Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
And I was like 13
And it was uh.. a Sunday morning I think
And
I think both of my parents were still asleep
I remember
I was gonna play sick so I wouldn't have to go to church that day
Don't stop
Don't stop
And I turned over
And there he was
My beloved
My beloved
Holding a pillow
He smelled of sweat & regret
And he said
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Blood pigs
Blood pigs
I'm sorry, I'm ugly
All that I am and I can never live up
I'm failing, I'm angry
Afraid of the ways they pretend to be us
It's fucked up, I'm different
Words remain my only escape
Art saves, all of me, Evolving
And now you're walking away
I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away
I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away
Voodoo spell
My mistake was trusting you
Blood pigs with creating my fate
With poetry and suffering
I cannibalized every ounce of my pain
I'm still afraid, everyday
These greedy worms they devour my plagues
I'm not your slave, I'm conquering
You see me rise and now you're walking away
I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away
I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away
Now
You can't hurt me anymore
You can't hurt me anymore
Fed from the wound from which we were bled
Vomiting filth in our soft cave heads
Chewing on tissue, tendon and fat
Destroying the things they do not understand
Tyrant, Betrayer, Parasite, Traitor
And still you feed them
And still you need them
I'm sorry, I'm ugly
Dangerous, can't describe it enough
I'm failing, I'm angry
I use my fear to empower my hate
I'm fucked up, I'm different
Words remain my only escape
Art saves all of me, evolving
And now you're walking away
I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away
I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away
And now you're walking away
And now you're walking away
Voodoo spell
My mistake was trusting you
Blood pigs with creating my fate
With poetry and suffering
I cannibalized every ounce of my pain
I'm still afraid everyday, you still suckle my plagues
I'm not your fucking slave so why you walking away
Blood pig, why you walking away
Blood pig, why you walking away
Blood pig, why you walking away
My confession
My confession
My confession
My confession
My confession
My confession
Because I'm diluted and perfectly flawed
I shall live by passion and not by law
And I'm insecure, I need aggression
To feed the spiders of perception
And I'm supposed to be strong and have all the answers
A cannibal in the new church of cancer
But I'm nothing special, I'm not unique
I have many secrets and I eat the weak
And I'm at an end, I'm at an end
I'm at an end and there's no way out
I'm at an end, I'm at an end
I'm at an end and there's
No way out
No way out
No way out
No way out
I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
Gotta get this outta me, This is my escape
I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
Gotta get this outta me, THIS IS MY ESCAPE
My confession
My confession
And I think about it all the time
I'm volatile and afraid to cry
But I'm still not comfortable in my skin
And the anesthetics slowly wearing thin
And I need to talk to someone new
I need a different latitude
And I'm in this void all alone
Feeling needy, hungry to grow
But I'm suffocating, can't come down
And no, There's no way out, There's no way out
There's no way out
No way out
No way out
No way out
I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
Gotta get this outta me, this is my escape
I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
Gotta get this outta me, this is my escape
All I see is sadness
All I see is sadness
What's left
This will teach them
This will teach them
You've got to push, push, push
Your way out
Your way out
Your way out
Your way out
Follow me
Follow me
This is your way out
This is your way out
You are not alone
You are not alone
You are not alone
You are not alone
You are not alone
This is where I hide my power
This is where I become free
This is where I take control
And slowly choke your fantasies
I want to know my day is coming
See my enemies be punished
Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
Kuan
Simple souls overload as I explode data banks
Cause the Earth & space gave birth to this paleface
Supreme, linguistic, mental machine
My brain cells swell, the intellects extreme
Fire fills my veins as I proclaim my resistance
To the mind-swapping parasites that feed off my existence
As I - skin the burn to relearn the royal plan
Out beyond the edges in the depths of spirit land
Its authentic, apocalyptic destroyer
Damaging challengers, resurrection, disorder
A monument of crisis, I strikes this, your dead
Line my nest with your soul, cleansed in bloodshed
Battle ready
Poet's gonna take control
Battle ready
Souls violate parole
Battle ready
Violently invade your home
Breaking the bones of those who pose
Commanding the mic striking up a verb fest
Mass destruction is my function, time to put it to the test
In combat, attacking since way back
In the days I drew praise for the way that I slayed facts
Formulating flows in revolutionary science
Its the catastrophic prophet from the anarchist alliance
Freaking techniques, this creature of speech
You feel the fury of devastation cause you you tasted defeat
I'm alone on my throne in this universe of fear
Royalty divides my soul, in this role I'm revered
