Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
2. People = Shit (3:35)
3. Disaster Piece (5:08)
4. My Plague (3:40)
5. Everything Ends (4:14)
6. The Heretic Anthem (4:14)
7. Gently (4:54)
8. Left Behind (4:01)
9. The Shape (3:37)
10. I Am Hated (2:37)
11. Skin Ticket (6:41)
12. New Abortion (3:36)
13. Metabolic (3:59)
14. Iowa (15:50)
02 PEOPLE = SHIT
(3:35)Here we go again, mother fucker
Come on down, and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
What's the matter with calamity anyway
Right? Get the fuck outta my face
Understand that I can't feel anything
It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound, like I got a fuckin
Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead
One more time, mother fucker
Everybody hates me now, so fuck it
Blood's on my face and my hands
And I don't know why
I'm not afraid to cry, but that's none of your business
Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it
Spin it around so I can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cause I don't wanna die in this place
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit Whatcha gonna do
People = Shit Cause I am not afraid of you
People = Shit I'm everything you'll never be
People = Shit
It never stops, you can't be everything to everyone
Contagion, I'm sittin at the side of Satan
What do you want from me
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it, don't tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin and fight your way through it
I'm not like you, I just fuck up
Come on mother fucker, everybody has to die
Come on mother fucker, everybody has to die
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit
People = Shit Whatcha gonna do
People = Shit Cause I am not afraid of you
People = Shit I'm everything you'll never be
People = Shit
03 DISASTER PIECE
(5:08)I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound
I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon
I wanna dig inside, find a little bit of me
Cause the line gets crossed when you don't come clean
My wormwood meets your pesticide
You'll never get out, cause you were never alive
I am infinite, I am the infant finite
Come a little closer and I'll show you why
No one is safe
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing
No one is safe
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing
How does it feel to be locked inside another dream
That never had a chance of being realized
What the fuck are you lookin at
I'll tell you what you're lookin at
Everyone you ever fuckin laughed at
Look in my eyes for the answers, typical
I can feel it underneath like a miracle
Everybody in the world needs more than
Lies and consequences to power them
Once again, it's me and no one else
I can't remember if there was a someone else
It's not mine, it's not fair, it's outta my hands
And it's shaking, you'll never take me
No one is safe
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing
No one is safe
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Hate Hate aint enough to describe me
Scream Somewhere between screaming and crying
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
Why When do I get to know why
Bitter Bitter as the stink of when I try
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
Pull your hands away
I'm gone, goodbye, it's so depressing
Withering away
Take a look, inside, my soul is missing
All I have is dead, so I'll take you with me
Feel like I'm erased, so kill me just in case
Feel like I'm erased, so kill me just in case
So kill me just incase
Covet Everything around me's mine
Sty Can't see through the sties in my eyes
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
Down Scratching and clawing all the way
Stay You won't let me fucking stay
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
Live Is there another way to live
Die Cause it's the only way to die
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
04 MY PLAGUE
(3:40)I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to eliminate for everyone the
Everyday bullshit things that you have done
Your impossible ego fuck
Is like a megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
You fuckin touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that shit you call a heart
I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed
Made to feel miniscule
If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful
The only thing you really know about me is
That's all you'll ever know
I know why you plague me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you blame yourself
I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself
I haven't seen a lot of reasons to stop it
I can't just drop it
I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it
At least I admit it
I know why you plague me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you blame yourself
Kill you, fuck you, I will never be you
Kill you, fuck you, I will never be you
I can't fuckin take it anymore
A snap of the synapse
And now it's fuckin war
Kill you, fuck you, I will never be you
I know why you plague me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you blame yourself
I know you plague me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you blame yourself
Well I know why you blame yourself
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you blame yourself
05 EVERYTHING ENDS
(4:14)You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, mother fucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same, I love you, hate
But I guess I don't care any more
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
And the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, mother fucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal
I'm never gonna care anymore
