Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
2. Beyond Within (5:11)
3. The Death Of Passion (4:10)
4. I Am The Dog (4:13)
5. Dreaming Neon Black (6:26)
6. Deconstruction (6:39)
7. The Fault Of The Flesh (4:54)
8. The Lotus Eaters (4:25)
9. Poison Godmachine (4:33)
10. All Play Dead (4:58)
11. Cenotaph (4:39)
12. No More Will (5:45)
13. Forever (2:28)
01 OPHIDIAN
(0:46)Touch the darkness
She's been waiting for you
Touch the darkness
She's been waiting for you
02 BEYOND WITHIN
(5:11)Welcome millennium, the fall of planet hate
Welcome the end my friend, all the world's the stage
Welcome to the future, the world is black no turning
From the consequence of ignorance
Welcome to the fall
Beyond within, enact, enable
Create the past, nonexistent fables
Welcome to the fall
Tension, delirium, growing everyday
Another suicide shocks the world again, I watch in apathy
Bleed until tomorrow, whosoever does not believe in me
Welcome to the fall
Beyond within, enact, enable
Create the past, nonexistent fables
Welcome to the fall
Can I bring you down again, can I make you feel again
Can I lift you up into the dreaming trip surreal
Can I taste the future shock, spit out all the games
Do you know my name, do you know my number
Cracking under strange constrictions, Mr. Ordinary Visionary
Welcome millennium, the fall of planet hate
Welcome the end my friend, all the world's the stage
Welcome to the future, the world is black no turning
From the consequence of ignorance
Beyond within, enact, enable
Create the past, nonexistent fables
Beyond within, enact, enable
Create the past, nonexistent fables
Welcome to the fall (of one man's sanity)
"Time has no meaning for me. She is gone,
and the void speaks to me"
03 THE DEATH OF PASSION
(4:10)I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow
You paint the sky in obsidian lies
And come what may, never will I know how you changed time
The riptide lies ahead, all my passions now are dead
I can see the path you never thought to follow
I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow
I stand before you, a shadow of a man
Behind these eyes self destruction swims through my mind
I'm confusion and contempt, I am the void
You are the emptiness of black tomorrow
I feel so hollow
You paint the sky in obsidian lies
And come what may, never will I know how you changed time
The riptide lies ahead, all my passions now are dead
I can see the path you never thought to follow
I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow
(You are diseased)
(You are deceiver)
(You are diseased)
(You are deceiver)
The darkwave came again last night.
I want it all to end, I want the world to end"
04 I AM THE DOG
(4:13)Every night the dream is the same
I sit here waiting for the world to end but it never ends
And everything I used to be has spiraled into insanity
Every night I sweat and bleed in her name
The darkwave comes, sanity slips away
She screams from the alcove "I am the dog"
She was born in the year of the dog
She never would betray the world I never saw
Blinded eyes that never see shattered into infinity
Every night the dream is the same
The darkwave comes, sanity slips away
She screams from the alcove "I am the dog"
Every night the dream is the same
I suffer wading through the endless waves of empty disdain
And everything I used to be has spiraled into insanity
Every night I sweat and bleed in her name
The darkwave comes, sanity slips away
She screams from the alcove
The darkwave comes, sanity slips away
She screams from the alcove "I am the dog"
She was never seen again"
05 DREAMING NEON BLACK
(6:26)Sometimes when I'm alone I still feel you
Your breath on my neck, you're still with me
And I'm still dreaming...
I wait for you, to taste your unknown world
The clock (tick tock) spins to time that must mean nothing
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
(Swim through me)
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
And wash away my innocence and... fear
Sometimes I wonder where you are, can you feel my tears
I never knew what changed you
Did they paint your dreams in pale shades
I wait for you, you know you cannot hide
Division from within invalidates suffering
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
(Swim through me)
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
(Swim through me)
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
(Swim through me)
And wash away my innocence
I am a child of light living in your mind
The pain, the unknowing washes away in time
Until then will you meet me whenever I call to you
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
(Swim through me)
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
(Swim through me)
And wash away my innocence
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
(Swim through me)
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
(Swim through me)
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
(Swim through me)
And wash away my innocence
Meet me
My only cure won't you meet me
In the drowning pool of fate, the moon and the sun still wait
Yeah, won't you meet me
I suffer silently for our love, the jester has lost his dove"My perfect
reflection swims
through the drowning pool. The sky is gone.
