
Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
And I was like 13
  And it was uh.. a Sunday morning I think
  And
  I think both of my parents were still asleep
  
  I remember
  I was gonna play sick so I wouldn't have to go to church that day
  
  Don't stop
    Don't stop
  
  And I turned over
  And there he was
  
  My beloved
    My beloved
  
  Holding a pillow
  He smelled of sweat & regret
  And he said
  Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Blood pigs
  Blood pigs
  
  I'm sorry, I'm ugly
  All that I am and I can never live up
  I'm failing, I'm angry
  Afraid of the ways they pretend to be us
  It's fucked up, I'm different
  Words remain my only escape
  Art saves, all of me, Evolving
  And now you're walking away
  
  I'm not afraid
  And now you're walking away
  I'm not ashamed
  And now you're walking away
  
  Voodoo spell
  
  My mistake was trusting you
  Blood pigs with creating my fate
  With poetry and suffering
  I cannibalized every ounce of my pain
  I'm still afraid, everyday
  These greedy worms they devour my plagues
  I'm not your slave, I'm conquering
  You see me rise and now you're walking away
  
  I'm not ashamed
  And now you're walking away
  I'm not afraid
  And now you're walking away
  
  Now
  You can't hurt me anymore
  You can't hurt me anymore
  
  Fed from the wound from which we were bled
  Vomiting filth in our soft cave heads
  Chewing on tissue, tendon and fat
  Destroying the things they do not understand
  
  Tyrant, Betrayer, Parasite, Traitor
  
  And still you feed them
  And still you need them
  
  I'm sorry, I'm ugly
  Dangerous, can't describe it enough
  I'm failing, I'm angry
  I use my fear to empower my hate
  I'm fucked up, I'm different
  Words remain my only escape
  Art saves all of me, evolving
  
  And now you're walking away
  I'm not ashamed
  And now you're walking away
  I'm not afraid
  And now you're walking away
  And now you're walking away
  And now you're walking away
  
  Voodoo spell
  
  My mistake was trusting you
  Blood pigs with creating my fate
  With poetry and suffering
  I cannibalized every ounce of my pain
  I'm still afraid everyday, you still suckle my plagues
  I'm not your fucking slave so why you walking away
  
  Blood pig, why you walking away
  Blood pig, why you walking away
  Blood pig, why you walking away
My confession
  My confession
  My confession
  My confession
  My confession
  My confession
  
  Because I'm diluted and perfectly flawed
  I shall live by passion and not by law
  And I'm insecure, I need aggression
  To feed the spiders of perception
  And I'm supposed to be strong and have all the answers
  A cannibal in the new church of cancer
  But I'm nothing special, I'm not unique
  I have many secrets and I eat the weak
  And I'm at an end, I'm at an end
  I'm at an end and there's no way out
  I'm at an end, I'm at an end
  I'm at an end and there's
  
  No way out
  No way out
  No way out
  No way out
  
  I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
  Gotta get this outta me, This is my escape
  I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
  Gotta get this outta me, THIS IS MY ESCAPE
  
  My confession
  My confession
  
  And I think about it all the time
  I'm volatile and afraid to cry
  But I'm still not comfortable in my skin
  And the anesthetics slowly wearing thin
  And I need to talk to someone new
  I need a different latitude
  And I'm in this void all alone
  Feeling needy, hungry to grow
  But I'm suffocating, can't come down
  And no, There's no way out, There's no way out
  
  There's no way out
  No way out
  No way out
  No way out
  
  I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
  Gotta get this outta me, this is my escape
  I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
  Gotta get this outta me, this is my escape
  
  All I see is sadness
  All I see is sadness
  What's left
  This will teach them
  This will teach them
  
  You've got to push, push, push
  Your way out
  Your way out
  Your way out
  Your way out
  
  Follow me
  Follow me
  This is your way out
  This is your way out
  
  You are not alone
  You are not alone
  You are not alone
  You are not alone
  You are not alone
  
