01 TORTURED

(1:39)

And I was like 13
And it was uh.. a Sunday morning I think
And
I think both of my parents were still asleep

I remember
I was gonna play sick so I wouldn't have to go to church that day

Don't stop
Don't stop

And I turned over
And there he was

My beloved
My beloved

Holding a pillow
He smelled of sweat & regret
And he said
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

02 BLOOD PIGS

(4:03)

Blood pigs
Blood pigs

I'm sorry, I'm ugly
All that I am and I can never live up
I'm failing, I'm angry
Afraid of the ways they pretend to be us
It's fucked up, I'm different
Words remain my only escape
Art saves, all of me, Evolving
And now you're walking away

I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away
I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away

Voodoo spell

My mistake was trusting you
Blood pigs with creating my fate
With poetry and suffering
I cannibalized every ounce of my pain
I'm still afraid, everyday
These greedy worms they devour my plagues
I'm not your slave, I'm conquering
You see me rise and now you're walking away

I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away
I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away

Now
You can't hurt me anymore
You can't hurt me anymore

Fed from the wound from which we were bled
Vomiting filth in our soft cave heads
Chewing on tissue, tendon and fat
Destroying the things they do not understand

Tyrant, Betrayer, Parasite, Traitor

And still you feed them
And still you need them

I'm sorry, I'm ugly
Dangerous, can't describe it enough
I'm failing, I'm angry
I use my fear to empower my hate
I'm fucked up, I'm different
Words remain my only escape
Art saves all of me, evolving

And now you're walking away
I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away
I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away
And now you're walking away
And now you're walking away

Voodoo spell

My mistake was trusting you
Blood pigs with creating my fate
With poetry and suffering
I cannibalized every ounce of my pain
I'm still afraid everyday, you still suckle my plagues
I'm not your fucking slave so why you walking away

Blood pig, why you walking away
Blood pig, why you walking away
Blood pig, why you walking away

03 T.R.I.C.

(2:55)

To all you weak MCs
All you hardcore wannabes
If you step into the ring be prepared to swing

What

Me be the best to impress with dictation
Too far fetched beyond your imagination
I'll rise to the occasion while launching an invasion
Entering your mental like a viral infestation
Words be abrasive, joints I be lacin
Sacrificin mics to ignite the celebration
It's just amazing, poetically we blazing
Xen and Otep, a volatile combination

We destroy like revelations
Styles be liquid and flow like irrigation
So make the preparation
Defeat is bittersweet, it's all you'll be tastin
Sounding battle stations, my war face in place
Total annihilation, your existence has been erased
It's the renaissance, time to switch up and change
The path the paragraphs infiltrate your brain

T.R.I.C.
T.R.I.C.
T.R.I.C.
T.R.I.C.

Risin from the ashes to lead the wretched masses
Back to the sufi shack, defyin all the fascists
Words burn with passion, mentally enhancin
I'm David to Goliath or Delilah to your Samson

Kickin ass like Cassius, spreadin rhymes like rashes
The satellites in flight, how long before it crashes
Falling like avalanches, crumbled and crushed
My wild women get to sinning, know the power of us
I'm callin your bluff - Is it freedom or death
We're gettin it on in Babylon, chokin on Gods breath
The infinite connects true soldiers alive
We'll survive when armageddon arrives

T.R.I.C.
T.R.I.C.
T.R.I.C.
T.R.I.C.
T.R.I.C.

The revolution is coming
Take no prisoners
The revolution is coming

Cowards beware
Cowards beware
Cowards beware
Cowards beware
F U C K

My war serpents rattle when it's time to battle
(Mental midgets)
I got a fist full of shit for you flies to feast
You lost control of your soul cause your minds deceased
Unfulfilled satisfactions and chemical reactions
My fate there's no escape, life itself is the assassin
I'm blastin, the worlds in ashes, from the invasion
Every words annhilation
Come on

T.R.I.C.
T.R.I.C.
T.R.I.C.
T.R.I.C.
T.R.I.C.

