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Back Somber Eyes To The Sky
1. Revel In My Loss (5:48)
2. Pure (6:11)
3. Lead Me Home (2:58)
4. To Ashes (5:53)
5. Nurture (5:16)
6. Fleshold (3:44)
7. Eternal (4:07)
8. Suffer The Season (4:12)
9. Somber Angel (6:34)
10. Lifeless (3:44)

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01 REVEL IN MY LOSS

(5:48)

Can I prevent this loss and pain, and hasten my release
Or am I damned to existence alone

Sear me child, let this pain set me free again
With broken promise you never know what this life could bring
And this time spent alone sorting through emotions
Is a blessing that I know I cannot repay

With only words I cannot express my deep regret
Of time gone by and of feelings that I'll never know
Pain believed but never shared has left me damaged here
By this my wounds will bleed anew and I am now exposed

Reaching out, reaching in the pain that grips me
Holds me tight in crushed embrace
Holding out, holding in, try to protect from what I fear

Revel in my loss

Sear me child, let this pain set me free again
With broken promise you never know what this life could bring
And this time spent alone sorting through emotions
Is a blessing that I know I cannot repay

Revel in my loss

Reaching out, reaching in the pain that grips me
Holds me tight in crushed embrace
Holding out, holding in try to protect from what I fear

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02 PURE

(6:11)

I'll not want for longing, it causes heartache
Yet this singularity burns the same

Hope for ash of memory This is pure agony
Eyes, they are too blind to see This is pure agony
I'll not beg for you This is pure agony
Knowing what's been true This is pure agony

I'll not want for longing, it causes heartache
Yet this singularity burns the same

Fall from your light world, not again, this breeds fear
My life weakens, and the pain, I hold tight
Life hurts so now, I have no power here
Cease living somehow, I long to release you

As I fall I...as I fall we cry in despair
Don't be, lifeline...don't be my lifeline, let me fall away
Alone, desolate...alone and desolate am I the only one
Can it be real..can it be real, I can't go on
No, oh no

If you return here, can I not ease this pain
Forever knowing...loneliness, denial...I am the last one
Now would you look away
Leave me alone here, that would tear me apart

As I fall I...as I fall we cry in despair
Don't be, lifeline...don't be my lifeline, let me fall away
Alone, desolate...alone and desolate am I the only one
Can it be real..can it be real, I can't go on

Now deliver
Now deliver my soul

Your love walks away...leaves me as a child
Exposed to the horror, I begin to cry
Emotions now like velvet now caress my flesh
The truth that I run from

Pure, would you run away and leave me here to suffer
Pain, what did you want that I could not provide
Pure, would you run away and leave me here to suffer
Pain, what did you want that I could not provide

Fall from your light world, not again, this breeds fear
My life weakens and the pain I hold tight
Life hurts so now, I have no power here
Cease living somehow, I long to release you

As I fall I...as I fall we cry in despair
Don't be, lifeline...don't be my lifeline, let me fall away
Alone, desolate...alone and desolate am I the only one
Can it be real..can it be real, I can't go on
No, I know

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04 TO ASHES

(5:53)

Why, I've found perfection now it slips through my grasp
Child, you touch me now as life flows through my hands

Grey skies have been broken
I'll never see the warmth in your eyes
Cold eyes softly spoken
Though your face will be forever etched in my mind

Love, I can do this if you stand by my side
Alone, the fear it fills me and shall never subside

Grey skies have been broken
I'll never see the warmth in your eyes
Cold eyes softly spoken
Though your face will be forever etched in my mind

You speak to me in rhythm and it waves across the water
You speak to me in ways that I don't understand
Deep inside I hear every word, every way
And after all is lost there is nothing left inside of me

I long for your touch, I need to breathe your breath again
Deep inside me I know I'm alone
How I cherish your persuasive warmth
This is not what I want life to be (but there is no way I can stop this now)
And there's nothing left inside of me

I long for your touch, I need to breathe your breath again

Deep inside me I know I'm alone
How I cherish your persuasive warmth
This is not what I want life to be (but there is no way I can stop this now)
And there's nothing left inside of me

Why, I've found perfection now it slips through my grasp
Child, you touch me now as life flows through my hands

Grey skies have been broken
I'll never see the warmth in your eyes
Cold eyes softly spoken
Though your face will be forever etched in my mind

Love, I can do this if you stand by my side
Alone, the fear it fills me and shall never subside

Love, never see the warmth in your eyes
Grey skies have been broken
Your love will be spoken
Endlessly unfallen, words I cannot replace

