
Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
I'll try, she said as she walked away
  Try not to lose you
  Two vibrant hearts could change
  Nothing tears the being more than deception, unmasked fear
  I'll be here waiting, tested and secure
  
  Nothing hurts my world
  Just affects the ones around me
  When sin's deep in my blood
  You'll be the one to fall
  
  I wish I could be the one
  The one who won't care at all
  But being the one on the stand
  I know the way to go, no one's guiding me
  
  When time soaked with blood turns its back
  I know it's hard to fall
  Confided in me was your heart
  I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me
  
  Nothing will last in this life
  Our time is spent constructing
  Now you're perfecting a world, meant to sin
  Constrict your hands around me
  Squeeze till I cannot breathe
  This air tastes dead inside me
  Contribute to our plague
  
  Break all your promises
  Tear down this steadfast wall
  Restraints are useless here
  Tasting salvation's near
  
  Nothing hurts my world
  Just affects the ones around me
  When sin's deep in my blood
  You'll be the one to fall
  
  I wish I could be the one
  The one who won't care at all
  But being the one on the stand
  I know the way to go, no one's guiding me
  
  When time soaked with blood turns its back
  I know it's hard to fall
  Confided in me was your heart
  I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me
Conceived and born was one of light
  Rain and dark, the other born black night
  
  (Give me your hand)
    (Blood is spilt and man will follow)
    (Infernal man, punishment too great to bear)
    
  Raise your head and taste the courage
  (The one of light)
  Fall from grace, unholy night
  
  I've come here to kill you
  Won't leave until you've died
  Murder born of vengeance
  I closed my brothers eyes tonight
  
  Conceived and born was one of light
  Rain and dark, the other born black night
  
  (Give me your hand)
    (Blood is spilt and man will follow)
    (Infernal man, punishment too great to bear)
  
  Raise your head and taste the courage
  (The one of light)
  Fall from grace, unholy night
  
  I've come here to kill you
  Won't leave until you've died
  Murder born of vengeance
  I closed my brothers eyes tonight
  
  It's cold tonight as the clouds turn grey
  And from my hands to my brothers grave
  You took his side, you took his gift
  Feel the power of a fallen man,
  Crestfallen man...
  
  Far away in this land I must go
  Out of the site of the One
  A punishment sent from his hand
  A hardship that no one should know
  Now go out, out of the site of the One
  Away in this land you must go
  
  Where has he gone? What have you done?
  A voice commands from high above this earth
  From the soil his blood cries out to me
  Murder, liar, vengeance, deceit
  
  Far away in this land I must go
  Out of the site of the One
  A punishment sent from his hand
  A hardship that no one should know
  Now go out, out of the site of the One
  Away in this land you must go
With this ink in our skin we've sealed our fate
  And the axe comes early (Only naturally)
  So what does that matter?
  There's a bed of skeletons waiting for me on the other side
  They're waiting for my next move (Next fatal breath)
  
  Human lives to me seem so unreal
  Can't see through the fog (Nothing past a grey wall)
  See past the stereotype, belief structure built up in you.
  I'll tear you down and the one who created you
  
  If they didn't have One how would they act?
  If we didn't have hope how would we behave?
  Would they still feel remorse if they slaughtered innocent beings?
  Or is hope the only thing that keeps you sane?
  
  A good friend once told me we are our memory
  Without them we equal nothing
  All I can see is the place I wanna be
  Suddenly my life was so free
  
  Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground
  Their echoes are reaching my ears
  Nights coming fast, suns going down
  But keep away from me, keep away from me
  
  It's hard, to keep me in this place (to keep away from me)
  Keep away from me, keep away from me
  
  We may have created the beginning, mentally
  We may have created the beginning, physically
  To the end of our human existence...
  
  I see through you
  The fear that's in your eyes
  
  A good friend once told me we are our memory
  Without them we equal nothing
  And all I can see is the place I wanna be
  Timeless, my life was so free
  Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground
  Their echoes are reaching my ears
  Nights coming fast, suns going down - confused
  I don't know the answers but neither do you
Hard news, taken harder, don't look to me
  Disappointed, we don't agree, I don't need your praise...
  (Don't look my way for help, from the beginning you came to me)
  Never... asked you to like me, I don't need your praise
  Look down on me, spit in my face
  You're nothing to me... not to me
  