The revolution is coming
The revolution is coming

Your suffering will free you
Your suffering will free you
Your suffering will free you
Your suffering

04 MY CONFESSION

(5:31)

My confession
My confession
My confession
My confession
My confession
My confession

Because I'm diluted and perfectly flawed
I shall live by passion and not by law
And I'm insecure, I need aggression
To feed the spiders of perception
And I'm supposed to be strong and have all the answers
A cannibal in the new church of cancer
But I'm nothing special, I'm not unique
I have many secrets and I eat the weak
And I'm at an end, I'm at an end
I'm at an end and there's no way out
I'm at an end, I'm at an end
I'm at an end and there's

No way out
No way out
No way out
No way out

I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
Gotta get this outta me, This is my escape
I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
Gotta get this outta me, THIS IS MY ESCAPE

My confession
My confession

And I think about it all the time
I'm volatile and afraid to cry
But I'm still not comfortable in my skin
And the anesthetics slowly wearing thin
And I need to talk to someone new
I need a different latitude
And I'm in this void all alone
Feeling needy, hungry to grow
But I'm suffocating, can't come down
And no, There's no way out, There's no way out

There's no way out
No way out
No way out
No way out

I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
Gotta get this outta me, this is my escape
I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe
Gotta get this outta me, this is my escape

All I see is sadness
All I see is sadness
What's left
This will teach them
This will teach them

You've got to push, push, push
Your way out
Your way out
Your way out
Your way out

Follow me
Follow me
This is your way out
This is your way out

You are not alone
You are not alone
You are not alone
You are not alone
You are not alone

This is where I hide my power
This is where I become free
This is where I take control
And slowly choke your fantasies
I want to know my day is coming
See my enemies be punished

Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge
Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge

Shed my skin again, this will be my best revenge

05 SACRILEGE

(4:09)

Resurrection is for those who didn't get it right the first time

Eternal salvation suffers from inflation
Sinner

Say what you need to save your soul
But don't fuck with me, I'm losing control
I'm so tired of this, so sick of you
My tongue is battered & bruised from all these attitudes

Sinner

Teach me the magick of your sacred poems
Conjuring a voice of signs & omens
Prophecies guide the breeze
With syllables symbols breed
Behind the Eyes we climb the vine
To sacrifice our wounded minds
In soft word trances seek insanity
I can't save you cause I hate me

The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome

Sinner

Say what you need to save your soul
But leave your religion at the door
We're smoking all of Krisna's weed
I'm sick of these weak anarchies
You see me as a place to make a bruise
But in my reality I'm a slave to the muse
Fuck those hypocrites, together we'll fight
The tyranny of squares, squiggles unite

The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome

All you sinners
And blasphemers
Burn in the it

Sinner
Sinner
Sinner
Burn
Burn
Burn
Burn
Burn

The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome
The lord is my weapon, I shall shoot pawns
Womyn is a devil, your god is a fraud
Everyone you knew, everything you've ever done
Suffer for your freedom, rise & overcome

Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me
Save
Me
Why
Salvation

06 BATTLE READY

(4:21)

Kuan

Simple souls overload as I explode data banks
Cause the Earth & space gave birth to this paleface
Supreme, linguistic, mental machine
My brain cells swell, the intellects extreme

Fire fills my veins as I proclaim my resistance
To the mind-swapping parasites that feed off my existence
As I - skin the burn to relearn the royal plan
Out beyond the edges in the depths of spirit land

Its authentic, apocalyptic destroyer
Damaging challengers, resurrection, disorder
A monument of crisis, I strikes this, your dead
Line my nest with your soul, cleansed in bloodshed

Battle ready
Poet's gonna take control
Battle ready
Souls violate parole
Battle ready
Violently invade your home
Breaking the bones of those who pose

Commanding the mic striking up a verb fest
Mass destruction is my function, time to put it to the test
In combat, attacking since way back
In the days I drew praise for the way that I slayed facts
Formulating flows in revolutionary science
Its the catastrophic prophet from the anarchist alliance
Freaking techniques, this creature of speech
You feel the fury of devastation cause you you tasted defeat