  This is where I hide my power
  This is where I become free
  This is where I take control
  And slowly choke your fantasies
  I want to know my day is coming
  See my enemies be punished
  
  Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
  Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
  Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
  Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
  
  Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
Kuan
  Simple souls overload as I explode data banks
  Cause the Earth & space gave birth to this paleface
  Supreme, linguistic, mental machine
  My brain cells swell, the intellects extreme
  
  Fire fills my veins as I proclaim my resistance
  To the mind-swapping parasites that feed off my existence
  As I - skin the burn to relearn the royal plan
  Out beyond the edges in the depths of spirit land
  
  Its authentic, apocalyptic destroyer
  Damaging challengers, resurrection, disorder
  A monument of crisis, I strikes this, your dead
  Line my nest with your soul, cleansed in bloodshed
  
  Battle ready
  Poet's gonna take control
  Battle ready
  Souls violate parole
  Battle ready
  Violently invade your home
  Breaking the bones of those who pose
  
  Commanding the mic striking up a verb fest
  Mass destruction is my function, time to put it to the test
  In combat, attacking since way back
  In the days I drew praise for the way that I slayed facts
  Formulating flows in revolutionary science
  Its the catastrophic prophet from the anarchist alliance
  Freaking techniques, this creature of speech
  You feel the fury of devastation cause you you tasted defeat
  
  I'm alone on my throne in this universe of fear
  Royalty divides my soul, in this role I'm revered
  As the pinnacle, lyrical master, queen of disaster
  (I) ruin brain fluid, the unknown is what I'm after
  
  Battle ready
  Battle ready
  Breaking the bones of those who pose
  Battle ready
  Poet's gonna take control
  Battle ready
  Souls violate parole
  Battle ready
  Violently invade your home
  Breaking the bones of those who pose
  
  Shaking up the world just like the second coming of Christ
  When I write, thrice divine with this goddess sight
  Words will flow, wounds will grow
  You know bones will be exposed from the force that I unload
  Its the soul eater, mic bleeder with the voice of chaos
  I got the nectar of the Gods flowing from my mental pod
  Gather the flock, alarm your block
  Tell them the shepherds have come & got the keys to unlock
  
  A holy war, thru your veins it courses
  More lyrical artillery than the armed forces
  Supernatural, styles be volatile
  Its the mind manipulator, the war child
  
  Battle ready
  Poet's gonna take control
  Battle ready
  Souls violate parole
  Battle ready
  Violently invade your home
  Breaking the bones of those who pose
  
  Come
  Shadow soldiers
  
  We came to defy - you living life as a lie
  We embryonic satellites need our freedom to fly
  To watch you die, agonizing cries are heard in stereo
  I'm visualizing battlefield scenarios
  In the line of fire watching empires fall
  Into attack position, eliminate all
  
  My species
  
  Battle ready
  Battle ready
  Battle ready
  Breaking the bones of those who pose
  Battle ready
  Poet's gonna take control
  Battle ready
  Souls violate parole
  Battle ready
  Violently invade your home
  Breaking the bones of those who pose
  
  My species
  My species
  No surrender
  No surrender
I'm empty
  I'm so empty
  
  I remember suffering
  I remember feeling the sting
  Of childhood and injections
  Holy bruises, sweet infections
  
  Soaked in a stew
  Like drowning cockroaches
  Whose only crime
  
  Was the greed of inherent hunger
  You know where I'm fragile
  You know how to kill
  You know where I'm fragile
  You know how to kill
  
  How to kill
  
  All fall away, all fall away
  All fall today, all fall today
  All fall today
  All fall today
  
  Pain
  Pain
  Pain
  Pain
  
  I can't keep this rage in me
  Can't keep pretending
  Can't be this emtee
  Anymore
  I can't keep this rage in me
  Can't keep pretending
  Can't be this emtee
  Anymore
  
  I can't keep this rage in me
  Can't keep pretending
  Can't be this emtee
  Anymore
  I can't keep this rage in me
  Can't keep pretending
  Can't be this emtee
  Anymore
  
