Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
2. Life Is A Bullet (4:05)
3. Time and Time Again (2:58)
4. Walking Thru Barbed Wire (3:04)
5. Decompression Period (3:59)
6. Born With Nothing, Die With Everything (3:49)
7. She Loves Me Not (3:29)
8. Singular Indestructible Droid (3:48)
9. Black Clouds (4:01)
10. Code Of Energy (4:04)
11. Lovehatetragedy (3:13)
12. Gouge Away (2:07)*
13. Never Said It (3:05)*
B1. Naked In Front Of The Computer(2:14)*
01 M-80 [EXPLOSIVE ENERGY MOVEMENT]
(2:26)Yeah
This music is my time to reel out and rewind
I'll be brutal with truth, I'd rather be honest with my soul
Be the pile of trash a bum picks through to get a bite to eat
I'm filthy, I'm horny, I'm dirty nasty dirty
I'm strong and fearless
Only cause I got rock 'n' roll
I'm knee-deep in our blood
Only cause I got rock 'n' roll
Come on
Baby come on
Yeah, baby come on
Baby come on
Break it, break it, break it, break it
I'm strong and fearless
Only cause I got rock 'n' roll
I'm knee-deep in our blood
Only cause I got rock 'n' roll
I'm crazier than I ever was
I'm bloodied up I beat my skull in
I'm comin' home in a body bag
And I'm ready to die for rock 'n' roll
I can't change the world
I can only change myself yeah
I'm as sharp as a knife, as high as a kite
Demented as the night is long
I'm strong and fearless
Only cause I got rock 'n' roll
I'm knee-deep in our blood
Only cause I got rock 'n' roll
I'm not sheddin' a tear
I'm blowin' some steam
I'm stuck in between, living a dream
I'm not sheddin' a tear
I'm blowin' some steam
I'm stuck in between, living a dream
Come on
Baby come on
Yeah, baby come on
Baby come on
02 LIFE IS A BULLET
(4:05)My mind has been shut down
My friends have been let down
What is the reason
There's millions of reasons
Single me out single me out
Tear off my front
Make me expose what I conceal
Life is a bullet
The bloodstains will prove it
It's tearing through you and me
Not caring bout you or me
Now I could explain everything
You cursed the fire, now fuck the flame
What is the reason?
There's millions of reasons
Blindfold me now spin me around
Spin me around
Picking me up when I fall down
Life is a bullet
The bloodstains will prove it
It's tearing through you and me
Not caring bout you or me
Today I feel blue
My head is in the clouds
Separate me
My soul from my body
Today I feel blue
My head is in the clouds
Separate me
My soul from my body
I'm feeling so lonely
I'm not the only one
Separate me
My soul from my body
Cause I'm in love with too many things
And I hate every thing
Single me out single me out
Tear off my front
Make me expose what I conceal
Blindfold me now spin me around
Spin me around
Picking me up when I fall down
Cause life is a bullet
The bloodstains will prove it
It's tearing through you and me
Not caring bout you or me
I'm in love with too many things
And I hate every thing
03 TIME AND TIME AGAIN
(2:58)Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend
I don't think so, you're not that smart
Over and over it breaks my heart
The cycle continues time for your crime
The pain comes back in an ugly design
Her makeup smears the tears that she cries
Over and over every night
Emotional swords slash my soul
And now the pain, it takes control
I think about you, I think about me
I think about the way that it used to be
I need a bottle, I need some pills
I need a friend, and I need some thrills
A shoulder to cry on, a friend to depend on
When life gets rough
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
It's like a fight every single day
It's always easy when you have it your way
Deep in my heart, in the depths of my soul
My selfish ways are out of control
I'm sorry that it comes down to this
I punch through the wall as I break my fist
The makeup smears the tears that we cry
Over and over every night
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time, and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
You're so selfish
You're making me want to end this relationship
You're making me want to end this
Lost time behind, loving ties unwind
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time, and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time, and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time, and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind
Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind
04 WALKING THRU BARBED WIRE
(3:04)Wish I could see you for one last time
Wish I could say goodbye to you
It's hard to deal with you dying
It's time to say goodbye to you
Bloody faced, kissing death
Walking through barbed wire