I'm alone on my throne in this universe of fear
Royalty divides my soul, in this role I'm revered
As the pinnacle, lyrical master, queen of disaster
(I) ruin brain fluid, the unknown is what I'm after

Battle ready
Battle ready
Breaking the bones of those who pose
Battle ready
Poet's gonna take control
Battle ready
Souls violate parole
Battle ready
Violently invade your home
Breaking the bones of those who pose

Shaking up the world just like the second coming of Christ
When I write, thrice divine with this goddess sight
Words will flow, wounds will grow
You know bones will be exposed from the force that I unload
Its the soul eater, mic bleeder with the voice of chaos
I got the nectar of the Gods flowing from my mental pod
Gather the flock, alarm your block
Tell them the shepherds have come & got the keys to unlock

A holy war, thru your veins it courses
More lyrical artillery than the armed forces
Supernatural, styles be volatile
Its the mind manipulator, the war child

Battle ready
Poet's gonna take control
Battle ready
Souls violate parole
Battle ready
Violently invade your home
Breaking the bones of those who pose

Come
Shadow soldiers

We came to defy - you living life as a lie
We embryonic satellites need our freedom to fly
To watch you die, agonizing cries are heard in stereo
I'm visualizing battlefield scenarios
In the line of fire watching empires fall
Into attack position, eliminate all

My species

Battle ready
Battle ready
Battle ready
Breaking the bones of those who pose
Battle ready
Poet's gonna take control
Battle ready
Souls violate parole
Battle ready
Violently invade your home
Breaking the bones of those who pose

My species
My species
No surrender
No surrender

07 EMTEE

(3:58)

I'm empty
I'm so empty

I remember suffering
I remember feeling the sting
Of childhood and injections
Holy bruises, sweet infections

Soaked in a stew
Like drowning cockroaches
Whose only crime

Was the greed of inherent hunger
You know where I'm fragile
You know how to kill
You know where I'm fragile
You know how to kill

How to kill

All fall away, all fall away
All fall today, all fall today
All fall today
All fall today

Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain

I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore
I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore

I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore
I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore

I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore
I can't keep this rage in me
Can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee
Anymore

Help me make it go away
I can make it go away
I can make it go away
Make it go away

08 POSSESSION

(5:05)

Spirits, spirits, come come
Spirits, spirits, come come
Spirits, spirits, come come
Spirits, spirits, come come
Spirits, spirits, come come
Spirits, spirits, come come

Sing to me my muses
Lost in hot cyclops anarchy
Possession, invention
Blood, blood
Spirits, spirits
Spirits, spirits, come come

Where will these visions lead
How far dare I go
Where will this song take me
Into the deep unknown

Yeah
Spirits, spirits, come come

All the prophets and the Gods came prepared for theirs
So we dined on the vine of the mind in pairs
Preaching werewolf prayers on our nightly flight
Gestating all we ate in the pale moonlight

Feel the urge of the power surge, ignite the soul
Bringing kingdoms under siege with the words that I control
Got an arsenal, ganja blunts and such
Only love can set me free from this Patriarchal clutch

Speaking testaments in our secret dialogue
While the drones begin to feast on the feces of the hog
Walk in the wilderness of your mind
Before your soul decides to die and leaves infinity behind

Possession, Invention
Invite discovery
Surrender to pleasure
Lost in ecstasy
Survive, alive
You are my enemy
You died for lies
Slaves to misery

Down on the battleground laying waste to competition
I'm collecting intellects and exhaling solar systems
I decree mutiny
It's revolution us against the Patriarchy

The assembler of souls full of knowledge untold
While I'm spinning webs of wisdom, prophecies unfold
Into attack mode to decipher the code
Of Babylon's terror spawn, tyranny reloads

Into the mental stasis, apathy erases
The urgency of rage and it's frightening little places
Prepare for warfare
The afterbirth of knowledge is Americas nightmare, yeah

Possession, invention
Invite discovery
Surrender to pleasure
Lost in ecstasy
Survive, alive
You are my enemy
You died for lies
Slaves to misery

Sometimes I sit and ask myself
What have I become
What have I become
What have I become
What have I become
What have I become
What have I become
Something's taking over me
Something's taking over me
Something's taking over me
Something's taking over me

