Last Update: 11/1/2020 0018
2. (Sic) (3:19)
3. Eyeless (3:56)
4. Wait And Bleed (2:27)
5. Surfacing (3:38)
6. Spit It Out (2:39)
7. Tattered & Torn (2:53)
8. Frail Limb Nursery (0:45)*
8. Me Inside (2:39)
02 (SIC)
(3:19)Enemy, show me what you wanna be
I can handle anything
Even if I can't handle you
Readily, either way it better be
Don't you fucking pity me
Get up, get off
What the hell am I sayin
I don't know about malevolent
Sure as hell decadent
I want somebody to step up, step off
Walls, let me fall, fuck you all
Get a grip, don't let me slip till I drop the ball
Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it
You're goin down, this is a war
Fuck it
Who the fuck am I to criticize your twisted state of mind
You're leavin me suspect, I'm leavin you grotesque
Feels like a burn from which you never learn
Cause and effect, you jealous ass
Press your face against the glass, suffer
Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it
You're goin down, this is a war
I've just begun
It's about that time, gotta get mine
I've just begun
It's about that time, gotta get mine
I've just begun
It's about that time, gotta get mine
I've just begun
It's about that time, gotta get mine
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
Sic
Sic
Sic
Sic
03 EYELESS
(3:56)Insane, am I the only muthafucker with a brain
I'm hearing voices but all they do is complain
How many times have you wanted to kill
Everything and everyone, say you'll do it but never will
You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
Can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
I am my father's son
Cause he's a phantom, a mystery and that leaves me nothing
How many times have you wanted to die
It's too late for me, all you have to do is get rid of me
You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
Can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head
I tried, you lied to me for so long
Everywhere I go, there's a sense of it
Freak on my antics and give me a choice
Doesn't matter if I give a shit
It's shit that you gave me
You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
Can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head
Do you wanna feel pain, takin my name in vain
Caring never felt so lame inside
Anybody else got pride, do you wanna take my life
Maybe I'll reverse my ride
Who the hell are you, fuck you
Better suck it up cause you bled through
Better get away from me, stay the fuck away from me
I feel safe, seems your saved
I feel safe safe, seems your saved
Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
Mother, fucker
Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new
04 WAIT AND BLEED
(2:27)I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
Goodbye
I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I can't control my shakes, how the hell did I get here
Something about this, so very wrong
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
Get out of my head cause I don't need this
Why I didn't I see this
I'm a victim, manchurian candidate
I have sinned by just
makin my mind up and takin your breath away
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
Goodbye
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
And it waits for you
05 SURFACING
(3:38)Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is doing me in
Fuck it all, fuck this world
Fuck everything that you stand for
Don't belong, don't exist
Don't give a shit, don't ever judge me
Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this momentum is doing me in
Fuck it all, fuck this world
Fuck everything that you stand for
Don't belong, don't exist
Don't give a shit, don't ever judge me
And don't you fucking judge me
You got all my love, livin in your own hate
Drippin hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nothin, but I aint holdin back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Aint a fuckin thing you can do
Get this cause you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be
I am the push that makes you move
I am the push that makes you move
I am the push that makes you move
I am the push that makes you move
Fuck it all, fuck this world
Fuck everything that you stand for
Don't belong, don't exist
Don't give a shit, don't ever judge me
Fuck it all, fuck this world
Fuck everything that you stand for
Don't belong, don't exist
Don't give a shit, don't ever judge me
06 SPIT IT OUT
(2:39)Since you never gave a damn in the first place
Maybe it's time you had the tables turned
Cause in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved
And the verdict says guilty
Man, nearly killed me
Steppin where you fear to tread
Stop drop and roll, you were dead from the get go
Big mouth fucker, stupid cock sucker
Are you scared of me now, then you're dumber than I thought
Always is and never was, foundation made of piss and vinegar
Step to me, I'll smear you, think I fear you, bullshit
Just another dumb punk chompin at this tit
Is there any way to break through the noise
Was it something that I said that got you bent
It's gotta be that way if you want it
Sanity, literal profanity, hit me
Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
Maybe it's the way you spread a lotta rumor fodder
