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7. Welcome (3:15)
8. Vermilion Part I (5:16)
9. Pulse Of The Maggots (4:19)
10. Before I Forget (4:38)
11. Vermilion Part II (3:44)
13. Virus Of Life (5:25)
14. Danger - Keep Away (3:13)
15. Don't Get Close (3:47)
16. Scream (4:31)
17. Vermilion (Terry Date Mix) (5:25)
18. Danger - Keep Away (Full Version) (7:55)
19. The Blister Exists (Live) (5:21)
20. Three Nil (Live) (4:57)
21. Disasterpiece (Live) (5:25)
22. People = Shit (Live) (3:54)
01 PRELUDE
(3:57)I don't know why I never told you
And I don't know why I never tried
As we shed these bitter skins again
All the reasons come to life
But now it's over
Now it's over
Now it's over
Now it's over
I don't know why
You never asked me
And I don't know why
You never cared
When we hide these little sins again
All the reasons have to die
But now it's over
Now it's over
And now it's over
And now it's over
And now it's over
And now it's over
And now it's over
And now it's over
No, no, no, no, no
02 THE BLISTER EXISTS
(5:19)One, two, three
Drop it
Bones in the water and dust in my lungs
Absorbing archaic like a sponge
The ultimate way is the way you control
But can you stay if you detach your soul
Bury the present and squeeze out the past
The ones you endear to never last
Chemical burns and the animalistic
I'm just another hardline psuedo-statistic
Can you feel this
I'm dying to feel this
I can feel this
Can you feel this
Can you feel this
Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth
Trying to commit to what's beneath
To find the time is to lose the momentum
You learn the lessons and immediately forget them
Automatic and out of my reach
Consult all the waste to find the key
Minimal life and the polysyllabic
I'm just another blank page - push the button, pull the rage
Can you feel this
Can you feel this
I'm dying to feel this
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this
Can you feel this
I am all, but what am I
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven
I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done
I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done
I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done
I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done
Can you feel this
Can you feel this
I'm dying to feel this
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this
Can you feel this
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this
Can you feel this
I'm dying to feel this
Dying to feel this
Can you feel this
I am all, but what am I
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven
I am all, but what am I
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven
03 THREE NIL
(4:48)Chaos, it's just the beginning
Every promise I made I'm rescinding
Center mass in the middle of the monster
I'm getting tired of drowning the constant
Cry for help, it's debatable
The only reason that you love me is
I'm hated by all
Come on, come see dysfunction
I guess we're gonna leave it open for discussion
Who am I
Where am I going
Maybe I'm looking in the wrong direction
Maybe I'm looking for any direction
This is not my war
This is not my fight
This is something more
This is not my life
This is not my revolution
This is not my convolution
This is not my expectation
This is not my desperation
Holed up, scarred, and tamed for the hell of it
Look at me, I am the glorified malcontent
Save me, save this
All I got to do is give up
And all is forgiven
I'm sick
of being the butt of a cosmic joke
And I don't get the punch line
A million people lined up for miles
To see the great big mouth
Shut up and apologize
This is not my war
This is not my fight
This is something more
This is not my life
This is not my revolution
This is not my convolution
This is not my only reason to question why
Today I said goodbye
Goodbye
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
Today I said goodbye
Goodbye
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
Today I said goodbye
Goodbye
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
Today I said goodbye
Goodbye
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
Today I said goodbye
I'm the pariah Break Me
I am the liar Save Me
I can take anything Make Me
Accuse me of everything Kill Me
Cut off the system Shape Me
Deny my existence Waste Me
I won't be afraid Try Me
I won't be unmade Deny Me
Come on, break it off
Come on, buy the lie
Come on, say it, say it
Come on, say goodbye
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
Today I said goodbye
Goodbye
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
Today I said goodbye
Goodbye
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
Today I said goodbye
Goodbye
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
Today I said goodbye
One One
Two Two
Three Three
Nil
04 DUALITY
(0:00)I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me cause you left me no choice
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it
Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces
T
hen you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way
Nothing is what it seems
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
I push my fingers into my... eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
05 OPIUM OF THE PEOPLE
(3:12)Watch those idiosyncrasies
Watch all the idiots fall on me
Running out of ways to get outta the way
Take another shot just to stay the same
But I need some balance, back it off
Fill your lungs till it makes you cough
Tell me everything's gonna be alright
Cause I don't think I'll make it through tonight
The only way is all the way
The only way is all the way
The only way the only way is all the way is all the way
The only way the only way is all the way is all the way
Oh my God
It's judgment day and I'm not prepared
Everybody out there's running scared
So take a little bit off the top
I don't care, just make it stop
I won't give another soul to you
I won't give another life to you
Now you have to stop
Stop
Stop
Stop
Do one thing and say something cryptic
But the styles always clash
One thing I know for sure
The hypothetical won't work anymore
One wrong move and they will pound
My nails are tight inside my wrists
This sacrament is sacrilege and sentimental
Deity experimental, faith is accidental
I won't give another soul to you
I won't give another life to you
I won't give another thought to you
I won't give anymore of my hope to you
06 CIRCLE
(4:23)Give me the dust of my father
Stand on the face of the ancients
Bare the secret flesh of time itself
Follow me Follow me
