Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
I'll try, she said as she walked away
Try not to lose you
Two vibrant hearts could change
Nothing tears the being more than deception, unmasked fear
I'll be here waiting, tested and secure
Nothing hurts my world
Just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood
You'll be the one to fall
I wish I could be the one
The one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me
When time soaked with blood turns its back
I know it's hard to fall
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me
Nothing will last in this life
Our time is spent constructing
Now you're perfecting a world, meant to sin
Constrict your hands around me
Squeeze till I cannot breathe
This air tastes dead inside me
Contribute to our plague
Break all your promises
Tear down this steadfast wall
Restraints are useless here
Tasting salvation's near
Nothing hurts my world
Just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood
You'll be the one to fall
I wish I could be the one
The one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me
When time soaked with blood turns its back
I know it's hard to fall
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me
Conceived and born was one of light
Rain and dark, the other born black night
(Give me your hand)
(Blood is spilt and man will follow)
(Infernal man, punishment too great to bear)
Raise your head and taste the courage
(The one of light)
Fall from grace, unholy night
I've come here to kill you
Won't leave until you've died
Murder born of vengeance
I closed my brothers eyes tonight
Conceived and born was one of light
Rain and dark, the other born black night
(Give me your hand)
(Blood is spilt and man will follow)
(Infernal man, punishment too great to bear)
Raise your head and taste the courage
(The one of light)
Fall from grace, unholy night
I've come here to kill you
Won't leave until you've died
Murder born of vengeance
I closed my brothers eyes tonight
It's cold tonight as the clouds turn grey
And from my hands to my brothers grave
You took his side, you took his gift
Feel the power of a fallen man,
Crestfallen man...
Far away in this land I must go
Out of the site of the One
A punishment sent from his hand
A hardship that no one should know
Now go out, out of the site of the One
Away in this land you must go
Where has he gone? What have you done?
A voice commands from high above this earth
From the soil his blood cries out to me
Murder, liar, vengeance, deceit
Far away in this land I must go
Out of the site of the One
A punishment sent from his hand
A hardship that no one should know
Now go out, out of the site of the One
Away in this land you must go
With this ink in our skin we've sealed our fate
And the axe comes early (Only naturally)
So what does that matter?
There's a bed of skeletons waiting for me on the other side
They're waiting for my next move (Next fatal breath)
Human lives to me seem so unreal
Can't see through the fog (Nothing past a grey wall)
See past the stereotype, belief structure built up in you.
I'll tear you down and the one who created you
If they didn't have One how would they act?
If we didn't have hope how would we behave?
Would they still feel remorse if they slaughtered innocent beings?
Or is hope the only thing that keeps you sane?
A good friend once told me we are our memory
Without them we equal nothing
All I can see is the place I wanna be
Suddenly my life was so free
Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground
Their echoes are reaching my ears
Nights coming fast, suns going down
But keep away from me, keep away from me
It's hard, to keep me in this place (to keep away from me)
Keep away from me, keep away from me
We may have created the beginning, mentally
We may have created the beginning, physically
To the end of our human existence...
I see through you
The fear that's in your eyes
A good friend once told me we are our memory
Without them we equal nothing
And all I can see is the place I wanna be
Timeless, my life was so free
Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground
Their echoes are reaching my ears
Nights coming fast, suns going down - confused
I don't know the answers but neither do you
Hard news, taken harder, don't look to me
Disappointed, we don't agree, I don't need your praise...
(Don't look my way for help, from the beginning you came to me)
Never... asked you to like me, I don't need your praise
Look down on me, spit in my face
You're nothing to me... not to me
Darkened eyes you'll see
There is no hope, no savior in me
(Don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore)
Learned from years gone by, no one will care what happens to me
(Don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore)
My presence won't be ignored, no not today
Don't walk in my direction, turn the other way
(Don't look my way for help, from the beginning you came to me)
Asking questions, predetermined answers
You won't find them here
I don't want you, I won't let you think, compromise is near
Cause it's not near
Darkened eyes you'll see
There is no hope, no savior in me
(Don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore)
Learned from years gone by, no one will care what happens to me
(Don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore)
I'm alone in here
No more feelings, killed my fears
Don't ask, you'll never know
You're left behind, and I'll be exposed
Far away, you keep on trying
Holding me down, breaking away
Trying to distance my life
Not one in the crowd, but one with the answer
The one that could change your mind
But it's not true, I don't need you
Don't waste your time, and don't waste mine
I'm not your friend, I won't soothe your soul
And in the end you're all dead to me...
Black enchanting eyes
Cut through my heart with no regret or sign of life
They tear apart my pride and cold runs through my veins
I feel their stare from miles haunting every step
And they won't stop hunting me down
I know the time will come
When all around me's burned and you'll still see me there
Asking where you went to and what person brought you here
And why you left the burning children cold out in the night
And calling for you all alone...
Dark in their hearts
I can feel it burn inside of me
Tormented young, with no souls, haunting me
Pain in their lives, all they know is misery
Take these chains away that are holding me down
Holding me down
They'll find you alone, your desperate and villainous ways
Turning their hearts into stone, they seek more then vengeance
Lookin their eyes, your pain is their satisfaction
Look in their eyes and see the darkness take hold
Life cut short by fate, fate of your parade
Cut short without one fair chance
Burn, for the rest of time
Now-
Hear the haunting words
Lost children with no heart are crying
And your'e the lost mother they're calling
(Say the haunting words)
I hear them crying at night
Outside when the planets are falling
They want to feel and know you hear them
Dark in their hearts
I can feel it burn inside of me
Tormented young, with no souls, haunting me
Pain in their lives, all they know is misery
Take these chains away that are holding me down
Holding me down
Go now, run and hide
Eternal rest, in time
Eternal rest, in time
Gone...