I'll let you go, let me go
Digging through myself
I would die, die for you
I'd walk right through barbed wire
Good luck in your next life
Walk as tall as the trees
Be gentle as spring winds
And have the warmth of summer sun
Bloody faced, kissing death
Walking through barbed wire
I'll let you go, let me go
Digging through myself
I would die, die for you
I'd walk right through barbed wire
I blame myself for your death
It's tearing me apart
I would die, I'd die for you
Yes I would, yes I would, yes I would
Let you go, let me go
Digging through myself
Bloody faced, kissing death
Walking through barbed wire
Yeah
05 DECOMPRESSION PERIOD
(3:59)Here today, gone today, hurry up and wait
I'm never there for you or me
Can't you read the story of our lives
Death to me, and life for you
Something isn't right
And I need some space to clear my head to think about my life
And I can't be alone
I just need some space to clear my head and think about my life
With or without you
We fight it out, we work it out
Give me some time to unwind
We fight it out, we work it out
Give me some time to unwind
I must confess I'm falling apart, breaking your heart
Crying with you on the phone
We're walking on thin ice
I hope it doesn't break
And I need some space to clear my head to think about my life
With or without you
We fight it out, we work it out
Give me some time to unwind
We fight it out, we work it out
Give me some time, with or without you
Mile by mile we're farther apart
Now it's one empty bottle and two broken hearts
Night after night we are falling apart
Now it's two broken bottles and four empty hearts
Decompression
Depression period
Decompression
Depression period
Decompression
Depression period
Decompression
Depression period
And I need some space to clear my head to think about my life
With or without you
And I'm never there for you or me
Can't you be the story of our lives
06 BORN WITH NOTHING, DIE WITH EVERYTHING
(3:49)Fed up and tired, sick and twisted
One man army, I'm enlisted
Trust yourself, trust no one else
Fuck a hero, be yourself
And I don't need your lousy hand-out
Clinched fists I'll fight my way out
Fighting my way out, find my way out
People wake up and sing along
I trust no one, my trust is gone
Born with nothing born with nothing, die with everything
Born with nothing born with nothing, die with everything
Yeah
In a daze these days go by
Faster and faster I speed through life
Now I've got to take control of my mental and my physical
Never sheltered from life's hard storms
I was cold but now I am warm, but inside I'm warm
Now I am warm
People wake up and sing along
I trust no one, my trust is gone
Born with nothing born with nothing, die with everything
Born with nothing born with nothing, die with everything
Yeah
Searching and finding the truth inside myself
Searching and finding the truth inside myself
Inside myself
Searching, finding, truth
Fed up and tired, sick and twisted
One man army, I'm enlisted
Trust yourself, trust no one else
Fuck a hero, be yourself
And I don't need your lousy hand-out
Clinched fists I'll fight my way out
Fighting my way out, find my way out
Born with nothing and die with everything
Born with nothing and die with everything
Born with nothing and die with everything
My soul was starving
I was born with nothing born with nothing, I'll die with everything
Yeah
Born with nothing and die with everything
Born with nothing and die with everything
Born with nothing and die with everything
Born with nothing and die with everything
07 SHE LOVES ME NOT
(3:29)When I see her eyes, look into my eyes
Then I realize that she could see inside my head
So I close my eyes, thinking that I could hide
Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head
This situation leads to agitation
Will she cut me off?
Will this be my amputation?
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time, this is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not
Over the past five years I have shed my tears
I have drank my beers and watched my fears fly away
And until this day she still swings my way
But it's sad to say sometimes she says she loves me not
But I hesitate to tell her I hate
This relationship, I want out today, this is over
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time, this is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not
Life's not fair, I'm the jerk
Line for line, rhyme for rhyme
Sometimes we be fightin' all the goddamn time
It's making me sick, relationship is getting ill
Piss drunk stupid, mad
On the real could you feel what I feel?
What's the deal girl?