Keepin all your little spies and leavin when you realize
Step up, fairy
I guess it's time to bury your ass with the chrome
Straight to the dome
You heard me right, bitch, I didn't stutter
And if you know what's good just shut up and beg, brother
Backstab, don't you know who you're dissin
Side swipe, we know the ass that you're kissin
Biggidy biggidy bitch boy, halfway hauser
Don't hear shit cause I keeps gettin louder
Come on, and you get a face full of tactic
Lippin off hard, goin home in a basket
You got no pull, no power, no nothin
Now you start shit, well aint that something
Payoffs don't protect, and you can't hide if you want
But I'll find you, coming up behind you
Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
About time I set this record straight
All the needlenose punchin is makin me irate
Sick of my bitchin fallin on deaf ears
Where you gonna be in the next five years
The crew and all the fools, and all the politics
Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
You got dick when they passed out the good stuff
Bam, are you sick of me, good enough, had enough
Fuck me, I'm all out of enemies
Fuck me, I'm all out of enemies
Fuck me, I'm all out of enemies
Fuck me, I'm all out of enemies
Fuck me, I'm all out of enemies
Fuck me, I'm all out of enemies
Fuck me, I'm all out of enemies
Fuck me, I'm all out of enemies
Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
Spit, spit, spit, spit, spit
It Out
07 TATTERED & TORN
(2:53)Tattered and torn, something aches
Tattered and torn, bad things slither
Tattered and torn, my floors are burning down
Tattered and torn and I can't find a window
Tattered and torn, this is medieval
Tattered and torn, this is cerebral
Tattered and torn, suffocated
Tattered and torn, melodramatic
Tattered and torn, driven to the verge of
Tattered and torn, I make you my enemy
Tattered and torn, the nerves you sever
Tattered and torn can serve you better
Tattered and torn, in the blink of an eye
Tattered and torn, in the space of a second
Tattered and torn, open my wrists
Tattered and torn, give me my lessons
Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt
Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt
Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt
Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt
Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt
Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt
Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt
Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt
08A FRAIL LIMB NURSERY
(0:45)She lay as though she were in a trance
With her long eyelashes fluttering like she was dreaming
She said to him I lie beyond the sea
And then all of a sudden her head dipped back and she vanished
Gone, gone without a trace
She's never coming back
Do you know what it's like to live with that
No one knows what it's like
The only one who knew me, gone
I know it's wrong
08B ME INSIDE
(2:39)Inside, inside, inside, inside
Inside, inside, inside, inside
Giving in to what has got me
Feeling claustrophobic, scarred
Severed me from all emotion
Life is just too fucking hard
Snap, your face was all it took
Cause this need aint doin me no good
Fall on my face, but can't you see
This fucking life is killing me
Tearing me inside
Tearing me inside
Tearing me inside
Tearing me inside
Too far gone, I'm catatonic
Leaving you to criticize
Empty shell and running naked
All alone, lobotomized
Back and forth between my hangups
It isn't easy to be hated
Where do ya go, whaddya do
Simpleton, impromptu, crazy eight
I never cared, not once, gotta get away
Tearing me inside
Tearing me inside
Tearing me inside
Tearing me inside
I wasn't promised a thing
You keep mocking me
But you will never again
Before you know it, after you're gone
Somos feos apestamos y pero reinamos joto muthafucka
I wasn't promised a thing
You keep mocking me
But you will never again
Before you know it, after you're gone
Gone, gone, gone
09 PURITY
(4:14)Maze, psychopathic daze, I create this waste
Back away from tangents on the verge of drastic ways
Can't escape this place, I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying
Put me in a homemade cellar
Put me in a hole for shelter
Someone hear me please, all I see is hate
I can hardly breathe and I can hardly take it
Hands on my face, overbearing
I can't get out
Hands on my face, overbearing
I can't
Lost, ran at my own cost
Hearing laughter, scoffed
Learning from the rush
Detached from such and such
Bleak, all around me, weak
Listening, incomplete
I am not a dog, but I'm the one your dogging
I am in a buried kennel
I have never felt so final
Someone find me please, losing all reserve
I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying
Hands on my face, overbearing
I can't get out
Hands on my face, overbearing
I can't
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something in you that I despise
Cut me, show me, enter
I am willing and able
And never really a danger to myself
Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die
I can't die
I can't die
I can't die
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something in you I despise
Despise, despise
Purity, purity, purity, purity
Purity, purity, purity, purity
10 LIBERATE