  I can't keep this rage in me
  Can't keep pretending
  Can't be this emtee
  Anymore
  I can't keep this rage in me
  Can't keep pretending
  Can't be this emtee
  Anymore
  
  Help me make it go away
  I can make it go away
  I can make it go away
  Make it go away
Resurrection is for those who didn't get it right the first time
  Eternal salvation suffers from inflation
  Sinner
  
  Say what you need to save your soul
  But don't fuck with me, I'm losing control
  I'm so tired of this, so sick of you
  My tongue is battered & bruised from all these attitudes
  
  Sinner
  
  Teach me the magick of your sacred poems
  Conjuring a voice of signs & omens
  Prophecies guide the breeze
  With syllables symbols breed
  Behind the Eyes we climb the vine
  To sacrifice our wounded minds
  In soft word trances seek insanity
  I can't save you cause I hate me
  
  The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
  Womyn is a devil, your god is fraud
  Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
  Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
  The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
  Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
  Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
  Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
  
  Sinner
  
  Say what you need to save your soul
  But leave your religion at the door
  We're smoking all of Krisna's weed
  I'm sick of these weak anarchies
  You see me as a place to make a bruise
  But in my reality I'm a slave to the muse
  Fuck those hypocrites, together we'll fight
  The tyranny of squares, squiggles unite
  
  The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
  Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
  Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
  Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
  The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
  Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
  Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
  Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
  
  All you sinners
  And blasphemers
  Burn in the it
  
  Sinner
  Sinner
  Sinner
  Burn
  Burn
  Burn
  Burn
  Burn
  
  The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
  Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
  Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
  Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
  The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
  Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
  Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
  Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
  
  Save me
  Save me
  Save me
  Save me
  Save me
  Save me
  Save
  Me
  Why
  Salvation
Killing me
  He's killing me
  We killing me
  Me killing me
  
  Killing me
  
  Infectious human waste
  Forefather
  Cancer
  Hunter
  Prostate gods
  
  Killer
  Killer
  
  A testosterone feeding drone
  Multiplying, multiplying hungry clones
  
  Time to
  Defy
  The hive
  
  Kill your masters
  
  Menocide
  
  Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill
  
  Our time has come
  
  You're just as weak as me
  But not as strong
  Just as imperfect
  But twice as flawed
  I see your skin
  And i hate the way
  You look at me
  And softly invade
  
  I'm afraid
  Insane
  Rage intensified
  I'll feel no fear or hate as i ...
  Commit
  
  Menocide
  Menocide
  
  Girls in the playroom
  House-wives
  Servants in the workplace
  Slaves to lies
  
  Rise
  Rise
  
  And those who refuse to grow
  We leave behind
  Give death to them
  With an evolved state of mind
  No one's listening
  Save your cries
  Everything they taught
  Was a lie
  Hear me now this battlecry
  Die, die, concubine
  
  What to wear
  What to eat
  What to feel
  What to think
  How to act
  How to speak
  Insecure
  Incomplete
  What to wear
  What to eat
  What to feel
  What to think
  How to act
  How to speak
  Insecure
  Incomplete
  
  Enough
  
  Apple eater
  Deceiver
  Protector of the way!
  
  This is the beginning of my Liberation
  This is the beginning of my Liberation
  This is the beginning of my Liberation
  This is the beginning of my Liberation
  My Liberation
  My Liberation
  My Liberation
  This is the beginning
  
  Brides & breeders
  Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
  Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
  Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
  Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
  
  Give me free
  Remember
  
  Female circumcisions
  Burning
  Like Salem witches
  Never again
  Never again
  
  No compassion
  Kill your masters
  Menocide
  No compassion
  Kill your masters
  Menocide
  No compassion
  Kill your masters
  Menocide
  No compassion
  Kill your masters
  Menocide
  
  Kill your masters
  Kill your masters
  Kill your masters
  Menocide
  Kill your masters
  Kill your masters
  Kill your masters
  Menocide