I've come so far behind again
Follow me Follow me
I wish so hard I'm there again
Follow me Follow me
Follow me Follow me
All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed I never needed more
All of my questions are answers to my sins
All of my endings waiting to begin
I know the way but I falter
I can't be afraid of my patience
There's a sacred place Razel keeps safe
Follow me Follow me
I've seen so much I'm blind again
Follow me Follow me
I feel so bad I'm alive again
Follow me Follow me
All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed I never needed more
All of my questions are answers to my sins
All of my endings waiting to begin
07 WELCOME
(3:15)I am a product, of your conduct
The uncontrollable urges that have made me a menace
Are you proud, do you even care
You taught us all a lie, that's how we made it here
You should've buried the truth with your secrets
But you were far too impressed with your pretence
Now as far as I know, I don't know anything
Cause you made damn sure, I wasn't anything
Distractions, reactions
The only way to go is to go away
Discarded, retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me
Clawed away from human clay
We are the broken shards the art disarray
Before you condemn, you rape them, feed us me conium
Stunt our growth from our souls to our throat
You shouldn't wall us up with your apathy
But you did and now you're only growing enemies
This is the catalyst, the alpha, the first breed
Cause you made damn sure, now we're everything
Distractions, Reactions
The only way to go is to go away
Discarded, retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me
Much to my surprise
I will wake up and follow the path of the ones I am made of.
This time I won't give in
I will save you from my sins
(What is wrong with this...Manipulation...Violence and Chaotic)
Ensconced in all that's wrong
I slam you shut, I can only take so much
How many times do I have to mistreat you
constantly biting of my hand as I feed you
Maybe now you'll understand severity
I'll sum it up with the best of amount of brevity
Welcome to the transformation
Welcome to annihilation
Welcome to the man that wanted
Everything, but couldn't have it
Distractions, Reactions
The only way to go is to go away
Discarded, Retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me
Maximize our prize of a record
It's all on the path and the words are of murder
This time I won't give in
I will save you from my sins
Save you from my sins
Save you from my sins
08 VERMILION PART I
(5:16)She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever
Oh She's the only one that makes me sad
She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in possession
She is home to me
I get nervous, perverse when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever
Oh She's the only one that makes me sad
Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed And crazy, Aphid Attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
Yeah
I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my need, to self oblige
She is something in me, that I despise
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real, I can't make her real
She isn't real, I can't make her real
09 PULSE OF THE MAGGOTS
(4:19)This is the year where hope fails you
The test subjects run the experiments
And the bastards you know, is the hero you hate
But cohesing is possible if we strive
There's no reason, there's no lesson
No time like the present, telling you right now
What have you got to lose, what have you got to lose
Except your soul...who's with us
I fight for the unconventional
My right, and its unconditional
I can only, be as real as i can
The disadvantage is
I never knew the plan
This isn't the way just to be a martyr
I cant, walk alone any longer
I fight, for the ones that cant fight
And if I lose, at least I tried
We, we are the new diabolic
We, we are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
We, we are the pulse of the maggots
I won't, be the inconsequential
I won't, be the wasted potential
I can make it, as severe as I can
Until you realize
You'll never take a stand
It isn't, just a one-side aversion
We've dealt, with a manic diversion
And I won't, let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victim deserted
We, we are the new diabolic
We, we are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
We, we are the pulse of the maggots
Do you understand Yes
Do you understand Yes
Do you understand Yes
Do you understand Yes
Say it again say it again We won't die
Say it again say it again We won't die
Say it again say it again We won't die
Say it again say it again We won't die
Say it again say it again We won't die
Say it again say it again We won't die
Say it again say it again We won't die
Say it again say it again We won't die
We fight till no one can fight us
We live, and no one can stop us
We pull when we're pushed too far
And the advantages is
The bottom line is
We never, had to fight in the first place
We only, had to spit back at their face
We won't, walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us, only makes us stronger
We, we are the new diabolic
We, we are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
We, we are the pulse of the maggots
Do you understand Yes
Do you understand Yes
Do you understand Yes
Do you understand Yes
Say it again say it again We won't die
Say it again say it again We won't die
Say it again say it again We won't die
Say it again say it again We won't die
10 BEFORE I FORGET
(4:38)>Go
Stapled shut, inside and outside would and I'm
Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm
Catastrophic, not again
I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene
Catch me upon all your sordid little insurrections
I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle
Fray the stings
Throw the sheathes
Hold your breath
And listen
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm
Wiggled like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt
Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions
I've got no right to way, I'm just caught up all the battles
Locked in clutch
Pushed in place
Hold your breath
And listen
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
My end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road is my end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
I'm haven't time to evade
The end of the road
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh
11 VERMILION PART II
(3:44)She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, no
I don't wanna be this...