We keep writing, talking and planning... but everything's changing
We all know what to do but know one does it
Now this time has passed and full of regret
Two in my heart have left me a while
I stand alone, when they get back, it won't be the same
It won't be the same
My life, you've always been there
Now you're gone and my head's spinning
Left the childhood, left the memories, left the good times in the past
Moving on, your time has run out
Wishing the clock would stand still, the world can wait
Wasting away once again, once lived as friends
As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night
Never will I forget you, and all the memories past
So rarely, I get to see your face
Growing, I looked to you in guidance
We knew that time would kill us, but you're still so close to me
To me, you were my life
To me, you were my soul companion
Now, you are so far away
Nothing can take away the time and the memories we had
Come back - to the days when we were young
Come back - to the days when nothing mattered
To the days when nothing mattered
And I feel time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night
As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night
Two nights ago I was shot
A bullet sunk straight through this skull
A friend pulled the trigger that silenced me
No pain as I awoke, but dead
Seeing the face of the man
The time as he lays down his gun
I knew this was going to take place
White silence, so peaceful, so numb
No one knows the time they're changing
No one will see through
You're all gone to me, (Gone to me)
I've been pulled out to watch from my eternal sleep
Intuition and a warning to believe (I will believe)
Something was wrong and though I felt I had to stay
Moving on seemed to be somber bliss (Without one goodbye)
I watched my Mother shed tears
No, this gun has stopped time in its tracks
Has altered the course of my fate
Destiny is shattered and timeless
Closed eyes feel the cold winds embrace
I'll watch you call, calling for me
You can't bring back time
Close your eyes and look away
Fate exposed and won't let me stay
Hope will fall tonight with broken wings
Descending entity in me
My voice has been taken from me
The more I listen, the more I have to say
You're all gone to me, (Gone to me)
I've been pulled out to watch from my eternal sleep
Intuition and a warning to believe (I will believe)
Something was wrong and though I felt I had to stay
Moving on seemed to be somber bliss (Without one goodbye)
I watched my Mother shed tears
And taste the blood that she cries (And taste the blood that she cries)
I'll watch you call, calling for me
You can't bring back time
Close your eyes and look away
Fate exposed and won't let me stay
Hope will fall tonight with broken wings
Descending entity in me
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change, I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me, I cared for and loved
Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
Come back to me, this is unconceivable
Breaking apart the ones you love
Hate runs deep for what you've done to us
Left alone through suicide
Suicide
I just want to die, take away my life
Lay by your side
Come back to me, this is unconceivable
Breaking apart the ones you love
Hate runs deep for what you've done to us
Left alone through suicide
Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare
No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend
He's gone, nothing will take back time
I need him back, but nothing will take back time
I can see just fine, with you in my life
There by my side as it starts to fade
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
A nightmare full of sorrow
Nightmare, full of pain
Nightmare, full of pain
I look back and see the twisted road
Best friends and despair took its toll
Toll, take away, take away, take away, take away
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me, I cared for
And most of all I loved, but I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare
No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend
He's gone, nothing will take back time
I need him back, but nothing will take back time
I can see just fine, with you in my life
There by my side as it starts to fade
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
A nightmare full of sorrow
I can see just fine, with you in my life
There by my side as it starts to fade
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
A nightmare full of sorrow
Dust begins to fall, to the ground
The air is cold and thin
Thoughts are haunting me as I look around
This will never end when I'll bleed forever
Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong
This spot in hell's where I belong
I've come so far, it's been so long
Don't know why it started or where it came from
Outside shell is strong, confident
But slowly eats away
Like a man plagued with disease, I try to fight
Through my pores it seems to seep, when I bleed forever
Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong
This spot in hell's where I belong
I've come so far, it's been so long
Don't know why it started or where it came from
And you sit there and do nothing
You're content with doing nothing
There's nowhere to run and hide
When you're living to die
Stuck alone inside your head
Better off dead
The phone would ring in the empty house
No one's around
Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong
This spot in hell's where I belong
I've come so far, it's been so long
Don't know why it started or where it came from
But in my life, I wanted more
I needed more, I taste more
Lived through you,
Safe with how we lived our lives
With how it all turned out
(But things are bound to change)
Uncovered lies, surfaced throughout
They make you change your mind
Sometimes life is altered
Won't turn out right, can't turn out right
When I see you, I can read it in your eyes
Fate misunderstood
(But things are bound to change)
Swallowed the lies, can't blame you for
Thinking with your heart
Sometimes life is altered
Break from the ropes your hands are tied
Uneasy with confrontation
Won't turn out right, can't turn out right
I see my world crumble and fall, before my eyes
I know, I know
Dark will turn to light, in time I'll be alright
I know, I know
(I never imagined my life could turn out this way)
(So cold so black so alone)
Living goes by fast
Catch your breath and it will pass you by
And it won't last, to sulk with the memories you hold
Sometimes life is altered
Break from the ropes your hands are tied
Uneasy with confrontation
Won't turn out right, can't turn out right
Sometimes life is altered
Break from the ropes your hands are tied
Uneasy with confrontation
Won't turn out right, can't turn out right