  
  Darkened eyes you'll see
  There is no hope, no savior in me
  (Don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore)
  Learned from years gone by, no one will care what happens to me
  (Don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore)
  
  My presence won't be ignored, no not today
  Don't walk in my direction, turn the other way
  (Don't look my way for help, from the beginning you came to me)
  Asking questions, predetermined answers
  You won't find them here
  I don't want you, I won't let you think, compromise is near
  Cause it's not near
  
  Darkened eyes you'll see
  There is no hope, no savior in me
  (Don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore)
  Learned from years gone by, no one will care what happens to me
  (Don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore)
  
  I'm alone in here
  No more feelings, killed my fears
  Don't ask, you'll never know
  You're left behind, and I'll be exposed
  
  Far away, you keep on trying
  Holding me down, breaking away
  Trying to distance my life
  Not one in the crowd, but one with the answer
  The one that could change your mind
  
  But it's not true, I don't need you
  Don't waste your time, and don't waste mine
  I'm not your friend, I won't soothe your soul
  And in the end you're all dead to me...
Black enchanting eyes
  Cut through my heart with no regret or sign of life
  They tear apart my pride and cold runs through my veins
  I feel their stare from miles haunting every step
  And they won't stop hunting me down
  
  I know the time will come
  When all around me's burned and you'll still see me there
  Asking where you went to and what person brought you here
  And why you left the burning children cold out in the night
  And calling for you all alone...
  
  Dark in their hearts
  I can feel it burn inside of me
  Tormented young, with no souls, haunting me
  Pain in their lives, all they know is misery
  Take these chains away that are holding me down
  Holding me down
  
  They'll find you alone, your desperate and villainous ways
  Turning their hearts into stone, they seek more then vengeance
  Lookin their eyes, your pain is their satisfaction
  Look in their eyes and see the darkness take hold
  Life cut short by fate, fate of your parade
  Cut short without one fair chance
  Burn, for the rest of time
  
  Now-
  Hear the haunting words
  Lost children with no heart are crying
  And your'e the lost mother they're calling
  (Say the haunting words)
  I hear them crying at night
  Outside when the planets are falling
  They want to feel and know you hear them
  
  Dark in their hearts
  I can feel it burn inside of me
  Tormented young, with no souls, haunting me
  Pain in their lives, all they know is misery
  Take these chains away that are holding me down
  Holding me down
  
  Go now, run and hide
  
  Eternal rest, in time
  Eternal rest, in time
Gone...
  We keep writing, talking and planning... but everything's changing
  We all know what to do but know one does it
  Now this time has passed and full of regret
  Two in my heart have left me a while
  I stand alone, when they get back, it won't be the same
  It won't be the same
  
  My life, you've always been there
  Now you're gone and my head's spinning
  Left the childhood, left the memories, left the good times in the past
  Moving on, your time has run out
  Wishing the clock would stand still, the world can wait
  Wasting away once again, once lived as friends
  
  As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life
  The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night
  
  Never will I forget you, and all the memories past
  So rarely, I get to see your face
  Growing, I looked to you in guidance
  We knew that time would kill us, but you're still so close to me
  
  To me, you were my life
  To me, you were my soul companion
  Now, you are so far away
  Nothing can take away the time and the memories we had
  
  Come back - to the days when we were young
  Come back - to the days when nothing mattered
  To the days when nothing mattered
  
  And I feel time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life
  The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night
  As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life
  The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night
Two nights ago I was shot
  A bullet sunk straight through this skull
  A friend pulled the trigger that silenced me
  No pain as I awoke, but dead
  Seeing the face of the man
  The time as he lays down his gun
  I knew this was going to take place
  White silence, so peaceful, so numb
  
  No one knows the time they're changing
  No one will see through
  
  You're all gone to me, (Gone to me)
  I've been pulled out to watch from my eternal sleep
  Intuition and a warning to believe (I will believe)
  Something was wrong and though I felt I had to stay
  Moving on seemed to be somber bliss (Without one goodbye)
  I watched my Mother shed tears
  
  No, this gun has stopped time in its tracks
  Has altered the course of my fate
  Destiny is shattered and timeless
  Closed eyes feel the cold winds embrace
  
  I'll watch you call, calling for me
  You can't bring back time
  Close your eyes and look away
  Fate exposed and won't let me stay
  Hope will fall tonight with broken wings
  Descending entity in me
  