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real
12 THE NAMELESS
(4:28)Pathetic Benign
Accept it Undermine
Your opinion My justification
Happy Safe
Servant Caged
Malice Utter weakness
No toleration
Invade Committed
Enraged Admit it
Don't condescend Don't even disagree
Destroy Decay
Disappoint Delay
You've suffered then, now suffer unto me.
Obsession, take another look.
Remember, every chance you took.
Decide, either live with me
Or give up, any thought you had of being free
Don't go I never wanted any body more then I wanted you
I know the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.
Anyone No Anything Yes Anyway fall
Anybody Mine Anybody Tell me
I want You I need You I'll have You
I won't let anybody have you
Obey Me Believe Me Just trust Me Worship Me Live for Me
Be grateful Now Be honest Now Be precious Now Be mine Just Love Me
Possession Feed my only vice
Confession I wont tell you twice
Decide Either die for me
Or give up, any thought you had of being free
Don't go I never wanted any body more then you
I know The only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you.
Don't go I never wanted any body more then you
I know The only thing I ever really loved, was hate.
Yeah
Stay inside the hole, let me take control Dominate
You were nothing more, you were something less Innocent
Something has to give - something has to break Omnipresent
Fingers on your skin, let my savage in
You deserve it
You deserve it
You deserve it
You deserve it
Don't go I never wanted any body more then I wanted you I wanted you
I know The only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you Was hurting you
Don't go I never wanted any body more then I wanted you I wanted you
I know The only thing I ever really loved, was hate
You're mine You are you are
You're mine You are you are
You're mine
You're mine
13 VIRUS OF LIFE
(5:25)I can see you but you can't see me
I could touch you and you wouldn't even feel me
Wait a second and you'll settle down
I'm just waiting, till you really let your guard down
Your relaxed, your sublime, your amazing
You don't even know the danger you're facing
If I'm quiet, I'll slide up behind you
And if you hear me I'll enjoy trying to find you
I've been with you all day
I'm trying to stay calm
I'm impatient and it's really hard to breathe
I'm going to empty you and fill you in with me
Just keep the violence down
Not yet - don't make a sound
Oh God I'm feeling it
It's reaching fever pitch
My skin is caving in
My heart is driving out
No mercy, no remorse
Let nature take its course
Watching - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
Lover - set my symptom free
Covered - you won't feel a thing
You can't stop me
Wait, no, wait, no, wait, wait, not yet, no wait
I'm sweating through my veins
I'm trying to hold on
It's unbearable, it's almost worse for me
I'm gonna to tear you apart and make you see
Make you see
Watching - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
Lover - set my symptom free
Covered - you won't feel a thing
This is the virus
The virus of life
It gets inside us
The crisis, the knife
This is the virus
The virus of life
This is inside us
The crisis, the knife
It's almost time to play
It's time to be afraid
I can't control the pain
I can't control in vain
Oh God I'm ready now
You're almost ready now
I'm gonna raid it now
I'm gonna break it down
I see you in the dark
I see you all the way
I see you in the light
I see you bright as day
I wanna touch your face
I wanna touch your soul
I wanna wear your face
I wanna burn your soul
Watching - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
Lover - set my symptom free
Lover - You don't love me
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
15 DON'T GET CLOSE
(3:47)Come on
Somebody give me some light and not punch it in the dark
Somebody showed me the end and I tried to push the start
I'm trying to figure out a better way, a better answer
But I keep finding all the problems I've been looking after
You can't wander through the world with nothing but a smile
I'll take your tongue for words and use it to instill denial
Don't get close
You don't know me and you'll never know
Chivalry, will get you somewhere
Rivalry, will take you there
Don't get close
You don't know me and you'll never know
Chivalry, will get you somewhere
Rivalry, will take you there
Maybe I should look away before I really miss
Maybe I should pick the time before I pick the place
I bet you all the things that you emulate, you penalize
But I don't wanna go until you learn to finalize
Don't get close
You don't know me and you'll never know
Chivalry, will get you somewhere
Rivalry, will take you there
Don't get close
You don't know me and you'll never know
Chivalry, will get you somewhere
Rivalry
You ascertain the plot
My vision's overshot
I have the best confection
I was gone for all the lessons