We're tearing up each other's world
We should be in harmony
Boy and girl, that is the promise we made
Back in the day
We told each other things wouldn't be this way
I think we should work this out
It's all right baby we can scream and shout
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time, this is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not
Life's not fair
Life's not fair
Life's not fair
I'm the jerk
Life's not fair
She loves me not
Loves me not
08 SINGULAR INDESTRUCTIBLE DROID
(3:48)Blood of my blood, skin of my skin
A normal human being
Solder and wires, ciruitry
Far from human beings
He's sick of this skin, it's time to trade it in
A galaxy of emotions, your soul is what it costs
We walk the same path, nobody could get in our way
Dangerously, we passionately never hesitate
Keep the soul, that's control
Keep the soul, Now you put in the metal that's control
Keep the soul, that's control
S.I.D.
Biological, spiritual, electrical, digital
S.I.D.
Biological, spiritual, electrical, digital
S.I.D.
Willing to make the change
Surrender the flesh and bones
Against the grain, pushing beyond the limits of ourselves
This body is just a cage, you're dead and you're in a grave
We're losing our minds, that's just fine, living forever
Keep the soul, that's control
Keep the soul, Now you put in the metal that's control
Keep the soul, that's control
S.I.D.
Biological, spiritual, electrical, digital
S.I.D.
Biological, spiritual, electrical, digital
S.I.D.
Biological, spiritual, electrical, digital
S.I.D.
Biological, spiritual, electrical, digital
S.I.D.
Bleed out my blood, skin off my skin
Solder the wire, transformation
Take my body and release me from this cage
You can't put a spirit in a grave
Biological, spiritual, electrical, digital
S.I.D.
Biological, spiritual, electrical, digital
S.I.D.
Singular indestructuble droid
Biological, spiritual, electrical, digital
Singular indestructuble droid
S.I.D.
Singular indestructuble droid
Biological, spiritual, electrical, digital
Singular indestructuble droid
S.I.D.
Bloody human robot
09 BLACK CLOUDS
(4:01)This is making me crazy
These black clouds following me
So I look for signs of light
But rarely I see them
I return to my shelter
And I crawl in a bottle
I'm losing my will for this
So over emotional
Black clouds, they rain down but they can't kill the sun
Confession of depression, this life I'm second guessing
Like ashes to ashes, I always seem to fall down
I'm tired of running, it's time to face my demons
Confession of depression, this life I'm second guessing
My emotions are storming
And tears fall just like rain
Pain strikes like lightning
Despair is becoming my friend
I return to my shelter
And I crawl in a bottle
I'm losing my will for this
So over emotional
Black clouds, they rain down but they can't kill the sun (the sun)
Confession of depression, this life I'm second guessing
Like ashes to ashes, I always seem to fall down
I'm tired of running, it's time to face my demons
Confession of depression, this life I'm second guessing
Black clouds, they rain down but they can't kill the son inside
Still looking for signs of life
These black clouds keep following me
I return to my shelter
And I crawl in a bottle
Black clouds, they rain down but they can't kill the sun
Confession of depression, this life I'm second guessing
Like ashes to ashes, I always seem to fall down
I'm pushing myself to a point of self destruction
Confession of depression, this life I'm second guessing
I'm tired of running, it's time to face my demons
Confession of depression, this life I'm second guessing
Black clouds, they rain down but they can't kill the son inside
10 CODE OF ENERGY
(4:04)I was scatterbrained, when I found the time to find
That times are evil, sick and disjointed
My skin is thick, thick and calloused
I'm ready to shed the shell
Ready to shed the shell
So you think you have figured me out
A young man lost in his problems
Some problems aren't that easy to solve
And you can't break our code of energy
I'm bent out of shape, there is no happy ending
I've come to a point where I just don't give a fuck
My skin is thick, thick and calloused
I'm ready to shed the shell
Ready to shed the shell
The code of energy
Ready to shed the shell
The code of energy
Ready to shed the shell
The code of energy
Ready to shed the shell
The code of energy
So you think you have figured me out
A young man lost in his problems
Some problems aren't that easy to solve
And you can't break our code of energy
Code, code, of energy
Code of energy
Code, code of energy
Code
Hi, I'm paranoid
Goodbye, I'm in the void
Haunted by insecurity
Bipolar asymmetry
Our new vision of passion and obsession
Is planetary ingestion
