Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate
Desperate to control all and everything
Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen
Clutch it like a cornerstone otherwise it all comes down
Justify denials and grip em to the lonesome end
Clutch it like a cornerstone otherwise it all comes down
Terrified of being wrong, ultimatum prison cell
Saturn ascends, choose one or ten
Hang on or be humbled again
Clutch it like a cornerstone otherwise it all comes down
Justify denials and grip em to the lonesome end
Saturn ascends, comes round again
Saturn ascends, the one, the ten
Ignorant to the damage done
Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate
Desperate to control all and everything
Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen
Wear the grudge like a crown
Desperate to control
Unable to forgive
And sinking deeper
Defining, confining
And sinking deeper
Controlling, defining
And we're sinking deeper
Saturn comes back around to show you everything
Lets you choose what you will not see and then
Drags you down like a stone or lifts you up again
Spits you out like a child, light and innocent
Saturn comes back around
Lifts you up like a child
Or drags you down like a stone
To consume you till you choose to let this go
Choose to let this go
Give away the stone
Let the oceans take and transmutate this cold and faded anchor
Give away the stone
Let the waters kiss and transmutate these leaden grudges into gold
Let go
A groan of tedium escapes me
Startling the fearful
Is this a test, it has to be
Otherwise I can't go on
Draining patience, drain vitality
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old
But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I'm still right here
But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I'm still right here
Wait it out
Gonna wait it out
Be patient wait it out
If there were no rewards to reap
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away by now
Gonna wait it out
If there were no desire to heal
The damaged and broken met along
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away by now
And I still may
I still may
Be patient
Be patient
Be patient
I must keep reminding myself of this
I must keep reminding myself of this
I must keep reminding myself of this
I must keep reminding myself of this
And if there were no rewards to reap
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away by now
And I still may, and I still may, and I still may, and I
Gonna wait it out
Gonna wait it out
Gonna wait it out
Gonna wait it out
I know the pieces fit cause I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot seem to reach an end crippling our communication
I know the pieces fit cause I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame, it doesn't mean I don't desire
To point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication
The poetry that comes from the squaring off between
And the circling is worth it
Finding beauty in the dissonance
There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
I've done the math enough to know the dangers of our second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication
Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any
Sense of compassion
Between supposed lovers
Between supposed lovers
I know the pieces fit
I know the pieces fit
I know the pieces fit
I know the pieces fit
I know the pieces fit
I know the pieces fit
I know the pieces fit
I know the pieces fit
So familiar and overwhelmingly warm
This one, this form I hold now
Embracing you, this reality here
This one, this form I hold now
So wide eyed and hopeful
Wide eyed and hopefully wild
We barely remember what came before this precious moment
Choosing to be here right now
Hold on, stay inside
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal, all this pain is an illusion
We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment
We are choosing to be here right now
Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience
Choosing to be here in
This body, this body holding me
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me
feeling eternal, all this pain is an illusion
Alive, I
In this holy reality, in this holy experience
Choosing to be here in
This body, this body holding me
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me
Feeling eternal, all this pain is an illusion
Twirling round with this familiar parabol
Spinning, weaving round each new experience
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate
This chance to be alive and breathing
One chance to be alive and breathing
This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality
Embrace this moment, remember
We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion
Suck and suck
Suckin up all you can, suckin up all you can suck and suck
Workin up under my patience like a little tick
Fat little parasite
Suck me dry
My blood is bruised and borrowed
You thieving bastards, you have
Turned my blood cold and bitter
Beat my compassion black and blue
Hope this is what you wanted
Hope this is what you had in mind
Cause this is what you're getting
I hope you're choking
I hope you choke on this
I hope you're choking
I hope you choke on this
Takin all I can, takin all I can, fuckin take
Takin all you can, takin all you can fuckin take
Got nothing left to give to you
Blood suckin parasitic little tick
Blood suckin parasitic little tick
Blood suckin parasitic little tick
Take what you want and then go
Hope this is what you wanted
Hope this is what you had in mind
Cause this is what you're getting
Suck me dry
Is this what you wanted
Is this what you had in mind
Is this what you wanted
Cause this this is what you're getting
Couldn't help, I hope
I hope you choke
Black then white are all I see in my infancy
Red and yellow then came to be
Reaching out to me lets me see
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
Drawn beyond the lines of reason
Push the envelope, watch it bend
Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines
Black then white are all I see in my infancy
Red and yellow then came to be
Reaching out to me lets me see
There is so much more and beckons me
To look through to these infinite possibilities
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
Drawn outside the lines of reason
Push the envelope, watch it bend
Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind
Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind
Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line
Reaching out to embrace the random
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come
I embrace my desire to
I embrace my desire to
Feel the rhythm, to feel connected
Enough to step aside and weep like a widow
To feel inspired, to fathom the power
To witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain
To swing on the spiral
To swing on a spiral
Swing on a spiral of our divinity
And still be a human
With my feet upon the ground
I lose myself between the sounds
And open wide to suck it in
I feel it move across my skin
I'm reaching up and reaching out
I'm reaching for the random
Or whatever will bewilder me
Whatever will bewilder me
And following our will and wind
We may just go where no one's been
We'll ride the spiral to the end
And may just go where no one's been
Spiral out, keep going
Spiral out, keep going
Spiral out, keep going
Spiral out, keep going
Mention this to me
Watch the weather change
Watch the weather change
Watch the weather change
Watch the weather change
Mention this to me
Mention something
Mention anything
Mention this to me
Watch the weather change
Watch the weather change
Watch the weather change
Watch the weather change
Watch the weather change
Watch the weather change
Mention this to me and
Mention something
Mention anything
Mention this to me
And watch the weather
Watch the weather change
Watch the weather change
Watch the weathe
I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole
Defeated, I concede and move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness
How pitiful
It's calling me
It's calling me
It's calling me
It's calling me
And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping
The moon tells me a secret, my confidant
As full and bright as I am
This light is not my own and
A million light reflections pass over me
Its source is bright and endless
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting
And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt
Don't wanna be down here soothing my narcissism
I must crucify the ego before it's far too late
I pray the light lifts me out
Before I pine away
Before I pine away
Before I pine away
Before I pine away
So crucify the ego, before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical
And you will come to find that we are all one mind
And capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable
So let the light touch you
So let the words spill through
And let them pass right through
Bringing out our hope and reason
Before we pine away
Before we pine away
Before we pine away
Before we pine away
I, I don't have a whole lot of time
Um, OK, I'm a former employee of Area 51
I, I was let go on a medical discharge about a week ago
And, and... I've kind of been running across the country
Umm, d amn, I don't know where to start
They're, they're gonna, um, they'll triangulate on this position really soon
OK, um, um, OK, well what we're thinking of as, as aliens
Uh they're extradimensional beings, that
An earlier precursor of the, um, space program they made contact with
They are not what they claim to be
Uh, they've infiltrated a, a lot of aspects of, of, of the military establishment
Particularly the Area 51
The disasters they're coming, they, the military, sorry, the government knows about them
And there's a lot of safe areas in this world that they could begin moving the population to now
They are not! They want those major population centers wiped out
So that the few that are left will be more easily controllable