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, mother fucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, mother fucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
Suffer
What the hell am I doing
Is there anyone left in my life
What the fuck was I thinking
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine
Where the hell am I going
Do I even need a reason to hide
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, mother fucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I found out
My whole life was a LIE
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
You are the end of everything
06 THE HERETIC ANTHEM
(4:14)I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet
Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head
Like a dead beat winner, I want to be a sinner
An idolized bang for the industry killer
A hideous man that you don't understand
Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snap
It's evil sonic, it's pornoholic
Breakdowns, obscenities, it's all I wanna be
If you're 555, then I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
Well if you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic
Everybody's so infatuated
Everybody's so completely sure of what we are
Everybody defamates from miles away
But face to face, they haven't got a thing to say
I bleed for this and I bleed for you
Still you look in my face like I'm somebody new
Toy - nobody wants anything I've got
Which is fine, because you're made of everything I'm not
If you're 555, then I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
Well if you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic
Heretic
Thirty seconds, 16, 8, 4, let me tell you why
I haven't the slightest, I'm teaching your brightest
They're listening, clamoring
All the money in the world can't buy me
Go ahead, lie to me
Tell me again how you're tortured
I wanna know how you followed your orders so well
You're full of shit
You had a dream, but this aint it
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic
If you're 555, then I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic
If you're 555, then I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic
07 GENTLY
(4:54)Gently
My mind escapes into the relaxing
world of pleasure
A pleasure that'll take my mind off the reality of my life
My past life... life as though I know it now
And whatever may come, it slowly
disappears
To somewhere in the back
of my mind
It will remain there
Until I wish to retrieve it
Yes, I will stay here for a while
For I need the break
A break from the
pressures of life
And everything
that lays in the palm of life's hands
Life's hands
This mode is incredible
It's out of
this world
Too bad I must always leave it
But that's life
That's life
That's life
That's life
08 LEFT BEHIND
(4:01)I've known faces that have disappeared in time
Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime
All my friends have pictures made to make you cry
I've seen this and wondered what I've done to
Calcify
I ignore you
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
I ignore you
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face
Ah, don't even try it
You had be a liar just to infiltrate me
I'm still drowning
I ignore you
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
I ignore you
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
Take this away
Take this away
I can feel it on my mouth
I can taste you on my fingers
I can hear you like the holy ghost
And kill you if you get too close
I ignore you
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
I ignore you
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
We let it all slip away
We let it all slip away
We let it all slip away
We let it all slip away
We let it all slip away
We let it all slip away
We let it all slip away
09 THE SHAPE
(3:37)Destroy
Too tragic to stay with you
Too static to try for you
These scars, they swallow hard
The part of the past that's hollow and dark
Too horrid to kill for you
Too sordid to die with you
Unstable as always, come down
Everything else is just dust and sound
Separate I've lost my only way
Separate I've lost my only way
Separate I've lost my only way
See the shape Broken and thrown away
I'd give it all away
Come take it all away
You can't resent the fear
Somebody tell me how I got here
I'd give it all to you
Come take it, it's all for you
The noise is so damn loud
But everything else is just dust and sound
Separate I've lost my only way
Separate I've lost my only way
Separate I've lost my only way
See the shape Broken and thrown away
I don't wanna do this anymore
Everything's shit, everything's been taken
Forsaken - gotta start it over cause I'm hearing it
Backwards - don't make sense, don't feel better
Who's better? It's not that simple
You gotta figure it out before you make things difficult
It's not a word, it's a problem, the problem was easy
Draw your conclusions, solutions
Anybody else wanna run
Contorting, distorting - I am undone
One less propaganda nightmare fixture
Are you getting the picture
Separate I've lost my only way
Separate I've lost my only way
Separate I've lost my only way
See the shape Broken and thrown away
Separate I've lost my only way
Separate I've lost my only way
Separate I've lost my only way
See the shape Broken and thrown away
10 I AM HATED
(2:37)The whole world is my enemy, and I'm a walking target
Two times the devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay because I can't be stopped
Eat mother fuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same old bosses
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me
Welcome to the same old fucking scam
Same old shit in a dead fad
Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside, shut up