My world is in deconstruction"
06 DECONSTRUCTION
(6:39)The fallen that dreams suicide
Takes the needle, instead of the gun
The victim who self crucifies can't realize
Christ is a weapon that chisels at our lives
Deconstruction
The martyr takes his aim and wounds the holy man
And on the eighth day, God made the art of war
And laughing planned the end
Who will tend the garden when the snake swallows the light
Who will eat the decay when the worms have lost their sight
Who will rape the weak when there's nothing left to gain
Who will till the soil of these barren black remains
Deconstruction, deconstruction
Who will lick my wounds when they take away my speech
Will you stand in line while the shepherd hunts his sheep
Could you see tomorrow if I took away your eyes
Can you crawl from under new age prophecy's despise
Deconstruction, deconstruction
Deconstruct my reality and let me slip away, I am the dog
Who will tend the garden when the snake swallows the light
And who will eat the decay when the worms have lost their sight
Who will rape the weak when there's nothing left to gain
Who will till the soil of these barren black remains
Deconstruction, deconstruction
Deconstruction, deconstruction
Our world is in deconstruction
Our world
"Sometimes bitterness is all you can hold on to,
and within the bitterness I realized my weakness"
07 THE FAULT OF THE FLESH
(4:54)To see the fault of unrequited love
There is no truth, there is no purity, there is no love
Flesh is the weakness, flesh is the fault
We are embodiment of all the world's wrongs
No time to look back we are gone
No time to regret the seeds we've thrown away
Man is the parasite, man is the cause
We are destroyers and creators, our precious flaw
We are the architects of fate
We are impure for we burn all we berate
We are but flesh and flesh is the weakness
We are born of blood sinew and bone
We're all just spinning in this useless hole in time
On our way into the black unknown
Man is the parasite, man is the cause
We are destroyers and creators, our precious flaw
Flesh is the weakness, flesh is the fault
We are embodiment of all the world's wrongs
No time to look back we are gone
No time to regret the seeds we've thrown away
We are but flesh and flesh is the weakness
We are born of blood sinew and bone
We're all just spinning in this useless hole in time
On our way into the black unknown
I am but flesh, and flesh is weak
I am but flesh, and flesh is weak
08 THE LOTUS EATERS
(4:25)We fall into the spaces blind, the puzzle so unkind
The lotus eaters fly
We watch the random pattern form, insidious and cold
And bloom into the unknown
Please God why can't you hear us
Please God why aren't you listening
We take the hand of fate in vain, and wonder why your will
Seems cruel controlled and illogical
Do words fall on deaf ears, are we just too small
Please make us understand
Please God why can't you hear us
Please God why aren't you listening
Please God why must we fear you
Please God why did you take her away
Please God why can't you hear us
Please God why aren't you listening
Please God why must we fear you
Please God why did you take her away
Are we your children
Are we lost? know what it wants now...the void
09 POISON GODMACHINE
(4:33)The media machine knows what to do
It knows how to feed the poison to you
Useless information for your useless little lives
The TV lies and pacifies
Do you believe everything you see
Children of the void, come follow me
Denounce your faith and penance, the savior is unseen
I am the new drug, your poison godmachine
Poison
Poison godmachine
Poison is a word, God is a word (used for fear)
In subtlety we obey through ink and broadcast wave
The doubts and fears that shadow media decay
Deprogram this affliction and the cathode ray unclean
I am the last nail, the empty soulless screen
Soulless
Poison godmachine
And we eat the poison, we created the poison godmachine
10 ALL PLAY DEAD
(4:58)You are the wine of intoxicating faith
You are the axis of time, I am so blind
Bear witness to freedom's fall
Tomorrow kiss goodbye a little more, as they watch us all
All play dead
I'll sleep in this quiet room where no one sees, I'll play dead
All play dead
Play dead never speak, just assign the blame
According to their game and chase them down the drain
All play dead
I'll sleep in this quiet room where no one sees, I'll play dead
I'll just sit here quietly and watch them feed, all play dead
All play dead
Bear witness to freedom's fall
Tomorrow kiss goodbye a little more, as they watch us all
All play dead
I'll sleep in this quiet room where no one sees, I'll play dead
I'll just sit here quietly and watch them feed, all play dead
All play dead
All play dead
All play dead
All play dead
All play dead
11 CENOTAPH
(4:39)Foreboding fear trickles down the spine
Into the pool, resonating
Behind the wall the dreamer lies in velvet sleep
She must be still, never make a sound
Awake, awaken the dreamer
Awake, awaken
Awake, awaken the dreamer
Awake, where are you my love
We build our walls around our games
We decompose, dreamers never really die
She lies unknown, the cenotaph in her name
Awake, awaken the dreamer
Awake, awaken
Awake, awaken the dreamer
Awake, where are you my love
She lies unknown
She lies unknown
She lies unknown
She lies unknown
She hides
12 NO MORE WILL
(5:45)No more will to live, I see the world fade
No more hope inside, my life means nothing anyway
Just shades of gray, I slip away again
Feed me from the heart of your denial
The velvet sleep is conviction only fools know
Dry your own eyes, I can't sympathize
Plague your own dreams, I won't be following
Free me from this sphere of confusion
These tears of dust are the tears from one who knows why
Dry your own eyes, I can't sympathize
Plague your own dreams, I won't be falling
Fly beyond the dreaming, fly beyond our being
Turn and face the mirror, the answers come, clear as glass
Fly beyond the dreaming, fly beyond our being
Turn and face the mirror, the answers come, clear as glass
I still feel you now, you are the falling rain
The voice that stills the pain, I am the lover gone insane
I must be strong, for love burns ever long
13 FOREVER
(2:28)"What has been put asunder
shall again be whole"
In this neon black gloom I still see her face
She comes to me bringing darkest hour, I am forlorn
The pain is reborn
You are forever in my heart you never died
You are forever I still wonder where you are
I know you're dreaming, I know you're at peace
I'll meet you in the dreamtime
Whenever you call me I'll go under, I'll swim through you
You are forever in my heart you never died
You are forever I still wonder where you are
I know you're dreaming neon black
"As the curtain calls, and the cast recedes,
I am all that ever was and all that ever will be.
In wither and repose this frayed chapter
now does close, and fade into neon black"