(3:06)Liberate my madness
One of me, all of you
Liberate my madness
I just want to liberate my madness
One of me, all of you
Liberate my madness
Section off myself
Put a wall up, what the hell have I done
Keep the dog at bay
Survive by saving me
Values and the game
Not a fuck-up, not a part of your lie
I am one, I am all, I'm above and beyond
Stand off of the shit
Back off or I'll spit
So soft, you forget
Your garbage in is garbage out
You don't give a shit
I won't play the fit
Get off, get on this
Your garbage in is garbage out
Liberate my madness
Liberate my madness
One of me, all of you
Liberate my madness
I just want to liberate my madness
One of me, all of you
Liberate my madness
I am not ashamed
What is vital, isn't always humane
You can break in vain
But you can't break away
Even in my face
Lot of bullshit, not alot of the truth
I can't see from here
But I can smell your fear
Back off of the shit
Stand off or I'll spit
So soft, you forget
Your garbage in is garbage out
You don't give a shit
I won't play the fit
Get off, get on this
Your garbage in is garbage out
Saved, you're such a slave, I don't expect a name
You don't care, I wasn't witness
I can't be a part of a system such as this
Hard eyes, glow right, in my, darkness
Again with the sickness, rengade sisters, blisters
Salivate, litigate, liberate, madness, sadness, fuck this
How long have I had this, I don't need this
Out of my business
Insert, engage, betrayed, my god
Fraud
Fraud
Fraud
Liberate my madness
Liberate my madness
I just want to liberate my madness
Liberate my madness
11 PROSTHETICS
(4:58)Even if you run, I will find you
I decided I want you
Now I know, I need
If you can't be bought, tougher than I thought
Keep in mind, I'm with you
Never left out fate, can't concentrate
Even if you run
You will be mine
Ah, fucking you will be mine
Ah, fucking you will be mine
Ah, fucking you will be mine
I found you
Leanin out of an open window
You laughed, our fingers clenched
Too perfect, far too careless
I couldn't help myself, I just took you
Damnit man I knew it was a mistake
Damnit man I knew it was a mistake
Damnit man I knew it was a mistake
Damnit man I knew it was a mistake
(You brought it outta me) Mistake
(You brought it outta me) Mistake
(You brought it outta me) Mistake
(You brought it outta me) Mistake
Better make yourself at home
You're here to stay
You won't bother me..if you let me bother you
All the doors are locked, all the windows shut
Keep in mind.. I watch you
Never leave my side, never leave me, fucker
Even if you run
What the fuck is different, man, I can't believe I'm doin this
What the fuck is different, man, I can't believe I'm doin this
What the fuck is different, man, I can't believe I'm doin this
What the fuck is different, man, I can't believe I'm doin this
What the fuck is different, I can't believe I'm doin this
What the fuck is different, I can't believe I'm doin this
What the fuck is different, I can't believe I'm doin this
What the fuck is different, I can't believe I'm doin this
Man, I knew it was a mistake
Damnit man I knew it was a mistake
Damnit man I knew it was a mistake
Damnit man I knew it was a mistake
(You brought it outta me) Mistake
(You brought it outta me) Mistake
(You brought it outta me) Mistake
(You brought it outta me)
12 NO LIFE
(2:47)My freedom is best
Whole country's on house arrest
And everyone's a suspect
You can't feel the flow because you died
Face down on a suicide
The motherfucker's on self destruct
Nobody guarding your back, it's all a front
Save this, my rage is bliss
I'm taking names and getting pissed
Where's Chuck D when you need him
You aint shit, just a puddle on the bed spread
The maniac psycho
Cool J screamed the shit, but they're not careful and they
Man, it's funny that you scare me so
Just enough to fuck me up again and again
Hard life is hard as hell
Better back the fuck on up
Cause this is
No kind of life, this is no kind of life
I've got to get out
It's no kind of life, this is no kind of life
You can't blame me
Can't be real no more, your mask is skin and bone
Savor every flavor you want cause it's not your own
Bad ass at bat, man
Forget about the battle, it's the war we gotta win
Breathe, amer-cult, breathe, one more, seethe
Freak like you got a pair
Won't be my fault when you're painted in the corner of a no good life
This is
No kind of life, this is no kind of life
I've got to get out
It's no kind of life, this is no kind of life
You can't blame me
I can't remember, I don't understand,
Is it malice that makes you this way
Carry it with you till someone forgives you
I laugh cause there's nothing to say
You can't begin to consider the palpable hate in the air when you're here
None of us wonder what weather you're under
You're making it perfectly clear
Lights aint on, shit aint right
Never had peace so I had to fight
Can you look in my eyes when my back's against the wall
Slash at my eyes, surprise, you'll never get me
You're all reality and sound bites
And the freedom is never in plain sight
The feelings, the question, the price is too
Human, for fucking sake
This is
No kind of life, this is no kind of life
I've got to get out
It's no kind of life, this is no kind of life
You can't blame me
I can't be