  My voice has been taken from me 
  The more I listen, the more I have to say
  
  You're all gone to me, (Gone to me)
  I've been pulled out to watch from my eternal sleep
  Intuition and a warning to believe (I will believe)
  Something was wrong and though I felt I had to stay
  Moving on seemed to be somber bliss (Without one goodbye)
  I watched my Mother shed tears
  And taste the blood that she cries (And taste the blood that she cries)
  
  I'll watch you call, calling for me
  You can't bring back time
  Close your eyes and look away
  Fate exposed and won't let me stay
  Hope will fall tonight with broken wings
  Descending entity in me
Cry alone, I've gone away
  No more nights, no more pain
  I've gone alone, took all my strength
  I've made the change, I won't see you tonight
  
  Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
  All the ones around me, I cared for and loved
  
  Building up inside of me
  A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
  Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
  As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight
  
  Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
  All the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved
  But I can't see myself that way
  Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
  
  Cry alone, I've gone away
  No more nights, no more pain
  I've gone alone, took all my strength
  But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight
  
  So far away, I'm gone
  Please don't follow me tonight
  And while I'm gone, everything will be alright
  
  No more breath inside
  Essence left my heart tonight
  No more breath inside
  Essence left my heart tonight
Come back to me, this is unconceivable
  Breaking apart the ones you love
  Hate runs deep for what you've done to us
  Left alone through suicide
  Suicide
  
  I just want to die, take away my life
  Lay by your side
  
  Come back to me, this is unconceivable
  Breaking apart the ones you love
  Hate runs deep for what you've done to us
  Left alone through suicide
  
  Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare
  No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend
  He's gone, nothing will take back time
  I need him back, but nothing will take back time
  
  I can see just fine, with you in my life
  There by my side as it starts to fade
  I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
  A nightmare full of sorrow
  
  Nightmare, full of pain
  Nightmare, full of pain
  
  I look back and see the twisted road
  Best friends and despair took its toll
  Toll, take away, take away, take away, take away
  
  Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
  all the ones around me, I cared for
  And most of all I loved, but I can't see myself that way
  Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
  
  Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare
  No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend
  He's gone, nothing will take back time
  I need him back, but nothing will take back time
  
  I can see just fine, with you in my life
  There by my side as it starts to fade
  I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
  A nightmare full of sorrow
  I can see just fine, with you in my life
  There by my side as it starts to fade
  I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
  A nightmare full of sorrow
Dust begins to fall, to the ground
  The air is cold and thin
  Thoughts are haunting me as I look around
  This will never end when I'll bleed forever
  
  Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong
  This spot in hell's where I belong
  I've come so far, it's been so long
  Don't know why it started or where it came from
  
  Outside shell is strong, confident
  But slowly eats away
  Like a man plagued with disease, I try to fight
  Through my pores it seems to seep, when I bleed forever
  
  Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong
  This spot in hell's where I belong
  I've come so far, it's been so long
  Don't know why it started or where it came from
  
  And you sit there and do nothing
  You're content with doing nothing
  
  There's nowhere to run and hide
  When you're living to die
  Stuck alone inside your head
  Better off dead
  The phone would ring in the empty house
  No one's around
  
  Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong
  This spot in hell's where I belong
  I've come so far, it's been so long
  Don't know why it started or where it came from
  
  But in my life, I wanted more
  I needed more, I taste more
Lived through you,
  Safe with how we lived our lives
  With how it all turned out
  (But things are bound to change)
  Uncovered lies, surfaced throughout
  They make you change your mind
  
  Sometimes life is altered
  Won't turn out right, can't turn out right
  
  When I see you, I can read it in your eyes
  Fate misunderstood
  (But things are bound to change)
  Swallowed the lies, can't blame you for
  Thinking with your heart
  
  Sometimes life is altered
  Break from the ropes your hands are tied
  Uneasy with confrontation
  Won't turn out right, can't turn out right
  
  I see my world crumble and fall, before my eyes
  I know, I know
  Dark will turn to light, in time I'll be alright
  I know, I know
  
  (I never imagined my life could turn out this way)
    (So cold so black so alone)
    
  Living goes by fast
  Catch your breath and it will pass you by
  And it won't last, to sulk with the memories you hold
  
  Sometimes life is altered
  Break from the ropes your hands are tied
  Uneasy with confrontation
  Won't turn out right, can't turn out right
  Sometimes life is altered
  Break from the ropes your hands are tied
  Uneasy with confrontation
  Won't turn out right, can't turn out right