decide it
Like a repetition in a nursery rhyme
To shut me up you'll have to wait a whole lifetime
Before you send me off in a nailed shut box
Please let me know
Before you send me off in a nailed shut box
Please let me know
Before you send me off in a nailed shut box
Please let me know
Please let me know