I can't be
I can't be blamed
13 DILUTED
(3:23)I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold faced lie
It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
My heros are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again
Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
Forget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe
What the hell, did I, do to deserve, all of this
What the hell, did I, do to deserve, all of this
I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms increase
God, what the fuck is wrong
You act like you knew it all along
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
All I ever wanted out of you was
something you could never be
Now take a real good look at what you've fucking done to me
What the hell, did I, do to deserve, all of this
What the hell, did I, do to deserve, all of this
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I keep my scars from prying eyes
Incapable of ever knowing why
Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer
Why am I so fascinated by
bigger pictures, better things
But I don't care what you think
You'll never understand me
What the hell, did I, do to deserve, all of this
What the hell, did I, do to deserve, all of this
What the hell, did I, do to deserve, all of this
What the hell, did I, do to deserve, all of this
14 ONLY ONE
(2:26)Pain, made to order
Pain, made to order
Pain, made to order
Pain
I'm not the second coming, I'm the first wave
Better get an army cause the fire left me unscathed
You bet your bottom dollar I'm the top of the shit pile
So stick around cause I'll get to you in just a few
Step off the achtung, get back or get stung
Idiotic sense of yourself, are you that dumb
Entire legion of me, totalitariian
The one and only mother fucker, top of the world man
Cause I can't stand it, planned it, gonna crash land it
In other words, consider me branded
Another version of me, another version of you
Both barrels, whatcha gonna do
All I hear is human noise
You made your own fucking choice
I belong to only me
Silence for my revelry
I can only die over time
Filthy hands, stay away from mine
Every reason is a right to hate
Painful clutch, death is fine, give me mine
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Somebody explain this
You don't care cause you don't exist
What the fuck is another joke
Reckoning
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
15 SCISSORS
(8:23)I play doctor for five minutes flat
Before I cut my heart open and let the air out
Three bugs, a pound of dust
Some wind spilled before me
In the strangest manner that had
Broke away my tear spout
As I lie there
With my tongue spread wide open
A black widow had offered me
A sweetheart tube
As I injected
The candid heart that I selected
She said don't hesitate
Just do what you like to do to me
It's hard to stay between the lines of skin
Just cause I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel
I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
Just let the blood run red, cause I can't feel
It's hard to stay between the lines of skin
Just cause I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel
I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
Just let the blood run red, cause I can't feel
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time, it's time
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time, it's time
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time, it's time
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time, it's time
Biding
Biding
Biding
Biding
Someone in behind me
Someone inside me
Everyone against me
Everyone beside me
Clawing away the pieces
Scratching away the absence
One more, two more
Everyone, once more
One more, two more
Everyone, once more
Inside the places that I hide from you
I want to see you spread before me
You are the only one that I would rather see
Before me
You want it, you need it
You want it, you need it
You want it, you need it
You want it, you need it
Don't lie
I die, you lie
I lie, oh why
I don't want you to pay anyone when I die
I wanna die
I'd rather die
I wanna die
You purge
You burn
You purge
I don't need you anymore
I don't need you
My time
My time
Your time
No time
Our time
Yah..loh
Ready time
My time
Out of time
Ready time
Ready time
16 EEYORE
(2:48)Meet the man that made me
Greet the can that I came from
Oh the fucking sacred heart of Jesus
Blew it in the back room
Feelin like a real goon
Stand the fuck aside, man
I'm on, you're not
I am the great big mouth
I am the great big mouth
Burn
Good riddance, though I'm sad to say
I didn't get to kill you
Rhetoric, better look both ways
I gotta get an arm through
Stain
What the fuck is up, get the fuck away
Run if you want to
Innocent, you're a guilty conscience
I jam down my throat
Stain
Prepare, you fucker
I don't give a shit, bitch
I don't give a fuck, bitch
I don't understand, bitch
You don't matter
I don't give a fuck, man
I don't give a shit, man
I don't really care, man
I'm the super sized man
Fuck, fuck, you, you
I am the great big mouth
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
Stupid fuck
Stupid fucking stupid fuck
Stupid fuck, fuck, stupid
Fuck, stu, fuck, fuck
Take that mother fucker