Don't cry my love, I believe that I'll not fail you again
But I long to be your servant once more
By the morning light I'll have breathed my last
I implore you, don't forget my love

Don't cry my love, I believe that I'll not fail you again
But I long to be your servant once more
By the morning light I'll have breathed my last
I implore you, don't forget

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05 NURTURE

(5:16)

With longing I recall, yearning for a caress hollow and empty
Unsheltered by the pain of the rest
Not without justification, torn down for my compassion
Free formed in emptiness

Have I been cheated
Has all I have worked for been stolen away
By disregarding what I most yearned for
Relinquished everything
Fearing not for suffering, is my home and pain my native tongue
Loss and rejection are my family

Nurture
You are the reason for my weakness
Lost, I hold you to blame for fearing love
For my failure, accompany disaster, inherit the pain

Repent what I feel
Mourn disguised...as life's seas are paralyzed
Mourn disguised...as life's seas are paralyzed

Have I been cheated
Has all I have worked for been stolen away
By disregarding what I most yearned for
Relinquished all I deserve
Fearing not for suffering, is my home and pain my native tongue
Loss and rejection are my family

Nurture
You are the reason for my weakness
Lost, I hold you to blame for fearing love
For my failure, accompany disaster, inherit the pain

Torn down for my compassion, now I stand alone
Not sympathy, just understanding I am shown
Too far gone now, my thoughts are wise

All alone because you're taken so far
A graceful end to life, but it's not over
Disguised in a full mask of truth
Those old words are denied

All alone because you're taken so far
A graceful end to life, but it's not over
Disguised in a full mask of truth
Those old words are denied

With longing I recall, yearning for a caress hollow and empty
Unsheltered by the pain of the rest
Not without justification
Torn down for my compassion, free formed in emptiness

Repent what I feel
Mourn disguised...as life's seas are paralyzed
Mourn disguised...as life's seas are paralyzed

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06 FLESHOLD

(3:44)

Do you sleep alone thinking of me
While I sit alone wondering what could be
Why do you lay with another but not with me
I sit alone because you're not with me

Dying over and over in my mind
As you twist the knife I wonder why
Why you bothered to take this time
Too concerned with yours, I should think of mine

Do you sleep alone thinking of me...I can see
While I sit alone wondering what would be...while I dream
Do you lay with another but not with me...you've never been alone
I sit alone because you're not with me...but you're not with me

My pain is all inside until razor and arm collide
From my heart upon the floor, take my blood but you take more

Do you sleep alone thinking of me...I can see
While I sit alone wondering what would be...while I dream
Do you lay with another but not with me...you've never been alone
I sit alone because you're not with me...but you're not with me

Take my life, you take more
Of my life, take some more
Just let me die

Dying over and over in my mind
As you twist the knife I wonder why
Why you bothered to take this time
Too concerned with yours, I should think of mine

Do you sleep alone thinking of me...I can see
While I sit alone wondering what would be...while I dream
Do you lay with another but not with me...you've never been alone
I sit alone because you're not with me...but you're not with me
Do you sleep alone thinking of me...I can see
While I sit alone wondering what would be...while I dream
Do you lay with another but not with me...you've never been alone
I sit alone because you're not with me...but you're not with me

Take my life, you take more
Of my life, take some more

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07 ETERNAL

(4:07)

Past the winds of your mortality
Behind yourselves, the sand is running through
They are the last ones to do action that brings comfort around you
Nothing will be theirs to defend, but they don't even bother to make it start
Lies all around you is what you prove, wasting away to nothing inside you

All that which then rang true
Lies and deception now show through
Faith and belief in what was real, can't be found in an empty shell
Now as I watch your back, I see your unity is a joke
I'll take what is real over empty promises and lies

I've not given away to the hate at all
In the hands of someone who appreciates from this vile heart
I pay such a price...death's face
I've not given away not the hate at all
In the hands of someone who appreciates from this vile heart
I pay such a price

Darkness left, wings of life drenched in blood
Angel, Angel, Angel, Angel

Coming from your action, creates a reaction
Left within your brain, cannot sustain
Coming from your action, creates a reaction
Left within your brain, cannot sustain

Those that I would call my friends whatever gave you that idea
Did they ever do anything for you without the promise of something in return
Vanity and false humility allowed to take control of their lives
But to walk with no other with no regrets and search through the emptiness of my life

Coming from your action, creates a reaction
Left within your brain, cannot sustain

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08 SUFFER THE SEASON

(4:12)