Possesion
Free me now
Ashura
Ishtar
Kali
Avenge me
Avenge Me

Paint your face with the blood of the weak
Self sacrifice everyone you meet
Screaming demons in my veins
Voices of the dead nurturing my pain
I'm survived
I'm alive

I spread the fever to watch you burn
Killed your leaders to help you learn
I survived
Well I'm alive
Lie

09 THOTS

(4:09)

Nothings changed
The senates still corrupt
And the emporer remains insane
And everyday
Is a new strain of slaughter
Supply lines are less protected
Evil on all sides
I can smell the death on your flesh creeping in
Trapped within the twisting fingers of fear
And all I see is you
And all I see is you

And That face, those eyes
Burning like leprosy
I can see you there
Poisoning the air
Prostituting Nationalism
And I want to attack
To rip out your heart and lay your flat on your back
And vomit a world of agony and truth
Into your throbbing illness of memory
And hate guides our way
And hate guides our way

I long for the icy slap of a belt across my back
For the acceptance of death and blind cave war
The giving sleep of depression
The sweet elucidation of savage, meaningless aggression
Chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples
In the harem tents - outside
Just beyond the edges - I ride
A cycloptic mare into the fires of imagination

Feeding my disease
Feeding my disease
A river of plagues

I need something to remind me I am still sinning
That pain is important
That words matter
That healing is possiblw
That I am not alone in this

Guard the houses
Triple the watch
Maidens, dig up your sorcery
Sirens, sharpen your rocks
You will eat my pain again

Whatever you need
Whatever you need
Whatever you need
Unite messiah ME

10 FILTHEE

(3:29)

Lying naked alone on the bathroom floor
Evacuating pain, fear, no more
And I can't get his scent off of me

She wants to be messiah without the crucifixion
She wants to FUCK delilah without Samson's intervention
She wants to be a deity and rule us everyday
And punish the whores of your wishgods
And the martyrs that they slay
She wants to see galaxies,
All the planets and the stars
She wants to be a fallen angel without their swollen scars

She's unclean, unclean, fillthee
And I can't get his scent off of me
Unclean, unclean, fillthee
And I can't get his scent off of me

I'm still chained

She wants to free the kingdom and be worshipped by the Earth
She wants to be the prophet for 10 times what she's worth
She wants to break free from Eve and leave them all behind
To be born again in the thrill of sin and revive her dying mind
She wants to stand and rape the king
Slaughter the daughter, kill everything
Burn the world and let her soul be free
And ignite the nebulas of eternity

And unclean, unclean, fillthee
And I can't get his scent off of me
Unclean, unclean, fillthee
And I can't get his scent off of me

Don't touch me there
Ooh, I know yourSCARED
Kill the need in me, and I'll remain unclean

Unclean, unclean
Filthee, fillthee
And I can't get his scent off of me

No, no
And I can't get his scent off of me

Why should I be afraid
It's not the first time I've tasted pain
Why should I be afraid
It's not the first time I've tasted pain

Run, run
And I can't get his scent off of me

11 MENOCIDE

(4:49)

Killing me
He's killing me
We killing me
Me killing me

Killing me

Infectious human waste
Forefather
Cancer
Hunter
Prostate gods

Killer
Killer

A testosterone feeding drone
Multiplying, multiplying hungry clones

Time to
Defy
The hive

Kill your masters

Menocide

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill

Our time has come

You're just as weak as me
But not as strong
Just as imperfect
But twice as flawed
I see your skin
And i hate the way
You look at me
And softly invade

I'm afraid
Insane
Rage intensified
I'll feel no fear or hate as i ...
Commit

Menocide
Menocide

Girls in the playroom
House-wives
Servants in the workplace
Slaves to lies

Rise
Rise

And those who refuse to grow
We leave behind
Give death to them
With an evolved state of mind
No one's listening
Save your cries
Everything they taught
Was a lie
Hear me now this battlecry
Die, die, concubine

What to wear
What to eat
What to feel
What to think
How to act
How to speak
Insecure
Incomplete
What to wear
What to eat
What to feel
What to think
How to act
How to speak
Insecure
Incomplete

Enough

Apple eater
Deceiver
Protector of the way!