Nobody gives a fuck
It doesn't change the fact that you suck
We are The anti-cancer
We are The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
We are Bipolar gods
We are You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud so fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Streamline the sickness, half assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent, this is our religion
We are The anti-cancer
We are The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
We are Bipolar gods
We are You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
I am hated
You are hated
We are hated
I am hated
Everything sucks and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Individuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
The other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground
We are The anti-cancer
We are The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
We are Bipolar gods
We are You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
We are The source of conscience
We are Distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
We are The absolute
We are Controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I am hated
11 SKIN TICKET
(6:41)Zero and zero is nothing but zero
Cancer and people conspire together
Running and running and going forever
Collected and sampled, starving for zero
Come see my cage
Built in my grain
Come see my cage
Built in my grain
Come see my cage
Built in my grain
Come see my cage
Built in my grain
Minus the inside and minus the circle
Inhabit the riddle and fill in the hovel
Wherein and herein, between us and near us
And zero and zero is nothing but zero
Come see my cage
Built in my grain
Come see my cage
Built in my grain
Come see my cage
Built in my grain
Come see my cage
Built in my grain
Keeping myself alive through your empathy
Keeping myself alive through your empathy
Keeping myself alive through your empathy
Keeping myself alive through your empathy
Let me go
Keeping myself alive through your empathy
Keeping myself alive through your empathy
Keeping myself alive through your empathy
Keeping myself alive through your empathy
Leave me alone
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
Keeping myself alive
12 NEW ABORTION
(3:36)I'm ethereal, my children are legion, serial
They stick to my skin like beloved cysts
I tear away with my nails and teeth and fists
Touch the hands of inverted saints
Follow my heart through the threaded pain
Callow man is a sentinel screaming
I see the future, the future is bleeding
Sores, every goddamn minute I can feel em now
Like a virus, you will never kill me now
Goin underground, comin on like hepatitis
We're out, and you can't reshape us
Another bug in the construct
Tearin up the main bus B
Zeros and ones are everything
Execute me
Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by control
This is where the line is drawn, see
You can't take my soul away from me
What do you need to see, you feel the impact
Gotta retract, everybody get back
What is this, it's like a big conspiracy
Fields of dejected morbid progeny
They always say that it's always our fault
But everything we say is taken with a grain of salt
Man, it's always the same, if we talk or complain
We only wanna upset the balance
How's it feel to be the new abortion
The only generation to suffer extortion
Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by control
This is where the line is drawn, see
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by control
This is where the line is drawn, see
You can't take my soul away from me
Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by control
This is where the line is drawn, see
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
Fuck you
13 METABOLIC
(3:59)Gone
I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me outta the way
Once inside all I hold is ash
Fall
Suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fuckin right to hate you
I can't take it
The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you
My demise
I took a life worth living and made it worth a mockery
I deny
I fold, but they keep on coming
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
Who are you to me, who am I to you
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down
Can you show me a way
To face everyday with this face, goodbye
My demise
I took a life worth living and made it worth a mockery
I deny
I fold, but they keep on coming
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
When I blur my eyes, they make the whole world breathe
I see you fucking me and I am absolutely
Controlling every urge to mutilate
The one and only answer
So much for memories
I wanna dress in your insecurities
And be the perfect you, I'm through
I'm outstretched out for all to loathe
Here we go - the ultimate irony
My demise
I took a life worth living and made it worth a mockery
I deny
I fold, but they keep on coming
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
Stop I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
Stop Killing me
Stop Killing me
Stop Killing me
Killing me
14 IOWA
(15:50)Relax, it's over
You belong to me, I fill your mouth with dirt
Relax, it's over
You can never leave, I take your second digit with me
Love
You are my first
I can barely breathe, I find you fascinating
You are my favorite
Lay you down to sleep, it's all that I can do to stop
Love
So blue, so broken
Paper doll decays I haven't left you yet
So cold, subversive
Your eyes are full of bleach
Tomorrow, I will go away again
Love
You are mine, you will always be mine
I can tear you apart
I can recombine you
All I want is to covet you all
You belong to me
I will kill you..to love you
Love
Love
Love
Love you
Love you
Love you
Love you