And there is no time for question
We don't need any special equipment
No descrambler, no black box
Our antennas are up, aligned, and ready to recieve
We are all just searching, searching for satellite signals
Waiting for the channel to come in loud and clear
So you think you have figured me out
A young man lost in his problems
Some problems aren't that easy to solve
And you can't break our code of energy
So you think you have figured me out
A young man lost in his problems
Some problems aren't that easy to solve
And you can't break our code of energy
Hi, I'm paranoid
11 LOVEHATETRAGEDY
(3:13)Human behavior, peculiar it seems
Some thrive on hate and some love and dream
Everyone's got a purpose and wants to be loved
I think I found my purpose, I think I found love
Hidden inside myself
Hidden inside, inside myself
Tragedy strikes when you least expect it
Tragedy strikes when you least expect it
Hate and destruction crashed down on our world
The stars and the stripes, the boys and the girls
It's sad it took war just to bring us together
I believe in love, I believe in forever
Hidden inside ourselves
Hidden inside, inside ourselves
Tragedy strikes when you least expect it
Tragedy strikes when you least expect it
You better run, you better run
For your lives, for your lives
Shed a tear, shed a tear
Live in fear
You better run, you better run
For your life, for your life
Shed a tear, shed a tear
Live in fear
You better run, you better run
For your life, for your life
Shed a tear, shed a tear
Live in fear
Love, hate, tragedy
Love, hate, tragedy
Tragedy strikes when you least expect it
Tragedy strikes when you least expect it
Tragedy day
Tragedy day
Tragedy day
12 GOUGE AWAY
(2:07)Gouge away
You can gouge away, and stay all day
If you want to
Do do do, do do doo
Do do do do-doo
Do do doo
Missy aggravation, Some sacred questions
You stroke my locks, some marijuana
If you want some, gouge away
You can gouge away, and stay all day
If you want to
Sleeping on your belly
You break my arms, you spoon my eyes
Been rubbing a bad charm with holy fingers
Gouge away
You can gouge away and stay all day
If you want to, if you want to, if you want to
Chained to the pillars, a there day party
I break the walls and kill us all with holy fingers
Gouge away
You can gouge away, and stay all day
If you want to, if you want to, if you want to, if you want to
13 NEVER SAID IT
(3:05)Wish I would never have said it
But if only you meant it
And I will tell you the truth cause that's all I know
So pathetic, you can't ignore that he wants you
He sat you down and he taught you
And you obeyed every rule that he made
Cause he bought you, now he owns you
So don't go away, don't go away
I got something to say about the dark side of me
Dead side of me, light side of me
Dark side of me, dead side of me
I lied to you and you caught me
I shoulda learned what you taught me
And the truth cuts just like a knife
When you cut me
And I'll do all that I told you
I loved it when I would hold you
But those are just things that I said in my head
But she told you, shoulda told you
I said don't go away, don't go away
Got something to say about the dark side of me
Dead side of me, light side of me
Dark side of me, dead side of me
Just let me be, what I want to be
I said I haven't told you anything
I hold it all inside in vain
I think of you and I think of pain
Now I've told you everything
I said don't go away, don't go away
I got something to say about the dark side of me
I said I haven't told you anything
Dead side of me
I hold it all inside in vain
Light side of me
I think of you and I think of pain
Dark side of me
Now I've told you everything
Dead side of me
I said I haven't told you anything
I hold it all inside in vain
I think of you and I think of pain
I never tell you anything
I said I haven't told you anything
I hold it all inside in vain
I think of you and I think of pain
Never said it, so forget it
B1 NAKED IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER
(2:14)My box is full
And my mouth is full
And my life is full
Until the memory's full
In how many ways and words
Can you say nothing
In millions of ways and words
To say nothing
In how many ways and words
Can you say nothing
And I could suppose words
What'd I say
I'm empty
I bought the day
I taught the day
And I fought for days
They said it's normal
But they're keeping me dumb and hot
You're missing something
Keeping me dumb and hot
You might be missing something
Keeping me dumb and hot
You're missing something
Keeping me dumb and hot
What'd I say
I'm empty
What'd I say
I'm empty
I'm sending it back to you
I'm sending it back to you
Sending it back to you
I'm sending it back to you
I'm sending it back to you