This is the beginning of my Liberation
This is the beginning of my Liberation
This is the beginning of my Liberation
This is the beginning of my Liberation
My Liberation
My Liberation
My Liberation
This is the beginning

Brides & breeders
Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali

Give me free
Remember

Female circumcisions
Burning
Like Salem witches
Never again
Never again

No compassion
Kill your masters
Menocide
No compassion
Kill your masters
Menocide
No compassion
Kill your masters
Menocide
No compassion
Kill your masters
Menocide

Kill your masters
Kill your masters
Kill your masters
Menocide
Kill your masters
Kill your masters
Kill your masters
Menocide

12 JONESTOWN TEA

(9:47)

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And it souds like...armageddon, sounds like...armageddon... sounds like...
Come and drink with me...come and drink with me...come and drink with me...

And I remember him fucking me
And I remember liking it, I didn't know any better.
And I remember the smell, and the pain & the shame
And I remember being afraid and thinking everyday...every single day
That it was my fault
Oh, but what happened to that little girl
Who used to dream of one day ruling the world...who used to draw prerry pictures
In my room, beneath the moon, destroying to create
Softly praying to God, what do I do now? What do I do now
As I secretly masturbate...
But then I'd hear his hooves coming down the floor... a bible in his hand
Softly opening my door, and he'd say
DAUGHTER! The day of your atonement is due
Well, there's 3 million sinners out there...and that includes you

No daddy don't! No daddy don't
NO! LEAVE ME ALOOOOOONE! LEAVE ME ALONE! LEAVE ME ALONE
NO I DON'T WANT TO BE FREE! NO I DON'T WANT TO BE FREE
SO TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME! PLEASE TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME
PLEASE TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME

I'm bleeding...it's not fair...it's not fair...it's not fair
You see there's this little place I like to go, I like to run & hide, deep inside
Where all the nightmares are real and all the monsters, all the monsters, all the monsters come alive
Oh, oh, but the things that I've seen... in soft, soft visions and terrifying prophecies
Like serpents on the take and Gods coming in all sizes and shapes
And nothing seems fufilling anymore
Well... your temples are swollen in deceit and the body of your missionary, he's rotting...
Rotting in defeat...
Mama? Mama
MAMA! MAMA

Are the aliens coming to take us away? (Mama?)
Is armageddon gonna happen again today

LOOK WHAT HE DID TO ME!! WHY DID YOU DO IT TO ME
HOW COULD YOU DO IT TO ME?? WHY DID YOU DO IT TO ME

I WILL NOT CRY -- I WILL NOT CRY
I PREFER TO DIE!
Than live this life of LIES
Lies...lies...lies
Lies...lies...lies...lies

KILL WHAT YOU CAN
KILL WHAT YOU CAN
KILL WHAT YOU CAN
KILL WHAT YOU CAN
KILLING EVERYTHING
KILL WHAT YOU CAN
KILL WHAT YOU CAN
KILL WHAT YOU CAN
CHALLENGE EVERYTHING
VENGEANCE IS MINE
VENGEANCE IS MINE

I'm sorry...baby...please come back inside
We can laugh a little...and live and die
No - wait -
See I got this hot pot of jonestown tea and it's been brewing for you and me
Oh, it only takes one sip
Come on baby, surrender your lips and I can take you someplace nice

I can take you somplace NICE
Breed my disease, be my disease
BREED MY DISEASE - BE MY DISEASE
BREED MY DISEASE - BE MY DISEASE

And vengeance will be mine...
And vengeance will be mine...
It's closer than you think...

So I entered his room at 32 past noon and, with my little ritual knife, I
Cut out his tongue and, liberated his wife and
She loved me for it, oh she loved me for it
Other world womyn, Other world womyn, well, that's what she called me (destroyer)
The one who sets you free (Come and drink with me)
We all die like cartoons (Come and drink with me), surrender your children (Come and drink with me)
Kids like to kill, lies...all lies...