Unseen wounds fade to the surface
Agony I cannot stand
You don't know what I feel, inside these eyes
Staring through your shallow body, into the lies

Watching life pass before my eyes, as I hang from the knot I've tied
Thinking of what I have left behind, from this life I am saved
You've destroyed all I've made

What will become, of my legacy
I don't know why, I even bother
Ending it all is the only answer, to questions at hand
The question of life and death to all, answered at last

When they find me gone and they know my plan
They'll forget that they hate me
And try to understand why I have ended it all by choice
While they cry and mourn, I'll be at peace at last

Pray for the end, this life
Always feeling sorrow, in life

Long and lonely life untrue, infest me
Why did I give myself to you, infest me
Long and lonely life untrue

Look past morality, your love for life, look to my side
You cannot, you will not, you cannot
Look past morality, your love for life, look to my side
You cannot, you will not, you cannot see

Watching life pass before my eyes, as I hang from the knot I've tied
Thinking of what I have left behind, from this life I am saved
You've destroyed all I've made

Pray for the end, this life
Always feeling sorrow, in life

What I've experienced in this agonized depression
Trying to understand and make the pain lessen
Receding nothing from the love that you send
I have found the only way to make the pain end
You want to look inside my head, but it's far too late
To see what is bothering me when you already know my fate
Dwell on your own life if you value it so much
You don't belong in matters you don't understand

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09 SOMBER ANGEL

(6:34)

Sworn I would not return here, now that has proved untrue
I don't know why
I hold this deep inside me and I'll let no one through
Defy me...deny me...I need you to end this

I look to myself to see and the years have grown so long
Am I weak and am I alone? I lost myself
You didn't want to help me through this pain, now I am lost inside
Try to crush my soul and now I feel pulverized
Consequences I reap by myself
Those of you who don't know what I see...endless fight for my beliefs
I am alone here
Here's the place where I make my stand, I'll not be held down again
Broken no longer with no regrets, I am on my own

Once you would watch me cry but never would you intervene
Now it's my turn to be free from all the pain
You cannot pretend to like what I am
You cannot change the past...do not even care
You won't ever take me, you cannot see, break me
And if you are ever lost...in our emotion

I look to myself to see and the years have grown so long
Am I weak and am I alone
I lost myself
You didn't want to help me through this pain, now I am lost inside
Try to crush my soul and now I feel pulverized
Consequences I reap by myself
Those of you who don't know what I see...endless fight for my beliefs
I am alone here
Here's the place where I take my stand
I'll not be held down again
Broken no longer with no regrets, I am my own

Once you would watch me cry but never would you intervene
Now it's my turn to be free from all the pain
You cannot pretend to like what I am
You cannot change the past...do not even care
You won't ever take me, you cannot see, break me
And if you are ever lost...in our emotion

I now see what I am
Can it be, life sustained
I now see what I am
Can it be, life sustained

My reality...my life clear of repression
I can't believe what is taken from my eyes...my eyes...but my blood knows
My life, what I was born of
To suffer agonizing way...to live it, heart full of fear...the pain, wake me for the day...I die

Look into you, bring me the answers to my life
Now I can see what has begun
Nothing's forever, our life is done
I've taken with me all that you have given
Nothing is for you, wander on

My reality...my life clear of repression
I can't believe what is taken from my eyes...my eyes...but my blood knows
My life, what I was born of
To suffer agonizing way...to live it, heart full of fear...the pain, wake me for the day...I die

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10 LIFELESS

(3:44)

I took a walk down my life today
Broken and empty roads are paved with the regrets and guilt I have made
Crushing what bits of hope remain
Do you want to believe what I believe
I don't remember how to eat, sleep or breathe
Trapped inside this state of decay, you can't tell me that I don't want to stay

I know my pain...burn the faces beyond
I know my pain...burn the faces beyond

Kill me long before I wake
Take me to my sleep I wait
Stifle my breath with every scream
I don't know when I lost my dreams
All my hopes, all my desires now extinguished in my wills fire
It is gone and I no longer care
Come with me and some hate I'll share

You see no pain in my eyes, that is just my clever disguise
I will not cry to you, you will not see the truth

Took a walk down my life today
Broken and empty roads are paved with the regrets and guilt I have made
Crushing what bits of hope remain
Do you want to believe what I believe
I don't remember how to eat, sleep, or breathe
Trapped inside my state of decay, you can't tell me that I don't want to stay

Suffering...lifeless age
Face the pain...life's sweet suffering

I know my pain...burn the faces beyond
Beyond

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