Loquacious sense I muse
Stay out and be abused
I didn't want to be
The undeniable source of everything
Don't get close
Don't get close
Don't get close
Don't get close
Don't get close
You'd better stay away
Don't get close
You'd better stay away
Don't get close
You'd better stay away
Don't get close
You'd better stay away
Outside, watching all the conflicts
Constrict just to fit in, squeeze in
I can insist, claws and fist
Remember, remember
You take the rivalries
And never make much sense
I have the worst possession
What I want was so obsessive
Come in and be abused
Cause this is so confused
I only want to be
Left alone, and rot away
Don't get close
Don't get close
Don't get close
Don't get close
Don't get close
You'd better stay away
Don't get close
You'd better stay away
Don't get close
You'd better stay away
16 SCREAM
(4:31)Scream
Fell forth, destroy the source
Cant see and my voice is hoarse
Trying to wash your hands of us
But y should know better than to leave us in disgust
Let me take you right to the point
All you ever do is dedicate to disjoint
That does it, the time has arrived
Take it or leave it, you better decide
You did it again
All you ever did was doubt
What do you want
Let me tell you what it's all about
One life, nine Hearts
And eighteen hands that'll rip you all apart
We're here to decimate
To show you all we will never fall
Its gonna get serious and critical
Don't stop because the feeling is terminal
Scream, scream like you never have before
Scream, scream till you cant scream anymore
Scream, scream like your throat is bleeding
Scream, scream till your heart stops beating
Scream for me
Get off of me, and give a lie
Show the whole damn world that this will never die
No matter how the energies scatter
Got to know nothing exists but the dream
Give it all till there's nothing left to give
Save it all, quit saving you
If you're going to let the pain inside
Never under estimate the way you live your life
Scream, scream like you never have before
Scream, scream till you cant scream anymore
Scream, scream like your throat is bleeding
Scream, scream till your heart stops beating
Scream for me
All our lives
All we ever sacrificed is pain
Everything
Everything is possible to me
Why no fate
Found everything they tried to take away
Save your life
Save it all and make a better way
All our lives
All we ever sacrificed is pain
Everything
Everything is possible to me
Why no fight
Found everything they tried to take away
Save your life
Save it all and make a better way
This stress is a feeling that you cant compress
Everything you're going through is total stress
Are you going to be a momentary king and run around
How will you handle, they're above you, excess
All our lives
All we ever sacrificed is pain
Everything
Everything is possible to me
Why no fight
Found everything they tried to take away
Save your life
Save it all and make a better way
All our lives
All we ever sacrificed is pain
Everything
Everything is possible to me
Why no fight
Found everything they tried to take away
Save your life
Save it all and make a better way
Scream, scream, scream, scream, scream, scream, scream, scream
18 DANGER - KEEP AWAY (FULL VERSION)
(7:55)
I'm not what you think
I'm not what you think
I'm not what you think
I'm not what you think
I'm not what you think
I'm not what you think
I'm not what you think
Or am I
Or am I what you think
Or am I what you think
Or am I what you think
You could never ever know
You could never ever know
Please keep far away Far far away
Keep far away Far far away
Far away Far far away
Far away Far far away
Please keep far away Far far away
Keep far away Far far away
Far away Far far away
Far away
I won't let you walk away
Without hearing what I have to say
I won't let you walk away
Without hearing what I have to say
That place in my mind
That space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
Got trapped in
Got trapped in
Got trapped in
Got trapped in
So please just trust in us
Just trust in us
Trust in us, us
So please just trust in us
Just trust in us
Trust in us, us
Got trapped in
Got trapped in
Got trapped in
Got trapped in
Danger, danger, danger
We too feel alone
Danger, danger, danger
We too feel alone
We too feel alone
We too feel alone
We too feel alone
We too feel alone
We too feel alone
We too feel alone
We've too feel alone
We too feel alone
We too feel alone
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
Where have I been all this time
Lost enslaved, fatal decline
I've been waiting for this to unfold Good
The pieces are only as good as the whole
Severed myself from my whole life
Cut out the only thing that was right
What If I never saw you again
I'd die right next to you in the end
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
I won't let you walk away
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say