As the pinnacle, lyrical master, queen of disaster
(I) ruin brain fluid, the unknown is what I'm after
Battle ready
Battle ready
Breaking the bones of those who pose
Battle ready
Poet's gonna take control
Battle ready
Souls violate parole
Battle ready
Violently invade your home
Breaking the bones of those who pose
Shaking up the world just like the second coming of Christ
When I write, thrice divine with this goddess sight
Words will flow, wounds will grow
You know bones will be exposed from the force that I unload
Its the soul eater, mic bleeder with the voice of chaos
I got the nectar of the Gods flowing from my mental pod
Gather the flock, alarm your block
Tell them the shepherds have come & got the keys to unlock
A holy war, thru your veins it courses
More lyrical artillery than the armed forces
Supernatural, styles be volatile
Its the mind manipulator, the war child
Battle ready
Poet's gonna take control
Battle ready
Souls violate parole
Battle ready
Violently invade your home
Breaking the bones of those who pose
Come
Shadow soldiers
We came to defy - you living life as a lie
We embryonic satellites need our freedom to fly
To watch you die, agonizing cries are heard in stereo
I'm visualizing battlefield scenarios
In the line of fire watching empires fall
Into attack position, eliminate all
My species
Battle ready
Battle ready
Battle ready
Breaking the bones of those who pose
Battle ready
Poet's gonna take control
Battle ready
Souls violate parole
Battle ready
Violently invade your home
Breaking the bones of those who pose
My species
My species
No surrender
No surrender
I'm empty
I'm so empty
I remember suffering
I remember feeling the sting
Of childhood and injections
Holy bruises, sweet infections
Soaked in a stew
Like drowning cockroaches
Whose only crime
Was the greed of inherent hunger
You know where I'm fragile
You know how to kill
You know where I'm fragile
You know how to kill
How to kill
All fall away, all fall away
All fall today, all fall today
All fall today
All fall today
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore
I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore
I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore
I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore
I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore
I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore
Help me make it go away
I can make it go away
I can make it go away
Make it go away
Resurrection is for those who didn't get it right the first time
Eternal salvation suffers from inflation
Sinner
Say what you need to save your soul
But don't fuck with me, I'm losing control
I'm so tired of this, so sick of you
My tongue is battered & bruised from all these attitudes
Sinner
Teach me the magick of your sacred poems
Conjuring a voice of signs & omens
Prophecies guide the breeze
With syllables symbols breed
Behind the Eyes we climb the vine
To sacrifice our wounded minds
In soft word trances seek insanity
I can't save you cause I hate me
The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
Sinner
Say what you need to save your soul
But leave your religion at the door
We're smoking all of Krisna's weed
I'm sick of these weak anarchies
You see me as a place to make a bruise
But in my reality I'm a slave to the muse
Fuck those hypocrites, together we'll fight
The tyranny of squares, squiggles unite
The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
All you sinners
And blasphemers
Burn in the it
Sinner
Sinner
Sinner
Burn
Burn
Burn
Burn
Burn
The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me
Save
Me
Why
Salvation
Killing me
He's killing me
We killing me
Me killing me
Killing me
Infectious human waste
Forefather
Cancer
Hunter
Prostate gods
Killer
Killer
A testosterone feeding drone
Multiplying, multiplying hungry clones
Time to
Defy
The hive
Kill your masters
Menocide
Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill
Our time has come
You're just as weak as me
But not as strong
Just as imperfect
But twice as flawed
I see your skin
And i hate the way
You look at me
And softly invade
I'm afraid
Insane
Rage intensified
I'll feel no fear or hate as i ...
Commit
Menocide
Menocide
Girls in the playroom
House-wives
Servants in the workplace
Slaves to lies
Rise
Rise
And those who refuse to grow
We leave behind
Give death to them
With an evolved state of mind
No one's listening
Save your cries
Everything they taught
Was a lie
Hear me now this battlecry
Die, die, concubine
What to wear
What to eat
What to feel
What to think
How to act
How to speak
Insecure
Incomplete
What to wear
What to eat
What to feel
What to think
How to act
How to speak
Insecure
Incomplete
Enough
Apple eater
Deceiver
Protector of the way!
This is the beginning of my Liberation
This is the beginning of my Liberation
This is the beginning of my Liberation
This is the beginning of my Liberation
My Liberation
My Liberation
My Liberation
This is the beginning
Brides & breeders
Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
Give me free
Remember
Female circumcisions
Burning
Like Salem witches
Never again
Never again
No compassion
Kill your masters
Menocide
No compassion
Kill your masters
Menocide
No compassion
Kill your masters
Menocide
No compassion
Kill your masters
Menocide
Kill your masters
Kill your masters
Kill your masters
Menocide
Kill your masters
Kill your masters
Kill your masters
Menocide